and people will crane necks to catch a glimpse of me
I'm dreading school so much, it sinks to the pit of my stomach and weighs me down.
Every beginning of the year, we go through the motions.
MeCheezMom
Moooom.. I don't wanna go to school.
Don't be silly, babies. You have to go to school.
But school suckssssss and it's boring and school food sucks.
Mama make some cupcakes and bread for you then.
-puts on sulky face- But we finish school so late and we don't like it. So boring to listen to the teachers and put up with our friends.
Never mind. It'll be holidays sooner than you think.
I hate school. I wish there was no school forever.
Yeah, conversation continues with many 'I hate school' between complaints.
Sigh...
I think my mom deserves a break from our endless rants but really, who else can you tell?
That's why I wish I knew Seb.. then I'd be complaining to him. Not that he would really like that but he seems like the kind of guy who'll make you feel better just like how Mom makes us feel better.
Okay, I will continue dreaming about IM-ing Seb or having long phone conversations with him..
This is depressing.
Okay, think positive. School is a must so just drag yourself out of bed every morning and GO TO FRIGGING SCHOOL!
I guess my day during a normal school day will be like this:
1. Go to school.
2. Practice guitar.
3. Blog.
I am going to write in my organizer now. Maybe I'll just write my posts in my organizer during school if I get bored.. Good idea except then people will be nosy and keep asking what are you doing and I hate that. Just mind your own business, people.
and pretend all you want but i know
A big hug and kiss for Mom. Thank you for buying that penguin plush thingy. 
I'm not a very huge fan of keychains and stuff like that. Anymore. Ever since....
My heart was practically ripped into pieces when I lost my whole pencilbox of pens and my favourite stuff. Even my birthday present. 
I mean, presents. I admit I cried buckets at home and felt like killing the accused ones. The ones that last saw it. I was very desperate and practically interviewed half the school. Even the teachers on duty. I ran around the school like a maniac but never did find it because someone must have taken it home already. It was full of my loved stuff. I never ever took anything expensive or whatever anymore. No presents. No keychains. No full pencilboxes. No expensive pencilboxes. I checked my bag everytime before going back. I took a box to school as my pencilbox after what happened. Everyone thought I was crazy or something but I didn't care at all. I took out the stuff I didn't need. It was a big lesson I learned. I'm still recovering after years. I hated that year very much. I use a normal plain pencilbox now and I don't carry too much stuff.
I guess I wasn't that lucky. Other people's stuff disappeared but they found it eventually. I always tell them they're lucky that they got back their stuff. I know what you're thinking. What a sore loser. No, I really mean it. It was partly my fault because I left it on someone else's table. Should've never gone there. Oh, well.
So, yeah. Now I don't like keychains and cute stuff like that anymore. I mean, I like it but I can't bring myself to repeat something like that again. I'm considering about hanging my penguin on my bag. I don't think I will in the end. I know that sounds stupid. I know it sounds emo. But whatever phobia this is, it has affected me deeply. I learned a few lessons though. I still love it very much.
Still, I love the stuff you buy for me, Mom. 
And... I would like to thank you for supporting and comforting me through that. I hope you don't mind that it happened a few years ago but my appreciation is here! 
XOXO!
movies are as bad as eating chocolate ice cream
Haha.
I can't wait for New Year's Eve! I'm so excited. I'm considered lucky because not everyone bothers to wait until midnight. They'll probably wait for the noisy fireworks to wake them up. I don't know but I think most of my friends aren't going. That's what they say.
It's gonna be really fun. Eating supper. I hope they have an international fireworks event thing again next year. We missed the one this year. It's great. I love it. I remember we walked into McDonalds in our sweaters and jackets. Everyone stared at us weirdly. I also remember the Australian fireworks were as slow as their time passing there. No offence but it's true.
I love screaming my lungs out at the beautiful fireworks. Except normally I can't scream anymore after eating too many fries so I think eating after that is much better. Nobody appreciates the colourful patterns the fireworks make. I can't believe the audience. They don't even clap or say, "WOW" to each other unlike us. We're too busy wowing among ourselves. We're always like, "Oh my God. Look at that one! It's so pretty!" And we shout loudly. We scream like maniacs until we realise we're too noisy so we shut up for a while then continue.
We don't join the street parties because it's too stuffy and we probably won't be able to get a good view from all those heads and selfish people. Who wants to go to those local concerts anyway? They aren't the best. We rather stay in the car and wait... I remember once we walked around on the road with lots of people. It rained the day before or in the afternoon so everyone was practically marching in mud. That was so yucky. I think we were wearing slippers at that time so, yeah. It sucked a lot. It felt like Japan though. Crowds of people chattering noisily while crossing roads. Interesting.
I'm not trying to make everyone look stupid but it seems like we're always the first ones to wish each other Happy New Year. I forgot. I think we wish each other when the fireworks starts or when the fireworks are over...? One of them. Whatever. We all go, "Happy New Year!" to one another. Weirdly, it was quiet before that then suddenly, choruses of "Happy New Year" would start.
We're probably the craziest family there, doing crazy stuff. We climb in and out of the car, passing french fries around. We make lots of noise. We jump up and down to try and see what's happening. Other stupid stuff. Jumping from seat to seat in the car... ETC.
The ending is the worst. There'll be a huge traffic jam outside and everywhere so we should definitely eat before that. We nearly starved to death during the traffic jam. It's also kinda sad because we're gonna have to wait for another 365 days for the next fireworks madness. And it also means a new year with new stuff and school. I'm gonna miss the holidays and wait for weekends. I hate school and we always have a late night chat the night before school. Haha.
Every day is gonna be the worst day ever!!!
imagine me and you, i do
The connection became slightly faster. Good.
I can't believe tomorrow is New Year's Eve Eve. Can't wait for fireworks. I love them. All the excitement like waiting for midnight.
Everyone is like, "OMG" because school is so close. I don't blame them. I hate school too. Thank God there are some cakes for recess. It should be good enough.
I'm not gonna meet Taco's friends or classmates because I don't think they're good influence. They do not sound or look nice. Their personalities do not please me. The way they act too. Just like.... (add an S behind).
- haha
But that's how everyone acts and dresses like nowadays, right? Not the shirt, the words.
We've been watching a few movies these days. Nice ones. Today we watched Desperate Measure. I think that's the movie name. I thought it was great and kinda exciting. It's crazy to see how desperate the guy is. He jumped down the bridge into the sea after the bad guy. I think Taco will explain about it in her movie week. Anyway, the ending was really unexpected and cooooool.
Not to mention, Taco loaded more SP videos. 
She'd do anything. I don't know why she wants to load live videos because all SP live shows are almost the same as the real song. Nice. OMG, OMG. This reminds me! We should watch New Year's concert on New Year's Eve. HAHA! Greaaaaaaat. I wonder if SP is doing a New Year's concert for this year. It'll be great to watch. Lovin' it. Totally. <3
I'm waiting for Crackface to go online but she isn't... this is such a pity. I don't wanna call her or anyone because it'll be awkward. Haha. I'm like Rivers. I'll hide behind a pillar when I see my friends next year. Nah. I think they'll do that though.
We went out and Taco said a clown was our guitar teacher! 
Her imagination is running really wild. First she claims that he's a DJ. Next a clown?! And next, a maid, maybe? 
Ok, we'll see then. We'll ask Newt to say what the clown said then we'll match it. Confirm it. 
We've been keeping up with Melee Movie Mondays. I hate it because it's only a minute long. Still, it keeps me laughing all the time. The latest one was funny. They were laughing and saying, "Hi Melee. We're fans of yours." That's so crazy. I can't wait for the next one. I hope it'll keep me entertained every Monday.
gimme some love, gimme some love
Happy third monthiversary for our blog!
Happy Backstreet Boys' concert monthiversary!
That was quick.. today is a really boring day. 
I didn't have anything to do except wait for someone to come online.
I played CoD4... again. That's probably what I'm gonna do when I'm bored. I'm loving every moment of it. I played regular mode. Second easiest. I have to get used to it again because it's dizzy.
Like I said. It was boring so I spent much more time practicing the guitar. Ask anyone. I'm trying to master the changing chords thingy. I haven't been updating you on our guitar practicing. Today is a holiday. Christmas. Duh. When I press my fingers, I can feel the line inside. The guitar strings made it but whatever. I worked on my C chord and A minor chord. Better on C chord. Still working on A minor chord. This practice better be worth it..
Anyways, today we were sitting in our usual places at Carl's Jr.. there were these people outside, advertising and trying to get people to donate some money or whatever it is. They're really scary because they chase you, shout after you and wave at you. It's very pathetic of them. Everybody ignores them but they still continue. Stop trying to con people. I'm glad these people aren't stupid. I only saw two people talking to them but they went off. Ew.
I'm also glad Mom is making recess for me and Taco next year. Or in a week. Mom should make her own restaurant because the food she cooks is really delicious. I'm lovin' it. I'll probably enjoy my recess.
My school bag is probably gonna suck. There aren't nice and lumpy bags anymore. Square, hard school bags suck. I don't know why everyone loves them. Hopefully there'll be a last minute school bag sale then I can get a proper bag. Haha. I'll keep dreaming.
The connection is still as slow. Noooo! This is the wrong time to be slow! I need to wish everyone Happy New Year and have a post countdown. A few more days!!! Waking up early five days a week! How could this happen to me? Eating bread every morning for months...! I need to post lovely pictures. 2008 is coming to an end soon. I need to tell you what's best about 2008.
Unfortunately, I'm too lazy now so yeah. Maybe I won't even post about it because you probably know what, who, why and how already. Whatever.
Currently listening to Maroon 5 - This Love.
Time to Jimmy for CoD4.
it goes wuh-oh, right?
Cool. I made a mistake of logging out but I made it in! Perfectly.
I really wanted to post some pictures yesterday but the connection was really, really slow so I couldn't. I don't think I could now because it'll screw up everything.
Currently listening to Weezer's whole Make Believe album. It's all good.
I can't believe Call Of Duty is coming out with more sequels. I can't wait! Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare 2!!! I can wait forever. I'm thinking about playing CoD4 again because I miss playing it and I kinda forgot a little about it. I miss the shooting sounds. 
Tomorrow, I really need to talk to some people. Ask them how they feel. Blah blah blah. Same old same. Exchange some crappy and useless news.
I have a confession to make now. I don't have a school bag. I totally forgot about it. I haven't cleaned my book shelves. New books will be replacing my old ones. My feelings about that? "Zzzz."
Am I looking forwards to next year, 2009?
No. And yes.
Why no??
Because I totally hate school. I'm so not looking forwards to it. Stop of Weezer's whole album because Taco hates listening to Rivers dragging his words. I don't want to see my "friends". Like what I explained in the older post.
Why yes?
You. Don't. Need. To. Know. Joking. Er... I can't wait for SP's album. BSB's album. Green Day's album. Melee's album. One Republic's album. A.J.'s album. Mastering guitar skills. If that even happens. Hopefully get a Takamine. I don't know. My brain is jammed. I forgot what I wanted to say but most of it is here. Ah! Playing CoD : Modern Warfare 2. Duh!
Anyways, I hope Ricky will update more often. SP too.
I'll post one or two posts later, maybe. When I feel like I have lots of time.
Ok, Chuck says, "chao" for now. Pierre says, "bye" for now. Seb says, "au revoir" for now. David, no idea. Jeff, "peace". That's what they say in their vlogs and videos. Peace out!
broke down and cried on the street
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE CONNECTION!??!
I can't even login. It takes me more than 30 minutes to load a page. I can hardly do anything! Thank God for games if not I would've ripped out the whole keyboard.
Christmas was great. Now, New Year's Eve is coming. Fireworks. Great.
SCHOOL is coming. GREAT. Time to wake up early! GREAT. Packing bags every day. GREAT. Seeing my friends again. GREAT. Homework, extra curricular, exams, studying. GREAT. Buying food for recess. GREAT. More backstabbers and tards. GREAT. Guitar practicing + homework. GREATER. Long and stupid hours at school. GREATEST.
I feel like crying after listing all this down. I hate school. I hate waking up SO early. I hate packing my bag every night and worrying about what I'm bringing. I hate seeing my friends because they'll probably act like idiots. I %@&%^& HATE homework. I hate extra curricular and all that staying back shiz. I HATE EXAMS!!!!! I FRIGGING HATE STUDYING! I hate buying food for recess because I'm so sick of everything. I hate backstabbers and people who act like retards. OMG, guitar practicing and homework? I DON'T EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT IT. I hate staying at school because I feel homesick.
I suddenly feel so depressed. Why? I just realised what I'm saying.
Say goodbye to my computer... that always happens when school starts. It's like a life cycle. When I'm going to school, as in continuously, I can totally forget about my computer. When I'm enjoying my long holidays, I get so addicted to my computer. <3! I'm addicted to YOU! I'm sure it's easier to control myself now. Well, if there are books to read. They're all just a little bit wicked.
Ah, missing pictures of my favourite bands will definitely kill me. I have to start keeping them in my mind..
I'll miss blogging too. I'll surely have lots of things to say. Blogging is addictive. Sob.
Apologies if I don't post tomorrow. Maybe the connection will be dead. Everybody get dangerous! ;(
was a long and dark december
That's one of the longest movie marathons we had today.
It's definitely our day because we heard Pork And Beans by Weezer on the Yes Man trailer. It's really cool. Weezer is great. More people ought to pay attention to them. Their songs are nice.
We also watched and heard Hard Fi on a music channel! Yay! Taco and I practically screamed, "HARD FI!!!!!!" I think the windows weren't open. We don't see Hard Fi on TV so it's a big thing. Hardly anyone knows about them. Can't Get Along (Without You) is what we heard. Haha.
rivers cuomo and ricky sans
Currently watching some Weezer interviews since we haven't really watched any.
I can't believe Rivers was so easily embarrassed and nervous last time. He hardly said anything. The reporters even noticed that. They said he hid behind a pillar once. He didn't laugh at the jokes. He just sat there, holding the mic. Haha. So weird of him.
We watched Transformers again. What's with us, willing to watch the whole movie again? We kinda hated it when everyone was so obsessed about it. I mean, it's great but not really something to get obsessed about.
I also can't believe Josh Duhamel is getting married to Fergie! It's been such a long time. Second week of January. That's great. Sorta. Haha. They're not so young already. Congrats to Fergie, the soon-to-be Mrs Duhamel and Josh. I don't mean to sound like a pastor so..
So many things happening today, right? Everyone on MSN are reminding me about school. School, school, school. Why must everyone be so excited about going back to school? Because they suck! Haha! Take that, pie faces. I totally hate seeing all those faces. Old and new. I'll remember to bring two thumbtacks to school. Stick one on each side of my mouth.
"I'm faking a smile with the coffee to go."
I can't wait to watch Transporter 3. If we're even going to watch. It's a movie we can't miss.
Note : We didn't really like Weezer and Hard Fi before this but now we do. The same thing about Transformers.
Hypocrites.
nonsense is the word
Ugleech (ugly leech face) is someone who tries to do something when she can't. Let's just say she's trying to write like Meg Cabot. Right.. too bad she has no original ideas. She writes this story about herself. A very nice storyline.
It's about her life at school. Something like that. Guess what her school does? Have fashion shows with catwalks where she is a designer and her models parade her glittery, cheap dresses. Oh my God. It was just so hilarious. She also prints her story out on A4 papers. Please. Talk about big dreams about her future. Everyone is trying to save the environment and she's printing out her crappy story on pieces of paper. She prints on one side only, mind you.
You should also see her "designs". Three words to describe them - retarded, cheap, common. She thinks her sense of fashion is great. When she was involved in a singing contest, she wore some motherly clothes. Young people are turning into old folks. Anyway, back to her fashion designs. It's just like a clothes shop I saw. They were selling tutus as pyjamas. Who would go to sleep in a tutu?
Her singing is also a failure. Sounds like she's got breathing problems! She's kinda like breathing or should I say whispering? Also using a falsetto to make herself sound like Christina Aguilera but failing badly. She sounded like she was vomitting. Horrible, really.. She makes a big deal everything. She said she lost her voice before the singing contest. Freaking melodramatic.
What else should I say about her? Yes, when there's a class photo session. Almost all the girls will take off their glasses and push their hair to one side to cover one of their eyes. This is funny. If they don't want their eyes, they can donate it to the blind because they want to see the world! 
I don't know what's wrong with these people nowadays. When Ugleech thought she looked awful (which is always true) in the picture, she started getting all whiney. Talk about retardedness.
To Ugleech, I'm sure you'll make a good photocopying machine. You can also sell your designs at the dumpster. The next singing competition will be at the doctor's (the doctor will ask you to breathe in and out, right?) and the toilet, especially for you! I think the teacher didn't say your photo would be coming out on the next Vogue magazine. Well, if it really did, Vogue would be losing business!
alice in wonderland
I've never dreamed of getting my nails all done in such a pretty fashion. I got them all done at the HP Living Room Showcase so now they're all flowery and shiny. I can even see them glinting brightly at night like fireflies.
Haha for those poor suckers (not naming who) who only got one fingernail done, better luck next time. All ten of my fingernails are laser-printed-manicured with bright patterns. I so badly wanted to get the Canadian flag!
Sadly, I won't be able to show them off to my friends at school since they don't allow long nails or painted ones. I was thinking of bandaging my fingers and telling the teachers and prefects that I clipped all my fingers then later on give my friends a little sneak peek of my beautiful nails.
Wishful thinking!!
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