Currently listening to : Taylor Swift – Stay Beautiful
Currently : blowing my nose
“I don’t wanna wake up today
Cause everyday’s the same
And I’d been waiting so long
For things to change
I’m sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends ’cause everyone’s jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I’m so frustrated, I just wanna jump!”
Today was the worst day ever. Tomorrow won’t be better. It’s history repeating on and on. It’s Stalker who’s destroying my life. I nearly boxed her face in. She made me crush my recess food and I had to waste lots of tissue. Betch! I should just slap her like Viktor did to that doctor guy in Underworld 3. The guy was laughing then Viktor just punched his face. He fell to the ground with big burn-like marks on his face and blood flowed out from his mouth. Not to mention. Lots of blood.
And she snatched my stuff away.. again! I should just snarl at her. Disgusting idiot. I promise I’ll end this once and for all sooner or later. Let me describe her. She has this awful square haircut with a pair of lack of attention glasses. Her face is retarded. She has a big round nose like Elmo from Sesame Street or something. She makes these f[][]king retarded faces like biting her lip and sticking her tongue out. Plus following people who hate her like a dog.
To happy topics. The weather was wonderful today. The best weather in months since raining season. The Backstreet month. Ah. So many memories. The wind was whipping wild and really strong. I was out in the open when it blew and I totally stumbled back. Steady feet, don’t fail me now. The rain was heavy.. I got kinda wet but not drenched. Love the feeling of walking in the rain. So romantic and heavenly.
I start to wonder why I’m here not there. Goodbye, life since everyone is gonna stay in the same group till the end of the year. Meaning I’ll be stuck with *her*. Even other people can get along well with my old classmates. Whatever. To be on the edge of breaking down but no one there to save you.
I have other wonderful thoughts (or dreams) swimming in my head now. No, you don’t what it’s like. (:
Big fake smiles and the stupid lies – life at sch00l.
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