fashion citation notepad

Fashion Citation Notepad
I LOVE the idea of this little notepad. If I could, everyone in my school would get one of these stuck on their backs. That's for treating me like differently in high school... and for your absolutely poor sense of fashion. Especially those cheerleaders who think that they own the world with their 'high class' fashion and new clothes every other week. Wait, till I get my hands on these. You will not be spare a pink sheet of fashion misdemeanor on your back!
P.S: The folks in college might get TWO of these on their backs.
people who act retarded should be executed
How is my heart, little darling? You didn't meant to get so mad.
Yeah, right!
To your freaking shit face (not anyone here).
If you wanna throw our guitar away, GO AHEAD. Makes everything easier for us. Thank you very much. You have totally made us lose interest in playing the guitar.
You probably don't understand anything about school stress since you're not in the modern age anymore so you don't even understand at all. Just put yourself into our shoes and see how we feel. You would be complaining so don't make up all that BS that you never complained in your life.
If you wanna throw the guitar away, it's your choice. Really. I don't even care because I hate to admit this but I HATE PRACTICING. I think I've mentioned that before and you know it already so I'm not going into details again.
Why are you doing this to yourself? Getting yourself hated. Is that what you really want or are you acting retarded? I'm sorry but that's really the truth! You like getting on everyone's nerves and scolding everyone for unnecessary things.
You make me despise the thought of practicing the guitar and make me HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. You keep reminding us that we are putting in no effort. I mean, we ARE but shouldn't you be supporting us to keep us going? Isn't that what you want?? Do you really hate us like that?
If you're so impatient, then go learn it in a few WEEKS then. I seriously had enough of YOU too if you're so frigging annoyed with us. Idiot.
It's really your choice to throw that guitar away. You can even give it to your other favourite children since you love them so much. Ew. Seriously, I HATE spoilt children. So you can go and pamper them all you want.
Not learning songs?
ASK MY TEACHER THEN. WE'RE LEARNING BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE ARE PLAYING MUSIC. IT MIGHT NOT BE MUSIC TO YOUR EARS BUT IT IS IN THE GUITAR WORLD YOU'RE NOT IN. YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND ANY THEORIES OR WHATEVER. IT'S JUST THE SAME AS TELLING US THAT WE DON'T STUDY. HAVE YOU HEARD OR SEEN US? YOU ONLY COME BACK AT THE WRONG TIME SO too bad BUSTER.
You're not only making us hate playing the guitar. It's making us hate YOU. YOU are crushing my dreams. YOU are putting us down. YOU are telling us how shitty we are. YOU are the complaining one. YOU are the one without patience. YOU are the smarty pants. YOU are everything that's RIGHT but not WRONG.
Everyone makes mistakes but you make it sound like you don't. You don't care about how much time we need to accept the fact that we're going to school. Do you care about all these things? Do you even know what's happening? Asking us now is a bit too late so you better keep the questions all for your "lovely favourite children".
You praise others but do you praise US? No. It's like we're not connected or anything. You don't even understand a thing about how we feel and how everything is developing. You don't know we are practicing hard so that we can be the musicians of this place. You don't wanna hear sweet music coming from our house, THAT'S FINE.
I'm proud to admit that I'm forgetting about that acoustic black Takamine guitar in that shop? You know that? Why? Because I really knew it from the VERY START. I made a mistake of joining guitar lessons and I made a big mistake of falling in love with that pretty guitar that my favourite musicians have which I will never ever get it. I already knew it. See? I'm not so stupid.
I knew, the chances of getting that guitar was 0%, seeing how much support everyone is giving us. I told myself everyday, "Keep dreaming on," whenever you put us down. So I did. I'm only 10% away from getting that but it's dropped and that's the fact. I'm admitting that I'm accepting it.
Wanna drop us out from that class?
Fine with me. But I don't know if you can take that when your heart shatters when everyone is boasting about children playing the guitar and giving advice that a child should learn how to play an instrument because it relaxes the soul and comforts every environmental thing. You'll be thumping your chest as hard as you can, banging your fists on the door, making a hole on a chair, whatever but all I know is when that happens, I'll be rocking with laughter on a rocking chair while rock music is playing.
Oh yeah. You also don't have the right to scold other people who have nothing to do with this. You can't put the blame on them because you don't even know the full story. What if party one is disobeying party two? That wouldn't be fair to party two because you are pointing fingers here and there and saying abracadabra.
Apologies because I couldn't keep my promise. I can't be a musician anymore. I can't let my dreams come true and I'll have to choose a different path now. I'll be blinking jealously at people boasting about how they can play instruments. I guess I'll learn the hard way to shut my mouth and smile. If these walls could talk they would have so much to say. I'm sorry I won't be filling the house up with my favourite songs and everything.
It's something that you're born into and I just don't belong.
No, I don't
I'm just a no-class beat-down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life and watch the stars play
AU REVOiR, DREAMS! *blows kisses*
can’t find the words to say
I got a headache. Once again.
Why?
Because of school. Again.
I'm really sick of doing nothing except doodling on my desk then rubbing it all away. So, the teacher says that the class is temporary. Okaaay. The only good thing about today was.... me and a few others got to go inside the cool staff room. Finally some air con.
Great.
I hate mornings because I have no one to talk to. It can get really boring. My other friends come late so.... it's bad. Duh. I feel like a lone ranger. I'm standing in a big crowd of people and everyone pushes me like some pinball. They're probably just trying to test their luck.
Whatever.
Good news is... I'm moving away from retarded people to another class but moving into a class full of other types of tards. God. Isn't that weird? But I don't have a choice, do I? My friends will be going there too. So-called ones.
I'm always the lone one and always will be.
Hey but hopefully I'll get to know some other people..
Unsuccessfully.
Thank God I can choose my place. I think. I hope.
Few days of school and all this stuff happening. Seriously. Wawawiwa.
Anyway, I honestly hate being forced to practice the guitar because I'm currently under school stress after all this shiz happening and everyone is forcing us to practice the frigging guitar when we've just began school in like, I don't know. A few days, maybe?
Well, you aren't going to school. Of course, you don't understand how we feel.
You support us alot but too much until you are practically forcing us when we don't feel like it. Interest has just began to pile up and now you, the tornado is blowing it away. I. HATE. PRACTICING. BECAUSE. EVERYONE. IS. FORCING. US!!!!! Why can't you just leave us to do that after this week?
No effort? I'm probably the one with the biggest effort here!!! I'm trying to learn a song to PLEASE you. Don't you freaking get it?!?! Don't you have patience?!?!? WHY DO YOU KEEP SAYING THAT WE'RE NOT DISCIPLINED??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH LOAD IS ON US NOW?!?!?!? NOW YOU'RE JOINING IN WITH THE OTHERS THEN?
Okay. Seriously. Whatever.
I'm really sorry about Katy's breakup with Travis though I honestly think he shouldn't have been such a small-hearted guy. He posted lyrics by I-don't-know-who about fighting. He said he was loyal, patient and blah blah blah.
Sadly, David has as bad taste as her.
This is such a frigging pity.
try to walk away but my feet won’t let me

dee-lee-shes

superman saves damsel in distress! YAHOO.
I like these magazines. I would love to buy it.
Anyway, tomorrow I definitely need to bring a storybook because it was so frigging boring today. I hate school.
To cheer me up, here's some pictures. <3333
what does that signify?
Hey, school. SCREW YOUR ____.
What to bring tomorrow. HMM! Pillows, blanket, bolster, earmuffs, blinkers, shot guns, stun guns. What else? I think that's all. Pillows for our heads, blankets to block the sunlight, bolster to hug, earmuffs to block out noise, blinkers to cover our eyes, shot guns and stun guns to shoot down noisy idiots who disturb me.
Beverly Hills, that's where I want to be! Living in Beverly Hills.
I got a huge headache from school and a few mosquito bites. What did I do when I got back? Ate a yummy lunch, waited for Crackface to go online since she's the only person I can blab rubbish to. I figured she wouldn't go online that early so I fell asleep. Slept for hours and kept waking up now and then. Once I woke up, I thought of one word spelling s-c-h-o-o-l.
Blehhh.
Tomorrow I'm gonna go home like a half-dead fish. I'll be too dead tired to practice the guitar and end up sleeping the whole afternoon. I hate school. It's killing us!!!
Soon, students will become extinct because of the cold-hearted teachers!
Stress. Stress. Stress. That's three words to describe school.
I'm so sad. I felt homesick. I felt like I was in a dream. I just sat there and stared outside for a few hours. I blinked and realised the classroom was suddenly so bright. Right. Everything probably darkened at my place because I was being such a mute.
I can't get along without you, computer. I wanted to break down and cry on the streets.
No, I'm taking that from a song except I twisted some words. I bet you know that because I mentioned that before.
I have nothing to say except school sucks and enjoy your holidays as much as you can because after that you'll be entering hell which won't be such a great thing even if you have friends because they are big backstabbers who talk about you behind your back and they're someone you can't trust.
PEACE OUT, JEFF STINCO!
i feel so depressed, mom :’(
Screw this school.
School is a piece of shit.
By the time I come back, I'll be old as some prune because of boredom and all that b**ch stupid stuck up stuff.
Why the hell must we stay back until such a late time?
Screw the idiot tards who did this.
They don't even have a proper timetable for anything.
No idea.
It's already boring enough at school.
I'm so freaking pissed off because of all these SHIZ.
These people ought to be banned and deserved a chin up.
If you can't organize anything properly, then you better shut the hell up and go back to your own house.
Why are they stressing everyone out on the first day?
Is this a new way to welcome your students back to your school?
Do you think everyone has the time for this BS?
What about other students without transports?
What about the people who take the bus?
Are they forced to change the time just for the school?!
____ the school, anyway.
and i’m a master of self defence
BLEHHH. I shouldn't have eaten like that. A meal right after a meal immediately.
Don't try this!
I knew it wasn't gonna be good. I ate a packet of Poptarts that contains two pieces of it inside. And after that I ate noodles. Drank some soya bean drink. A few cups. Blek! I don't feel that great but hopefully, I'll feel better.
Just great.
Good way to start my week.
Now, I'm sitting here, feeling sickened and desperately trying to turn back the clock. Eww... I'm not trying to make you sick or something. Just offering some advice to you.
Anyway...
Why isn't anyone updating their fan sites??
Christmas is over. They can't be busy. There should be more stuff but no.
This is such a pity.
Apologies too because I didn't do the top five music videos thingy. I have been wanting to apologise since last week but I keep forgetting.. Christmas and all the stuff has been keeping us busy.
I'll post it soon anyway.
Everyone is really sadistic. Personal messages..
- "boring school..."
- "school soon!"
- "countdown to school!!!!"
- "school rocks. surprisingly."
- "can't wait for school."
- "school, here i come!"
- "2009 already?! OMG!"
Blah, blah, blah. Lame stuff. Well let me tell you something.
PEOPLE WHO LOVE SCHOOL ARE PEOPLE WITH NO LIVES!!!
Why? Why am I such a mean person?
Because it's true. People who love school. Meaning they hate their family or whatever because that's the truth. Those working parents who don't care about their children at all. They don't know their children realise that. That their parents don't really care about them. That's why they love school. Because they're away from their unloving home where they get sent to tuition classes 24/7 and nobody speaks to them and because their siblings aren't loving.
It's complicated when I type it out.
Here's the truth anyway.
how is your heart little darling?
I'm not quite sure what to say because I'm dreading school very, very, very much. More than you think you know.
Oh well, tomorrow we have guitar class. Last week was a holiday - thank God for that - so we had to practice more in case we forgot. I must say we practiced more than I actually thought we did. Mom says we should quit after next month since we aren't learning anything new and at the speed we're going, by the time we're 40, we might only be able to play ONE SONG. That's grrrreat.
Besides that, a party is on our agenda tomorrow. A kid's birthday party.
Um, I think we're past the kiddie balloon games and toy cars stage. Waaay past but Dad says we must go. Okay, whatever.
We had a hard time looking for a present for the boy but in the end found a pretty big and decent looking box of games for a decent price. We should wrap it soon.
Okay, at least there's gonna be food. I know you think we're greedy but what actually can you do during a kid's birthday party? Play with them? Nuh-uh. We ain't joining in on pin-the-freaking-donkeys-tail or whatever. It's so not us. So whenever we attend parties like that we only look forward to the food. Caterers, I hope.
Mmm..
After tomorrow, will be SUNDAY. Day before SCHOOL.
Oh, joy to the world. God save the queen.. and me.
i’m not falling apart
Feeling depressed because school is in a few days. I'll be sadistic here just like everyone else then.
Let me tell you what's gonna happen the night before school and the following school mornings. I'm dreading it.
The nightmare before hell....
At 10 p.m, Mom and Dad will probably tell us to go to sleep. We'll all be like, "Whyyyyy? It's still so early." Early for the life of the party. Mom and Dad will obviously remind us that school starts tomorrow and we have to sleep early to be awake for our studies. Sigh. We'll start saying stuff like, "Awww! I hate school! School sucks. Why do we have to go? Who cares if we're awake? Just sleep at school! Even better." Haha.
We'll end up, packing up and going to sleep while protesting. Maybe have our I-hate-school chat about why school is useless, how everyone is a retard and what's gonna happen. We'll be very reluctant because we only get to see our computers after more than 12 hours and we'll miss whatever we've been doing. We'll tell Mom how we hate school and how much we'll miss our home. Mom will definitely tell us that she'll miss us too and cheer us up.
Because we've been sleeping at midnight, I'll probably lie awake and roll around, thinking of school. I might even have a nightmare about school. I might even start counting sheep. I'll think of pictures and everyone I love.. I'll feel emotional for a second or two then I'll immediately cheer up at the thought of day dreaming at school, going to school with Taco, Mom and Pierre (OOPS!) and other happy stuff. I can't get along without you all!
The morning of school...
Someone will be slapping my feet with cold hands or calling my name at the crack of dawn. I'll either open my eyes or sit up immediately. The first thought that comes to my mind is - Oh shiz! It's the first day of school. Oh my God. I'm so sleepy. I hate it.. I'll look around me and sigh at sleeping people. I won't snooze on the first day because it makes me feel worse.
I'll brush my teeth and get dressed. I'll be wearing a stupid uniform.. I'll keep sighing inside and wake Taco up then I'll go down for breakfast. What's for breakfast? B-b-bread... NOOOOOO!!!!! I have to because other stuff won't do good to my stomach. I'll remind Taco about David which will cheer both of us up a little because we'll probably be exchanging private jokes to each other at school. I might even drink some milk.
I'll try not to sleep after that because of boredom. I'll keep myself awake. If I'm feeling crazy, I'll boot up my computer and take some pictures in my mind. Tee hee! Maybe go down and watch some TV. Too bad they only have Early Edition before the sun comes up. I'll make everything is in my bag.
Before leaving for school, we'll probably put on our new socks, take our new but old bags and make sure everything necessary is in it. Pack our recess, stuff, blah blah blah. This reminds me. Mom will be taking us to school. Yeah, man! Cheered up by 1% but it's not counted because Mom just reminded us that we can only blog on weekends. Anyway, we'll wear our new school shoes then get into the car.
I can't tell you what's gonna happen at school because I can't predict that but something like that will happen...







