so bring on the rain, listen to the thunder
Happy Birthday to Chris Gaylor of AAR! (:
[ hover your cursor over the pic if you don't know which one is Chris
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Wouldn't have known that he's turning 30 today if Mike or whoever hadn't updated their Twitter. Hope they have an awesome party for him.
May his dreams and wishes come true!

I feel unreasonably annoyed today with someone. Yeah, don't expect me to make you believe in what I say. Believe what you wanna believe but it isn't right for you to think that about me. I hate that you make up your own stupid stories and slap face. And I hate Sundays.

My heart is crushed like that. Why do you have to be so paranoid of people trying to hide from you when you are the secretive one?
![Taka [so not] mine logo Taka [so not] mine logo](http://spuddybuddies.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/takanotminelogo.jpg)
I still miss you but I don't wanna admit it. I still dream of that black and sleek color. One day.. I hope the life story will go like a fairytale.

I've been thinking much about you lately. (: But I know I can't afford you. Nick has a dozen Gibson Firebirds. *cries*

I already have the bandana on his wrist. Now I want to advance to that guitar.
Holy....... I've been writing this post since forever because I got hooked onto those videos I'm loading. It's giving me stomach cramps from laughing. My headphones are giving me hell. Oh well. No time to post more pictures. It's time fer practice and some hilarious vids.
Later, peeps.
hope that you can keep it
Yeah, Fast And Furious rocked. A lot.
Awesome ending but kinda sad storyline. Not too mushy love. That's good. This movie can't get any better. Exciting, love, sorrow, revenge, flirtatious and just plain great. Can't describe it in any other words.
Paul Walker did an awesome job winning my mom's heart. I mean. Did I really say that? Well, he's as cool as cool. Running in his suit and tie or whatever. He reminds me of Danny Messer plus Josh Duhamel, don't you think? His clothes were nice. [: Especially that shirt with the jeans and black sneakers. Really casual.
Vin Diesel's muscles are grrrrreat. Hahaha! He's such a nice brother to his sister in the movie. So sweet and caring to his girlfriend too. Love that determined face he had. The emotions on his face told the whole story of his grief and pain. And the expressionless face like he didn't care what was gonna happen because he was doing it for his girlfriend.
My brain is kinda muddled in music. I can't wait to get AAR's first album. I need to listen to their songs!!
Damn, it's sad to admit I'm addicted to Boys Like Girls' Thunder. Couldn't hear what they were screaming so didn't really like them before. But the lyrics here.. man.. Totally great lyrics. Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer.
And I'm so, so, so embarrassed to admit that I've been thinking of getting more piercings since yesterday. I didn't really hear what my teacher was crapping about. Oops...
I've been like dreaming and dreaming of it. Ah. Crap. We should get more. The next holidays? Then more on the next one? I wanna get three more on my right ear.
But it sounds.. yucky, huh?
Something struck me yesterday.
Taco and I were acting crazy while singing loudly. She sang while I strummed the guitar without much thought. Gotta train myself to sing while strumming. (: We didn't give any thought about the so-called practice.
Oh my God. I think lightning like struck my brains or something. Because... because... it felt like we were some band. Even though it was only two of us together, it felt like we were performing to ourselves. My inspiration level just shot up like I don't know how. I decided to try again? No idea. But it always feels like it's never gonna work out.
Okay. It starts tomorrow. Ah. Sunday. I'm probably gonna start from the start. I think. I hope. Need to practice patience..
Did I just admit that I'm missing the practicing routine? No more dreaming thoughts - Takamine, Gibson, new guitars, lead guitarist. I'm gonna do this for myself. My mind is going, "OMG OMG OMG I'm a freak." It's not so convincing to myself either but it's just an inspiration boost. You got it?

can. you. help. me. find a way to carry on again?
This is so cheesy.
Tuning in to the acoustic version of The Last Song.
it’s the one you love
Oh my God. It finally loaded after years.
I'm currently listening to guitar solos which clench my heart and crush it to pieces in AAR's Kiss Yourself Goodbye. [: And photoshopping. Attempting to do some crappy "artistic" stuff but it's not really made for me.
If you've been reading or following our Twitter, you'll know why but I've been updating the Twitter because it's the closest thing besides blogging.
Good, eh? Follow us and keep us updated! You would also know that AAR are heading to Phoenix Tempe, AZ. Yeahhh. Listening to Gives You Hell. Gonna blast my ears out.
I Wanna (not to my significant other but to something else)
I never thought that I was so blind
I can finally see the truth
It’s me for you
Tonight you can’t imagine that I’m by your side
Cuz it’s never gonna be the truth
Too far for you
But can you hear me say?
Don’t throw me away
And there’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Take everything that I know you’ll break
And I give my life away
So far for you
But can you hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
Tonight I’m weak
It’s just another day without you
That I can’t sleep
I gave the world away for you to
Hear me say
Don’t throw me away
There’s no way out
I gotta hold you somehow
All I wanna do is touch you
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime
I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me
(x2)
Alot of lyrics can relate to me. I just can't post them all here. I'm trying to scribble down these random sentences. I have many in mind now. Can I post pictures? Can it take it?

Taco : "You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess" *stares dreamily*
Had me damn cracked up while typing that. I know her, so better than the city in the rearview. Thank God she didn't see me laughing that hard.

"if it's only a fantasy then why is it killing me?" - Maroon 5, Infatuation

"So I guess it's time for me to say goodbye." -SP, Time To Say Goodbye

"Don't waste this chance with your smile." -AAR, 11:11 P.M.

Takamine F-341 - dreadnought shape unlike Seb's.
I better make this post worth it since the net is probably gonna be down for the next few weeks. Some annoying byotch is talking to me and I'm giving her the shortest answers in the shortest short form. I think I'm giving up on the Tyson thingy and that.
Hmm.. Gibson acoustic guitars and Firebirds look really interesting. The price is worst than a Taka(so not)mine. Shh!
Gosh, I can't keep my eyes off those Gibson logos now. God, I hope we find a shop selling them because... because.... [: CHECK THIS OUT!! *shrieks*

Gibson J-200 Standard . The closest I could find...
!! Check Yes, Juliet.

SPOT IT SPOT IT SPOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
Yeahhh. 'Nother eye candy. I better type fast because seeing too much Wheeler makes me wanna laugh like shiz. Why? Yesterday I loaded this British interview with Ty and him and I was like laughing like hell because Taco was watching it with me. Then he sang a bit in this weird weird voice then I noticed something.. Sorry because I'm repeating lots of words. I was like, "His shirt is open" and Taco was like, "I didn't hear that." I practically howled with laughter. I think I was and am hyper. Dang, I'm such a prankster back here.

Gibson L-200 Emmylou Harris - pwetty pwetty
Sorry, I'm being such a freak! Dammit. I didn't save the Hummingbird picture but that would be too much. Hope this post was worth those three days. Is it just me or am I having mood swings? That could mean one thing. Fill in these blanks from Katy Perry's Hot 'N Cold : "Someone call a doctor, got a case of a love -------" Yeah. I'm not crazy.
And apologies because my posts aren't as colourful as Taco's. Since the net is like so freaking dead slow, keep checking our Twitter. I'll be there. ;D And follow us because I think we might lock it back soon. And hopefully Mom will think Ty doesn't look ghostly after seeing a certain person. I think I've gone cuckoo. Taco just went, "I posted!!" and I was like OMG. Like I'm not posting now.
HEARTS!!! xoxo, C.
when you’re out with your friends in your new mercedes benz
Can anybody show me the meaning of being lonely because I feel really bored + lonely + alone at sch**l.
I mean, I totally feel left out but not in the jealous, I-wanna-be-with-them-too way. I don't have friends anymore. [: I mean, don't you feel annoyed when they just use you? And don't have anyone to talk to that place. But it's okay. (: I talk to my storybooks, stationery, word search books and myself.
Anyway, this isn't about me but about Crackface, new Miss Popularity of Retard Class '09. She just came here and she's going for outings, movies, sleepovers and whatever stuff that she's never done before. Not to mention, she's camwhoring now. In her fatness. I mean. No offence but she thinks herself pretty. Sorry, but her hair looks like a piece of crap.
She does it for popularity. And her friends are byotches. She'll be a cheerleader soon like Taco's classmates. She loves fat food so I guess she's born like that.. end of story about her. I hate her. Period. Do not underestimate people like her!!! She'd be nothing without me. Quote Lucian to Kraven.
Changing topic in slow motion to....

Je joue la guitare [;
I think I'll just stick to my life with guitars and chord complications.
I can't find the Wheeler guitar. [FYi, Wheeler isn't a brand!] Dad said I can get my Minnie after I finish deciding and choosing and picking out a few choices. A few people disagree and I'm not sure if I wanna p*ss them off. Don't worry. Taking my time because Taco currently has a few hot guys in mind so that depends on that *certain hot guy's guitar.

James Valentine - Not sure if Taco still likes him but she was screaming his name yesterday. So..

On the right, we have Ricky Sans - Still loved by Taco because of his hair similarities with...

Where's the guy? Shiz, where is he? *blinks*

Found it. .. hair similarities with Nick Wheeler - No idea but he makes Taco shout, "Oh my God!" when I shove his picture in her face.

Taylor Swift ain't no guy but her koa wood guitars charm Taco.

Sebastien Lefebvre - He makes Taco smile. And he's the reason we want 'Minnie'.

Here's a close up of his pwetty face for Taco who will go, "Awww!"
OMG, I think there are too many pics in this post so I'm gonna stop here. Anyway, I'm outta pictures.
David isn't counted because he plays the bass and I don't have a picture of his acoustic bass thing or something. But we will learn the electric guitar and bass and rhythm guitar and keyboard and drums. Examples of Taco's few favourite bassists - David Desrosiers, A.J McLean, Tyson Ritter.
So, Taco, it's mostly up to you and your hot guys. Quickly make your decision because... I don't know. Hope these pictures don't kill any bandwidth or anything. I don't post much pictures, anyway.
Peace out. Hope ya love these pics.
xxx
i’m sorry but this is urgent!
Wonderful! I just went to check some fan sites and I'm sorry to say that I'll have to post some pictures.

looooooooook at seb's shirt and hair. so adorable. that shirt looks like pierre's..

OVERSIZED SHIRT

AHEM WHO IS THIS? i would cut out her face definitely if i'm not that nice.

haha! be my guest to guess who isn't there; pierre's new role model shirt looks nice. gotta love the green.
We heard Save You on the radio today.
Oh my God. I dreamt of Josh (?!?!) last night and it's all because of Taco! She said something about him then I don't know how she got it hammered into my head because I didn't think of him after that. I dreamt that I watched two movies with him in it and it felt like years. Maybe because I was sad we ditched the Las Vegas book yesterday.
The guitar lesson was a disaster. I'm just gonna find all the tutorials I can, try them out and get the hell out of that drain hole. Shouldn't guitar teachers be patient with their students?! He was like, "You didn't even do this at all!" Don't need to higher your damn voice, wuss. We wouldn't be there if tutorial videos came out in December. Lame. We spent like forty minutes practicing that fingering for One Republic's Stop And Stare.
I don't care what I'm saying here or get scolded. We obviously wasted a whole lot of ink printing out those chords because he just creates his own just because he can play by ear. *SNEERS* He said we would be playing those hard stuff in the future. The future is now?! We should be learning the easy one first then those chords which split your fingers into two parts. I can't even hold it. My fingers!! And you blame me?! I'll smash your stupid Takamine for all I care.
Taco, please please please please agree to practicing the tutorials because I hate that stinking place...
i’m only up when you’re not down
I just finished watching Tim McGraw, the official video. Wanted to post it but the code isn't there. Thanks to Youtube. The guy is ugly like a Chuck Comeau and Jonathan Togo (of CSI:Miami) mix. A kissing scene too.
The guy doesn't even look interested. Haha.
I love Taylor Swift and her songs. It makes me feel bad that I didn't like her before. I like her bonus songs like I'm Only Up When You're Not Down, I Heart Question Mark, Sparks Fly and a few others. I wish I could write songs like her.. bleh. I like the guitar and violin sound together. Makes such a wonderful country sound. The songs she wrote when she was 11 or 12 are really simple and rhyming.
Anyway... anyway... what I was gonna talk about?
Ah.. ahaha.. Seb's dragon tattoo. Whoo. Latest and hottest topic for the Simple Plan fans out there, wondering when they can see the clear version or when he got it, why he got it and how awesome it is. According to the fansites (I like to be updated!) and David's dress, he got it before Halloween last year. Cool. On his.. left.. right... left.. right... left.. right waist. Yeah. Refer to the older post or maybe Taco's coming post.
Patrick or whoever hasn't been posting any vlogs. That's such sad news for all of us. Why can't they keep us updated on something? Whereabouts? When they're recording the next album? Hopefully? I'm so jealous of that girl who did the Man Of The Hour Hour theme song piano cover and got a comment from Seb. Shhh. Not saying anymore in case she comes here.

mayfield pro maple. framus.

ha.haha!

not the cut in one... never mind

...... i've got an i heart question mark written on the back of my hand
If you ask me to find Bella's prom dress.. that'll be a no. Well, if it's about a guitar, maybe then.
Another mess I didn't plan.
I'm reaching out but all my fingers touch is the thin air.
It doesn't or will never belong to me.
Shattered dreams and wishes.
Should I give up already?
Just another sad ending.
When you take me there to get it.
It's already gone.
All I get is another duplicate.
Because you will never be mine.
“you’re acting like a pack of rabid dogs!”
Wow. I'm definitely looking forward to the next guitar lesson. Even though I can't wait to figure out how to play songs like how our teacher does it with this weird confused face. Haha!
Yesterday, it was Welcome To My Life, the acoustic version. Awesome!
Newt didn't even notice that we made a new CD. Shh. Wonderful. Can't wait to learn all the songs there. Something weird about something. When we stop our guitar lessons when we're like done or whatever, how do we know the pattern of the songs that we wanna learn? Good question. I mean I don't know - down, down, down, down, up, up, down or whatever.. I can't play by ear. So how long would it take for us to find how the tune goes??
That'll be later. Now, yesterday's lesson went well because everyone acted like clowns. Newt did stupid stuff like burping and acting like the REAL blurcase. LoL!!! Taco and I did stupid stuff like dropping stuff everywhere.. blah blah blah. So on.
I can't wait to practice though. Changing chords is something cooler now. Understanding is much easier. Reading tabs has no progress. I can't wait to practice. Heehee...!
I can't even wait for the next lesson. Two lessons a week would be better. (: PS: I'm still dreamin' in the morning, I'm dreamin' all through the day and when I'm dreaming I know that it's okay~~

Heaven will be waiting when I fall into your open arms

Don't change a thing, perfect as you are; Time has a way, time is all I've got
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts;
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air the top floor of the shopping mall.
See the lights bands, see the party guitarists, the ball gowns Gibsons
See you make your way through the crowd stand there with the black headstock
and say, "Buy me."
Little did I know
That you were Romeo Takamine; you were throwing pebbles making music,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet Buy it when you're professional."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'
And I said,
"Romeo Takamine, take me somewhere we can be alone please don't disappear when I am gone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run practice.
You'll be the prince guitar and I'll be the princess owner
It's a love story - baby daddy just say 'Yes.'
So I sneak out to the garden ask dad to go there to see you.
We I keep quiet 'cause we're I'd be dead if they knew.
So close your eyes stay right there; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo Takamine, I was a scarlet letter just a dreamer,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet Buy it when you're professional,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'
And I said,
"Romeo Takamine, take me somewhere we can be alone please don't disappear when I am gone
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run practice
You'll be the prince guitar and I'll be the princess owner
It's a love story - baby daddy just say 'Yes.'
Romeo Takamine save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby daddy just say 'Yes.'
Oh.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town in that guitar shop
And I said,
"Romeo Takamine save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"
He knelt to the ground You came right to me and pulled out a ring stuck out your neck and said,
"Marry me Be with me, Juliet owner. you'll never have to be alone.
I You love you me and that's all I you really know.
I You talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress the one you want;
It's a love story - baby daddy just say 'Yes.'
Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...
Love Story by Taylor Swift but edited by Cheeseburger (:
Anyone know the strumming pattern for Welcome To My Life?? I'm gonna crack my head, watching all those videos and listening hard. Why the hell can't anyone post the strumming pattern??
now i’m thinking about how i wish i could go back



this is it.

one, two, three

Pierre's guitar

<3?
not how they should behave
OMG seriously.
Ew.
McFly should not try doing covers of other peoples songs because they so obviously can't and I have no idea how people can actually say it rocks.
Ew again.
They did a cover for "I Kissed A Girl" by Katy Perry and they sounded seriously bad.
I mean even Simple Plan did a better cover even if it was only for the first verse and chorus. Pierre's voice is like 100000x better than whoever the heck they are.
Don't believe it?
Check it out at Youtube.
And McFly is not a very attractive band. But whatever if you think they're hot.
Bleh.
I just watched some Simple Plan covers by random people and some were actually pretty good except it just can't beat Pierre's. x) Keep rocking, people.
I admit - I'm jealous.
And having said that, I'm gonna make sure we play and sing as good as those people. Better, maybe. So to the guitar sitting outside, I'm sorry we abandoned you for so long. A week. SHHH! Okay, I don't care if you sound sucky but I will play whenever I can. Homework, guitar then blogging.
Good plan. Cross my fingers and hope that I can follow the timetable.
After lunch will be homework then geetar then blogging later on.
Please please please let me be able to do that and not neglect our guitar. I so badly want music to be part of my career so I should start from now and stop acting like a total mule when Mom asks me to practice.
Grr..!
I need more picks.
And that Takamine.
Uhhhh.. -salivates-
Throw in a new guitar case and tuner with the Takamine please.
-tongue hangs out like a dog-
No more "DIDN'T YOU PRACTICE?" or "WHY CANNOT PLAY?" or "WHAT HAPPENED?" or "YOUR FINGERS MUST BE LIKE THIS" or "DEAD STRINGS?!" or "GO HOME, MUST PRACTICE, OKAY?" or "LIKE THIS HOW ARE YOU GONNA PLAY?" from Mr Guitar.
That's embarrassing. And not to mention everytime we go there, if it's wrong then it'll be redoing last week's stuff all over again for one whole hour. So to avoid those sticky unhappy situations, more practice is needed. Cough. Cough. Ahem. Ahem. Hypocrite old me. Cough. Cough. Ahem. Ahem.
Whoopee. Okay. That's all from me.

ryan/ricky, we <3 you







