disappointed, jerked around
Seb's tattoo is not a dragon. It's a Zen garden with trees and bamboos and stuff like that.
I.am.speechless.
There's a part of me which doesn't feel satisfied. Unhappy. Not contented. With what? I don't know.
Restlessness. Selfishness.
I am sooo self-centered sometimes but who isn't?
Maybe oneeee picture won't hurt.

I wonder if he cried while getting it done. I wonder if he got it for someone. I wonder if someone chose the theme for him. I wonder if someone was on his mind while he had it done. I wonder how long it took. I wonder when's gonna be the next time I'll see it. I wonder when they'll finally add us to Twitter. Are we scary? I don't imagine.
Okay, maybe I'm obsessing. Just a teensy weensy bit.
We need a new WordPress skin with three columns. Reference anyone? I can't seem to find nice ones. All the nice ones are two columns. Too little space for writers like us, no?
Lefebvre is actually Smith.
So it'd be Sebastian Smith if he weren't French. Weird. Have you ever thought of that? If I hadn't Googled for French last names, I wouldn't even have known.
Sebastien Lefebvre sounds better, doesn't it? Of course it does.
The twang slang to his words rock.
David is somethingone cooooooooool. HAHA. -inside joke-
Goodbye.
Light lunches feel gooood.
If I can help it, I don't ever wanna listen to One Republic for a while. It burns a hole through my skin when I hear it. Why? Because we're learning it and it's no fun. So cross my fingers and hope to get it over with. I wanna play something Taylor. Taylor made. (: She's awesome awesome. ;D
Speaking of which, Takamine won't reach our doorstep. Ever.
Currently listening to the airstrike and gunshots coming from the brother's COD multiplayer game.
“she can’t write worth a darn”
Yeah! Rock on, Stephen King!
He totally blasted that b-ee-atch money making scheme woman, Stephanie Meyer in the face to the papers. That's awesome, man. He should definitely do that more often but that would just put him down. Why would he want to be involved with some lame idiot like that?
She ought to be blasted more often so she'll get a taste from the haters instead of the many lovers. Yeah. Her stupid retarded fans are so damn obsessed with that sh-tty book that they quickly protect her by saying that Stephen King is just jealous of Edward Cullen's good looks. Oh my God. How RETARDED can her fans get, huh? They've gone like totally OFF topic. Why would he be jealous of some g-4-y like that? If he hates it, it means he doesn't like anyone in the book at all. Just like *some people* who posted comments here.
Jeez! Talk about lame-o people. And what's with those headlines saying that 'Stephanie Meyer's books increase the number of students reading' or some rubbish like that? That's because those teenage girls think those sensual moments are gonna happen to them. Am I right? No denying it, peeps. Hey. I got a question for those girls who want to be Bella Swan. Do you girls wanna have Edward's children the way Bella did? Hah. Don't tell me that you'd do anything like that for Edward because how would you like a baby to rip your stomach apart and crawl out?
Erm. Ew.
I'm sure Stephen King writes better than this lame woman. More blood and gore. I think he wrote a vampire story before as well. He's Michael Sheen's favourite writer.
Yeah, man! Trust his taste, fans.
This Twilight craze has gone way off. New Moon, the movie isn't even out yet and it's already on the movie charts. I mean, what the hell?! That's so damn unfair. They haven't even started filming the damned movie!!! And the cast sucks. As usual. What's with Dakota Fanning being Jane?? Hell? She looks like a stupid peace maker. I can't even imagine her as Jane, the small and evil vampire who uses her power for fun and always up to no good. Lame?
Anyway. Hopefully, more people will BLAST Stephanie Meyer. Oh yes. Thank God she's stopping Midnight Sun. I had enough of her money making schemes. Now Catherine Hardick or whatever her name is, is making her OWN money machine. She's gonna write a book on how the movie was made. Oh. My. God. Which director writes about how a movie was made? Obviously this is another way of getting money. Double b-ee-atch. Catherine Whatever is such a man. She looks like a frigging man.
Oh. Another thing. Twilight soundtrack ought to be shot down. Why the f--- should it be on the music charts for the top-selling albums!? WHAT THE HELL? Stupid b-ee-atch. All the songs SUCK like crap except for Linkin Park. Paramore sucks like shiz. That woman is just like Avril Lavigne and she can't sing. Just whine like a spaz tard. Muse? They can't sing! Trust me. I watched one of their videos and they were just shouting or something like that.
Okay. 'Nuff said.
I don't wanna think about YOU!
when i met you on the outskirts of town
Ambrose Bierce - Day, n. A period of twenty-four hours, mostly misspent. (so true. i misspent 10 hours of my day in sch!!l.)

George Bernard Shaw - Everything happens to everybody sooner or later if there is time enough. (right now everything is happening to me.)
Erma Bombeck - Dreamers have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely. (ditto.)

Ralph Waldo Emerson - Judge of your natural character by what you do in your dreams. (i sat in the library today and wondered off into my own world. (: made me feel at peace.)
Carl Jung - Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes. (i love this quote. it's so simple yet makes so much sense.)
Delmore Schwartz - Time is the school in which we learn, time is the fire in which we burn. (time, look where we are now.)

Laurie Anderson - Writing about music is like dancing about architecture. (such a beautiful way of describing.)
Maya Angelou - Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness. (ditto. right now this is what i'm practicing.)
Berthold Auerbach - Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life. (my misery is being erased temporarily.)
Stephen Covey - Live out of your imagination, not your history. (how do they come up with such logical ways of explaining stuff.)

Theodor Geisel - I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities. (i like this quote so much. it describes me.)
Pablo Picasso - I paint objects as I think them, not as I see them. (art quotes are cool.)
Jimi Hendrix - Music doesn't lie. If there is something to be changed in this world, then it can only happen through music. (<3!)
Bob Marley - One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain. (fearless.)
A dreamer and proud of it.
don’t wanna think about tomorrow, let’s go~ whoa
New Year's Resolutions coming right up:
- Be a very good and kind and responsible and caring and loving daughter/sister/cousin/whatever.
- Be happy and smile more
No sour face, okay? - Study hard and pass everything that comes flying my way.
- Earn some $$ and maybe spend a little on something special.
- Stop all bad habits! Including using profanities.
- Listen to more music and refrain from calling new singers 'lil betches'.
- Stop procrastinating and stop being hypocritical.
Bad me. - Read more books.
- Try new things.
- Do something productive not just watch TV all day. But on the other hand, TV is good..
- Stop obsessing so much about David and Seb. Uh, stop being such an O.C.D.
- Stop making fun of others.
- Ignore all retards and wanna bes.
- Make more friends, not enemies.
- Live life to the fullest.
- Be more positive.
- Exercise more - whenever I have the time.
- Write more into my diary/blog. I do hope I have time for this.
- Beg mom and dad to let us go to a concert if they have one. Preferably SP or BSB. Please come back.
- Um, practice more guitar and hopefully start a band. Thanks Brad Paisley and Simple Plan for those supportive songs. Our dreams might come true one day.
- Practicing more leads to getting new guitars and I really want one. A white Gibson please.
Okay, this is wrong. This is a resolution list not a wish list. Oops. - Love peace, hate war.
2009 is gonna be more challenging but bring it on, baby. I look forward to it. I'll be sad when the fireworks finally end. That marks the end of 2008 and a fresh new start. Oh.. I don't know I feel very heartsick at the thought of leaving 2008 behind but memories of the years behind will forever be etched in my mind.
![shh.. this is david. :] groove to the music](http://spuddybuddies.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/12/david9.bmp)
-music rocks-
Mom, I don't know if this helps but I wanna tell you that music is the medicine of the mind.
I happen to know that your mp3 collection hasn't been put to use for quite a while.
Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent. ~Victor Hugo
And when you listen to music, you tend to get lost and you let go of everything that's bugging or worrying you. And less worrying means less stress and less pain and less difficulties.

seb; david = best of friends
Hope you have a perfect year ahead, David and Seb. (: Wishing you all the best in everything you do. Keep rocking on and do what you do best. We love you and somewhere in your hearts I hope you can feel it.
The rest of you too.
Have a great new year.
Right all the wrongs and make amends and learn to love.
P.S: It's 10a.m in Montreal and I bet it's so freezing coldddd. Brrr.
while you try to play it cool
SHEER HORROR!!
The aunt has invited us to our cousin's wedding!!
And we have nothing to wear.
Dresses SUCK!
It has been about more than 5 years since I've worn a dress.
The thing about dresses is that you have sit carefully and make sure you don't look like a potato skin. It's also really uncomfortable. Why can't we just wear jeans or something?!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Not to mention two dinners which means TWO dresses. No, no, no. This is all going really badly. Went to town today and looked around to see if we could find some decent dresses but no.. they were all UGLY or LAME or PLAIN. OMG, the wedding is gonna be held in less than two frigging weeks and our hands are empty.
The church ceremony in the morning is another headache. I have a confession to make..
I dislike church weddings.
Why? Because it's so boring!! I remember when I was a child I fell asleep during the ceremony. How embarrassing. But seriously. Is all the singing necessary? Correct me if I'm wrong but I thought you are supposed to be thanking the Lord and praising Him? If so, then why are they singing rock songs?
For the last few church weddings we attended, we plugged our headphones into our ears and cranked up the volume slightly so that we could hear our own music over their singing/headbanging music. This ain't disrespectful, okay? At least we aren't like making any noise or anything. We just wait for them to finish singing then, unplug the headphones and continue to listen to the pastor, family, friends and parents' long speeches. And they all say the same thing. Man, that's really weird. Why don't they all just go up to the stage and say "thank you" together.
And how about the candle and signing thingy part? You can almost go "ZZzZzzZ". The part where the bride and groom walk in also takes centuries. God, we'll be older than them by the time the ceremony ends. I think Las Vegas chapel weddings are much faster and easier. Hee.
But in the end, all I'm trying to say is we are in serious FASHION CRISIS!!
weekly top ten (2)
For this week, we've got a couple of new songs.
1. Simple Plan - Perfect ("I would love to hear 'Perfect'. 'Cause my resolution is to make next year the perfect year." quote from David. "Aw, David." from Pierre and Seb. They're so sweet.)
2. Melee - Built To Last (I discovered this band and they're quite new. Their music is very nice. Love the melody and words especially songs from their latest album Devils and Angels.)
3. Simple Plan - What's New Scooby Doo? (It's just cute and we didn't know they sang it but we always liked Scooby Doo.)
4. Colby O'Donis - Sophisticated Bad Girl (The beginning is very.. interesting.)
5. Flo Rida ft T Pain - Low (Sure, we like this song but I think Pierre's version is nicer.)
6. Simple Plan cover - Stand By Me (old song which no one really likes but David is so attractive when he holds the notes.
)
7. Backstreet Boys - Inconsolable (Nobody gets sick of this song, okay?)
8. Rihanna - Disturbia (Wow, she sure had to change in and out of her costumes for the video - something we have to admire.)
9. Linkin Park - Numb (Scream-y song but really nice.)
10. Coldplay - Violet Hill (Have you watched the video? The part where he magnifies his mouth.. yeah, we laughed until we fell onto the floor the first time we saw it.)
That's all. Ta.
bleeding love
Yeah, bleeding for Simple Plan songs. That doesn't sound bad at all. I just held in the pain and did what I had to do.
Poor fingers. Don't worry I still love you, fingers.
Okay, let me tell you about our new teacher.
He smokes.
Never mind that. He's better than stupid cranky old Pedo. He's an okay sorta guy who doesn't keep asking stupid irrelevant questions and he doesn't smirk nastily at us when we do the wrong thing. Plus, he can really play the guitar and he didn't make us play stupid baby games.
Except.. he went a little too fast. He was like, "Okay, E minor is here. C is here. No, this way. Now G chord. This finger over here. This second finger on this string. And now D for donkey."
Oh my God. :O
I felt like I was in an advanced programme class going 150miles per hour. And my poor fingers were switching from chord to chord like some freak and at times I didnt even know which finger I was using. I thought my first finger was the third and stuff like that.
Boo hoo. Gonna have to ask him to slow down to above snail pace.
And this time the room was bigger. We could actually move.
Well, that's all for now. I really need some advice for reducing the pain my fingers are experiencing. Help, anyone???

sebastien. thanks to photobucket for this nice picture.














