why would you wanna break, a perfectly good heart?

Greek mythology.

I have always been interested in Greek mythology since I read the dictionary. Yes, read. I totally mean I went through one word by one word. Well.. I didn't get very far but under the Alphabet A, there were many names of Greek gods and goddesses. Since then, the interest in Greek mythology shot up and I began to browse through the entire dictionary, looking for names and constellations.

It's all really special to me, somehow.

I particularly like Zeus. And Triton, son of Poseidon. Heh-llo, we are talking about Little Mermaid here. And Aphrodite.. Well. You know.

Oh my God, today during the most lonesome and horribly boring hours of my life, I thought of becoming a classicist. Wow. I didn't even know there was such a thing but hey, we learn new things everyday and this is what I learned. Hellenist - a classicist whose specialization or preference is for Greek language and culture. Duuude. That's what I wanna be.

Okay, maybe not.

The last time I said I wanted to be an astronomer. After a while, I decided not to.

Ah well. It's still looking like an option now though. I would like to study French and Greek culture actually. Someone told me they'd rather learn math and become a mathematician or a find new theorems than learn language. To me, language beats math anytime. I'll be glad to finally kick complicated math goodbye and just stick to addition and subtraction. Which is besides the point but language is really important to me.

Okay, maybe I can be a linguist. Er, but I don't want to be. I just want to be able to speak, read and write the language which is probably asking for a lot but I believe I can master it.

Back to the point.

I don't doubt many things. I let my mind wander and I believe. I believe there are such things as aliens, werewolves, Greek gods, fairies, Peter Pan, flying horses and so many others. People scoff at me, say I'm childish, give me the 'you freak' look and sometimes laugh. But it doesn't matter what any of them believe. Because who is to say they don't exist? Science. Yeah. The truth and the logical explanation for many things but why can't you believe? Beats me.

Live in the moment and you'll know what I'm trying to say.

Why sleep when you only live once? - Gustav Graves in Die Another Day.

Ultimate randomness.

xxx

By the way, what is the deal with.. everything?

My world's a bit flipped right now. Exactly like a pancake in a pan. It'll flip right back over soon and gawd, I don't know if I should be happy or sad then.

Like right now.

I'm picking writing over reading which is not my thing because I think I like reading more. I don't know. I couldn't say. And I flunked out. And strangely I'm feeling ridiculously confident that I will not flunk the next time. Maybe it's because I don't have the perfect excitement-boosting book to read right now. And maybe it's because I really hope to make people and myself proud.

Must be part of growing up, I think, I hope, I guess.

Who cares?

xxx

EPITOME. EPIPHANY. EUPHORIA. ENCHILADA.

I never really adored the letter E but recently some E words have been catching my attention.

Again, ultimate randomness.

xxx

Oh yeah. One more thing. I apologize if I've made anyone unhappy. Sorry. I don't know if I've provoked anyone but if it's you, sorryyy.

xxx

Oh. Guess whose birthday it is todaaaay.

Adam? Naw.

David? Nooo.

Captain Jack's? Nope.

Chris Cron, The Cron? The one on the left? If you think so then you are correct!

Happy birthday, Chris.

Don't feel old. (:

Currently listening to Everytime by Simple Plan.

That's my song.

xxx

Going to read more about the Twelve Olympians now.