why would you wanna break, a perfectly good heart?
Greek mythology.
I have always been interested in Greek mythology since I read the dictionary. Yes, read. I totally mean I went through one word by one word. Well.. I didn't get very far but under the Alphabet A, there were many names of Greek gods and goddesses. Since then, the interest in Greek mythology shot up and I began to browse through the entire dictionary, looking for names and constellations.
It's all really special to me, somehow.
I particularly like Zeus. And Triton, son of Poseidon. Heh-llo, we are talking about Little Mermaid here. And Aphrodite.. Well. You know.

Oh my God, today during the most lonesome and horribly boring hours of my life, I thought of becoming a classicist. Wow. I didn't even know there was such a thing but hey, we learn new things everyday and this is what I learned. Hellenist - a classicist whose specialization or preference is for Greek language and culture. Duuude. That's what I wanna be.
Okay, maybe not.
The last time I said I wanted to be an astronomer. After a while, I decided not to.
Ah well. It's still looking like an option now though. I would like to study French and Greek culture actually. Someone told me they'd rather learn math and become a mathematician or a find new theorems than learn language. To me, language beats math anytime. I'll be glad to finally kick complicated math goodbye and just stick to addition and subtraction. Which is besides the point but language is really important to me.
Okay, maybe I can be a linguist. Er, but I don't want to be. I just want to be able to speak, read and write the language which is probably asking for a lot but I believe I can master it.
Back to the point.
I don't doubt many things. I let my mind wander and I believe. I believe there are such things as aliens, werewolves, Greek gods, fairies, Peter Pan, flying horses and so many others. People scoff at me, say I'm childish, give me the 'you freak' look and sometimes laugh. But it doesn't matter what any of them believe. Because who is to say they don't exist? Science. Yeah. The truth and the logical explanation for many things but why can't you believe? Beats me.
Live in the moment and you'll know what I'm trying to say.
Why sleep when you only live once? - Gustav Graves in Die Another Day.
Ultimate randomness.
xxx
By the way, what is the deal with.. everything?
My world's a bit flipped right now. Exactly like a pancake in a pan. It'll flip right back over soon and gawd, I don't know if I should be happy or sad then.
Like right now.
I'm picking writing over reading which is not my thing because I think I like reading more. I don't know. I couldn't say. And I flunked out. And strangely I'm feeling ridiculously confident that I will not flunk the next time. Maybe it's because I don't have the perfect excitement-boosting book to read right now. And maybe it's because I really hope to make people and myself proud.
Must be part of growing up, I think, I hope, I guess.
Who cares?
xxx
EPITOME. EPIPHANY. EUPHORIA. ENCHILADA.
I never really adored the letter E but recently some E words have been catching my attention.
Again, ultimate randomness.
xxx
Oh yeah. One more thing. I apologize if I've made anyone unhappy. Sorry. I don't know if I've provoked anyone but if it's you, sorryyy.
xxx
Oh. Guess whose birthday it is todaaaay.

Adam? Naw.

David? Nooo.

Captain Jack's? Nope.

Chris Cron, The Cron? The one on the left? If you think so then you are correct!
Happy birthday, Chris.
Don't feel old. (:
Currently listening to Everytime by Simple Plan.
That's my song.
xxx
Going to read more about the Twelve Olympians now.
you’re on a stand, with your back against the wall
Fashion emergency. Enjoy the collection below.
![[:[;;]:] if you have the shape, wear that black strapless dress. you gotta love adam's colorful scarf tucked inside his suit.](http://spuddybuddies.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/02/adam006.jpg)
if you have the shape, wear that black strapless dress. you gotta love adam's colorful scarf tucked inside his suit. the orchid matches too.

even you can look casually formal at an event. like james in his shirt+suit+shorts. adam looks just fine in black even though he's in a T-shirt+jacket.

james looks good in checkered shirts but that doesn't mean everyone looks good in them.

the GAP look. i've seen some Asian men try this style. doesn't work.

Ryan has a really nice hat and a beautiful smile to go with it. perfecto. not everyone should try cutting their hair like Katy's because some people's faces aren't suited for these haircuts.

girls, this dress is only for those who don't look like they are wearing a tent.

david, you don't look good in red pants. chris cron does. :/ excuse the back view.

for those who are not as tall, try to avoid shorts which reach your calves. they make you look dumpy sometimes. knee length shorts are fine like in this case.

the henley shirt that Mom was asking about. right there on David. plain white Ts only look charming on certain people.

no offence but this kind of sweater should be left to the real men. real men meaning not those wimpy ones. come on, asian men, even gays can look good in this and you can't? LOL!

the same goes for unbuttoned vests. Sebby here looks great but Joe Jonas looks baaad.

the scarf. ditto. i've seen a lot of wanna-bes/act-cool peeps. don't. it just makes you look bad.
I think that's all for now.
Haha. Just wanted to dish out a little advice because I've been seeing weird characters walking around in weird clothes which don't suit them.
Models: Kelly Clarkson, Adam Levine, Sebastien Lefebvre, Josh Duhamel, David Desrosiers, Ryan Tedder, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift and.. James Valentine! (:
melee, can’t hold on
I think this video isn't really that bad. I mean, it has no scenes but only showing them playing their instruments.
As usual, Mike is smiling away even if he's beating the drums, dramatically. Ricky? Why doesn't Ricky sing??
Ryan has his usual funny face and Chris has his all serious look but you never know that they're really crazy people behind the scenes.
Making crazy movies with no meanings and idiotic stuff. No, when you see them in videos, they look really serious but actually they're clowns! Haha.
When I watched the video, I fell in love, a bit, with the song. I like it when I'm watching the video. I think I'll listen to it more often.
Just like my latest favourite Melee song is Drive Away. It's so NICE! *say it like Pierre*
I don't know why I went to watch the video, anyway. Out of curiousity. Sadly, stupid Youtube has no videos anymore so I can't find their other videos.
I love the effects thingy with the green, pink and yellow background. Reminds me of the icons. It's cool.
Haha.

chris, mike, ricky, ryan

ryan, ricky, chris, mike
Ricky's shirt looks cute and his hair!!! <3

you figure out who is ricky, mike, ryan and chris
good times, good times
My New Year's Resolutions :
- Make next year the perfect year
- Spend less time on the computer
- Don't criticize something from the first view
- Play and practice more guitar
- Be thankful / appreciate more
- Study harder by 0.000000000......1%
- Blog
- Watch more TV
- Save less pictures
- Watch videos when I'm bored
- Collect more picks
- Stop admiring guitars and wishing I could play them
- Stop using profanities
- Be happy and smile
- Eat more vegetables
- Write uglier
- Wake up early
- Earn $$
- Love peace, hate war / Love home, hate school
- Listen to music
There might be more. At least I know what I'm gonna do.

- he can be your hero, baby

- sexaaay. kiss kiss.

- lookin` good
D

- is he dreaming about you?

- grab her hand, david

- all i want for new year is a hug and a kiss from seb and all the SP members signatures

- happy new year from us

- melee rocks ^-^

- you wanted arts and crafts. how's this for arts and crafts?

- peace and love

- simple plan all the way

- david's adorable white and dirty shoes

- inspired by some window art i saw

- do you love it?

- do you like it?

- i love his hair
Happy New Year to Simple Plan, my family, Backstreet Boys, Katy Perry, Hard Fi, Weezer, Kid Rock, Linkin Park, Boyzone, Melee, my friends and everyone.
Okay, AU REVOIR!
i don’t wanna light a fire unless it will warm your heart
Merry Christmas to my belovedsss. <3
You know I heart all of you so very, very, very much even if I don't show it often enough.
I love you.

from my heart to yours
I'm saying it now.
Those three words don't come cheap, y'know.
I wish I could hug every one of you but some of you are so far away in Far, Far Away.
But I can always send air hugs and blow air kisses. It'll reach by night.
To:
- My mom - I LOVE YOU VERY EXTRA EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER UBER SO, SO, SO SUPREMELY, SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS MUCHYMUCHY (this line is reserved for my mom only). And I love you says it all. I knew you knew when I was being naughty and nice. And I enjoyed this year's ups and downs (downs not so much). I think this year was probably better than the last and we both know why or how. Long talks, simple conversations or even just a brief talk - I appreciate it. Really. Sorry for everything bad I've done. Never meant to hurt you. Thank you for everything you've done - taking us out, cooking scrumptious meals, being generous and you know what you did. OMG, feeling so emotional now. This is pathetic. Honestly.
- My dad - Dad, I appreciate everything you've done but could you please try being a little more sensitive? Yeah... okay, I guess I still love you as much as I did. You've been very, um, supportive and backed us up in most of the things we wanted to do. Especially, um, about the whole guitar lesson thing. Thank you for not bringing us to as many cheap restaurants as you did last year. You can be a kick-ass dad when you want to be and I hope you'll stay kick-ass forever.
- Cheez - my sister for life and not to mention 2nd best friend (the first would be myself). We've had less bad times this year and I hope it'll decrease as each day follows. MUAXXXXX. I love you loads.
You already know that. D'oh. Thanks for sharing all the good and bad times and for hugging me so much this year when I had it bad. I enjoyed every single time we laughed and did corny things and heehaw-ed at dumbos and had fun and talked about stupid things that didn't matter to anyone but both of us. We loved a lot of things this year, don't we? Especially, "Sexay.*Sticks tongue out**KissKiss*" (inside joke). - The brother - Uhhh.. you are one of a kind I guess. Thanks for helping with whatever went wrong. Well, most of time.
- The rest of the family - You've been great. Sorry about pissing you off more when you were having a bad day. Smile more.
- The Backstreet Boys - A big thanks for putting our town on your tour list and making amazing music. You made things brighter for us this year. This glowing feeling I get inside every single time I think about the fun we had at the concert ain't going away just yet. Hope it lasts for this lifetime. It was the best day I could ask for even if we stood outside for hours and practically stood for 10 hours or so. It was all worth it and at the end of the day, I was the happiest girl on the face of this Earth. You guys are something special and you hold a special fraction of space in my heart. Hugs and kisses.
Brian, your voice is one of the most harmonious. I love your parts. Howie, you're definitely one of a kind. Nick, you've grown into an absolute Prince Charming and I'm so glad you broke up with Paris. A.J, you were always charming and special. Love the tattooes, clothes, voice and cool as a cucumber-ness. Kevin, as far as I'm concerned you are still one of the boys. Aw, miss you loads. Good luck with the acting career, hope to see you on the big screen soon.
- Simple Plan - How could I have ever said you guys were just another rock band? I take it all back. I love you guys. Your music heals the broken souls honestly. There's so much honesty and truth in your songs which makes everything seem not as bad as it should be. Pierre, even though I said I thought David should sing more parts, I still love your voice and wise cracks. Jeff, you're my guitar hero #2 after Sebastien. You pro! I can't understand how you can practice for like.. hours. I need to learn from you seriously or else I'll end up being a tard money wasting noobie. David, aw, you're the sweetie and you're such a funny guy. I love you. Like so much. Like I don't know how many football fields.. maybe an eternity of them. You really need to work on a new wardrobe though - shirts and ties =
. :O Sebastien, <3! First I fell in love with your name and everyday before I found out who you were I would just randomly say, "Sebastien." And then I saw your pic and was omgyou'recute and talented and funny and humble and everything nice. You always manage to look good in everything and your smile is gorgeous, gorgeous. So yeah. I love you loads. Chuck, drummer dude. I can't say I love you but I really like you. You're so responsible and determined to win the fight between you and Pierre. I admire your courage, no joke. You're a cool drummer too and that's a good thing. - Adam and James from Maroon 5 - Awesome pair. Love the interviews with both of you. Love the songs you write, music you make and whatever. Adam, you really rock. James, you're a frigging awesome guitarist and I love your hair. Cuties!
- Melee - I <3 you guys. Chris, you are fabulante. Piano rocking guy who can play with his feet up. OMGod, right? Ryan, you're so hilarious. The things you do had me clutching at the stitches in my side. Keep rocking. Mike, you're the happiest drummer I've ever encountered. When I watched Built To Last and didn't know who you were at first, I was like, "My God, the guy is smiling." I hardly see Chuck or Eddie Fisher smile while drumming. Ricky, you know you rock. Another pro guitarist. I love how you constantly find time to update your blog to keep the fans hooked on what's new and stuff. The pictures you take are great and I seriously l-o-v-e your hair and shades. Too cool. I ate my ice cream Ricky style today. If Cheez would be so kind as to post the picture of him eating the ice cream.
- Katy Perry - I sound so lesbian because you're the only female I talk about so often besides my mom and Cheez but that's okay. Everyone is a bit bisexual, don't you think? Write more songs, make more music and make sure everyone knows women are smarter. Heehee. You're such a watermelon.
David+Katy 4eva. It'll be my secret wish for both of you to be an item. Travie's cool though. - Weezer - As long as there's music, they'll be coming back again. Support W. They're awesome musicians and we <3 Rivers. He's nerdily awkwardly sweet. Keep the moustaches y'all, won't you?
- Hard Fi -
The members are just fine. - Green Day - Billie, Mike, Tre, you guys are hell of a rock band. More records please.
- The CSI:NY characters/cast - Suh-weet! Mac Taylor (Gary Sinise), HAHAHAHA. You being Shaw was great. I was like, NO WAY but yes way, it was you. Mission to Mars had me sobbing like a freak behind my cushion. You're a faboolous actor. Danny (Carmine Giovinazzo), thumbs up to ya all the way.
Ah, dang. I'm too lazy to list out the rest. Lindsay is a tough cookie, Stella is a very cool, chic detective, Flack is a debonair cop, Hawkes, Sid.. okay, you know the rest of the characters. - One Republic - OOH, how could I forget about you guys? Ryan, <3! <3! <3! Breathtaking vocal performances. That green jacket you've got is the hottest thing. Brent, I wish I could play a cello too.
Eddie, um, good drummer. Drew and Zach,
. - Everyone else out there whose name I forgot to mention. My cousins? My aunts? My uncles? My friends even? Maybe I don't love you but I wanna thank you for all that you've done. Good and bad things. How about Josh? Sara? Chester? Jesse? Travie? George? Daniel? Enrique? Brad? Chris? I know a lot of these people don't know or don't care who I am but it doesn't matter. Where's the love y'all? Show some.
Thank you so much for everything that you've done and haven't done.
GROUP HUG! And joy to the world. Merry xmas! Have a wonderful Christmas.
I'm so in the Christmas mood right now.

XXOXOXX,
TACO
P.S: This is only part 1.
cause now it’s christmas and i want everything

weezer
Letters.
Yes. Since I didn't just step out from a story book, I'm gonna write my thank you and love letters here. Not writing with a feathered tip fountain pen on a parchment to send it off with a messenger bird.
Love is definitely in the air.
To the people I love. <3!
- Mom - Thank you for everything. I'm feeling very emotional now so I won't say much. I don't want to make anyone start. I HEARTS YOU BEARY MUCH. Also, XOXO for supporting us through our ups and downs. And our dream to be a guitarist. It keeps my inspiration flying.
Thank you and I love you. <333 Sorry if I made you mad by becoming 10 years immature and acting like a tard. - Dad - Your support for our guitar learning and playing life is definitely the highest. Thank you for everything you did and gave. I appreciate it alot. Thank you and I hearts you and, err... rock on?
- Taco - I <3 YOU. Duh. You're probably the greatest sistah because everyone's siblings do not do crazy stuff like watching Simple Plan videos before a big exam, watching TV for six whole hours, eating paper and other stuff. Oops! You make my days brighter whenever I'm happy, sad, whatever feeling. I also wanted to tell you that you're an incredible writer with lots of imagination going on in your mind. Thank you and heartz for you. PeAcE.
- The brother - I don't know anyone who are close to their brother so you're probably one in a million.
- The whole family - Peace out. Annoying you is probably quite easy but making up isn't that hard too.
Um, xOxO? - Backstreet Boys - I don't know what made you guys wanna come here but it's awesome. Standing for seven hours was kinda worth it, wasn't it? And seriously fun. Seeing the place where you performed is definitely emotional. You gave me great memories. Sadly I didn't know cameras were allowed so... no pictures, no memories? Nah. As long as it's in my head and I know it. Too bad you didn't have any autograph sessions. I was so bummed out. I practically screamed my lungs out and had a good time. The protests before it was great too. I'm really one in a million. You probably didn't notice the small group of nobodies waving up to you because there were so many other people there.. I can't believe we missed out so many things you guys did when you were here. Never mind.. What's done is done. Anyway, your songs are great and the meanings are great. You're good songwriters. All your songs rock, including the bonus tracks. I can't wait for you to start on your next album. I love and miss you guys everyday.
- Simple Plan - What can I say? Everyone in the band totally rocks. You are one of my biggest inspirations. Your songs have many truths and have great meanings. To Pierre.. you're a great songwriter and you're very talented. Like you said it yourself - you're just a loser who got lucky. Yeah. Keep composing songs because I'm loving every word of your lyrics. To Chuck.. you're a.. professional hockey player? I would love to be like you and adopt that keep-going-on inspiration you have for everything. Good luck on finding a girlfriend. To Sebastien.. um, you're my guitar hero. You got me to express my love for guitars because I always admired and wanted to play a guitar. I know. That's sounds so cheesy. I wanted to play a guitar when I was younger but I probably thought it was never gonna happen so it just disappeared from my mind until today.
Not a confession. I always loved admiring instruments. To David.. you're totally A.D.D. Your craziness keeps me laughing from time to time. You have a great accent or whatever you call it. Your love for your sister is very touching. It makes you wanna go, aww! To Jeff.. you look mature but I don't think you are from what I'm seeing in videos. I think you're a great father and husband. I seriously, honestly, totally admire your consistancy. I'm so, so, so jealous because you love practicing your guitar. To Pat.. make more videos about them and not yourself and continue to be idiotic. Your vlogs are awesome and they keep me entertained. You should definitely make more with your new video camera, David. I'm gonna get their next album without hesitation. Love all your down-to-earth attitude, silliness and charity work. RoCK oN and keep playing and making music. - Katy Perry - You're one crazy girl who does anything. I love your songs, though I don't usually listen to them.. I was definitely wrong to think you were some stupid les. The clothes and minidresses you wear are crazy and short. I think you're really cute. You sound very nice and I honestly think you would make a good friend. Continue to make great albums with great music videos. Hugs and kisses.
- Maroon 5 - Adam, you're a very sweet person and you make good music. Catchy chorus and beats. You are seriously amazing. James equals cute! D'oh. You have a frigging nice and deep voice. Your long hair is nice too. Guitar solos are always the best parts of a guitarist. Maroon 5, I love the music you make and you should have more albums every year. From your two fans with love.
- Melee - You guys are also one of the craziest people on Earth. I laughed myself silly when I watched your Melee Movie Mondays. Glad you began posting again because they're amazing and they're like medicine. Why? Laughing is always the best medicine. Chris, the best pianist. I can't believe you started playing at the age of 5! I love your songs tooooo. Ricky, you're a faithful blogger. That's something good to hear because you're always posting pictures and stuff. Songwriting is a great talent. You rock, definitely. Ryan and Mike, nerdy from the outside, crazy from the inside.
- Green Day - I don't why I hated Billie Joe last time. Now I'm like..... I was so touched with his guitar story thing. I really can't rewrite the whole story here but I'm sure Taco has posted it before. Tre and Mike and Billie, you rock and keep rocking with your thick eyeliner or whatever.
- Weezer - Surprise, surprise. One of my inspirations this year too! It's so weird. I'm mad about your songs. I listen to them everyday. Certain ones. Your songs lift me higher when I'm down. It's as good as yoga! Rivers and his band members are awesome and will be. I can't believe I called Pork And Beans some stupid song that I couldn't hear before all this. I take them back now. Love yaaaaaaa.
- Hard Fi - Weird, balding band except for Richard. No offence but all your band members are totally weird. Richard makes addictive songs.
Taco listened and watched Cash Machine with me for zillions of times in a day. Your songs are great too. I love them. The lyrics.... love y'all! - One Republic - Let's hope your next album will keep my head banging all day. Ryan, amazing songwriter and blah blah blah. Your videos are weird but I love your songs. Sometimes they bore me but still. I love, love, love your high voice and band members and Ryan.
- Others (my wrist and the blog can't hold up any longer if I continue until 101) - family members, all and friends, Rihanna, Linkin Park, Kid Rock, Kaiser Chiefs, Kanye West, Gym Class Heroes, Flo Rida, Will.I.Am, Fergie, Enrique Iglesias, Brad Paisley, Chris Brown, Josh Duhamel, Takamine guitar, CoD4 and others. Thank you for all the great music and everything. Keep writing, composing, visiting and whatever. Blah blah blah blah!!!!!

a wonderful snowy xmas




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