see you again, pretend you’re naive
Ah. Hum. Ho.
I officially hate Sundays once again. I hate everyone as well. [:
xxx
I'm so, so, so glad that the Backstreet Boys are finally in the 21st century. I mean. No offence but you have to agree that you always prayed they would get a Myspace, Youtube and Twitter. Now they do.
Us, fans, are overjoyed. Updates, vlogs, blogs.
Brian keeps us entertained. Nick looks weird now.
But he's funny. Howie, what's with that quick accent? Makes him sound really funny. A.J's beard.... No comment.
They're all jokers. Haha! I like that. Incomplete without Kevin.
I also can't wait for them to release their album! You can hear the demo in background in one of the videos. Sounds awesome!
xxx
Yesterday... we watched The Making of The Wind Blows video. Not too long but reveals much.
Yeah. Me, being the freak, went to check their website and found out too late! Later than the other fanatics. ): But it's not too late now.
Sorry, I think I have to disagree with the video. A little.
I mean, the band playing in the beach is so damn awesome and calm. Especially when the wind blows their hair into a great mess. I find that so cool. You definitely have to laugh when you see Mike pour water out from his guitar's sound hole.
Nick's checkered shirt looks great on him. Makes him look wonderful, professional and I don't know what. Ask Taco for further opinions/words. I can't believe I used the word 'wonderful'. That's so classical and old school, don't you think? So I'll use the word AWESOME.
Anyway, the whole video is practically about Tyson, Tyson, Tyson and nothing but Tyson. Don't get me wrong, he's a great singer-songwriter and whatever. We like him. Yeah. With mom. We wouldn't count her out. So, it's about him and the girlfriend in the video. The girl isn't that pretty. Not as good looking as Kelsie, the redhead (However you spell her name. I remember it this way) who is stupidly great/pretty/whatever and Amanda, the cookie cutter's wife a.k.a the blond one from Gives You Hell vid.
It's all too mushy, you know. I mean, did you see the sappiness of the video? Cuddling and snuggling or snogging at the beach? Enjoying the view outside the window? Staring into each others eyes? Sorry. Don't you Tyson fans feel a little jealous?! It's too much for this song.
Then that dramatic part of Tyson standing in the water and not caring that waves are crashing against him. Whoa. Really. That must've been really cold. He looked terrible when he got out. I'm exaggerating but he's fine..
I'm just scared I guess. I love the song alot. I fell in love with it at first sound. I really, really love it and I hope the video won't spoil my whole impression. Like how that anime video of I Can Wait Forever did. Let's hope for the best. It's not enough. I don't believe in it. I'll just watch it for fun.
There should be more of the band. Like Gives You Hell. A good amount of the band and a good amount of Ty. ]:
Currently getting my daily dose of Swing, Swing. I need Time Stands Still as well. And now getting The Last Song daily dose!
Speaking of yesterday. I sent Taco a link of this smokin' video with a drunk and shirtless Nick rocking like a rocker in only a pair of jeans, shoes and a wristband. Of course, she didn't know what was gonna happen to her because I was cackling to myself. Then she demanded, "What's so funny about the video? Tell me now.. OMG!!!" ROFL!
xxx
There's something more that I should know.
I need to learn how to play while singing. That seems real hard now. Everything is. Especially when a person has absolutely no musical talents or self-belief. It's gonna be hard to concentrate. Imagine this - concentrating on the strumming pattern and where your fingers should be for the chord and the words you're gonna sing.
That's like the frog swim or whatever you call it. I'm really weird. It's like you have to concentrate on your hands and legs. Oh well.
And. And. And. And I like how guitarists do that last-strum thing. I don't what it's called but you strum downwards while moving your hand to the left. If you're a righty. You got that? You know what I mean, right? Like a flaw thing. They strum downwards. After the first string, they move their picking hand (is that what you call it? not the fretting hand) to the left (for right handed people). Then they place their hand into position again.
Never mind. You don't get it.
xxx
I haven't been posting much pictures since Chris Gaylor's buh-day.

aaron carter... ; i still think A.J looks adorable in this pic. (:
Net is slow. More pictures tuh-mar-row. Enjoy this picture while you can.
most of all, most of all, it’s built to last
Haven't been posting much because of stress from homew*rk.
And other annoying sch**l stuff.
Happy Birthday to Brian and Rihanna! May your wishes come true and get well soon to R.

(:
He can make your day brighter with his clown way.
It's BSB month. We're warming up to it! Of course, our love is split here and there for our beloved people. ZOMG. I can't wait for A.J to release his solo album. How many times have I said that since last year?! I can't wait, wait, wait, wait to get his album and listen to Drive By Love.
Shiz. I'm gonna listen to it now. It'll be stuck in my head. Oh yeah! *quote Pierre* I see a few bad words there... hah. Trust A.J to have songs like that. wait. Long time to write this post because I'm gonna try out some of his songs. Or listen. Whatever. *goes off* Some people say he's gonna release it in mid '09. Good news!
- London - Touching song to his father or something. "Just another rainy day in London." (: I don't have doubts about his voice or the way he sings. The backup singing is so nice. Nice tune. It's cool.
- Sincerely Yours - Love the piano. Wow. Very powerful voice pitch. Emotional song too. A beautiful song because A.J makes it wonderful. Heehee!
- I Quit - A faster song. LOL. Funny chorus. "I QUIT!" Hahaha.
Lots of "whoo"s when he sings it live. Not sure if they're gonna include it in the real song. The piano is cute here. Did I hear a bad word at the ending?? - Gorgeous - WAWAWIWA! Freaking high voice he has! All the women started screaming like hell. He sounds like a woman though here.
Cracks me up when everyone starts screaming. Um, catchy! Gorgeous as it is then. - Drive By Love - Hehe. Inappropriate lyrics. WHAT THE HELL IS WITH THE MIDDLE PART? 300 music suddenly?! Anyway, the chorus just sticks in your head until you love it. I can't listen to it twice or I'll be singing it until I forget.
- Hate It When You're Gone - Another emotional song. He sings with emotions! Good beat and tune. Hell. I love the piano.
- Life Is Just - ZOMG. When he's plucking the guitar with his fingers, it's so smoooooth. Good guitarist. Stupid noisy people in the video.. nice song. End of story. Even if I didn't listen to everything.
- Love Crazy - Not very clean song.
- Have It All - He talked for three whole minutes. Thank God I just went forwards. Chorus sounds good. I think. I hope. The audio isn't really that great. The beat is louder than his voice. Damn. Pass! Too lazy to listen to the whole song.
- What It Do - Another fast song. Sounds like Hump De Bump by Red Hot Chilli Peppers. I can't really hear what he's singing but it sounds okaaay. *weird look* I think. Again. How long is the song?!
- What If - Total opposite of SP's What If! Nice guitar, beat, rhythm or whatever. THE GUITAR ROCKS! THE SOUND IT MAKES IS SO CUTE. Definitely.
- Incomplete - His solo version. Aw. That's so sweet. It's one of the songs from his album. Totally incomplete without the others. ): Still love his voice.
- *censored*
Oops.

er. ew. to aaron carter. really. a.j's blurcase face at nick's birthday party. drunk..??
PS: This video is for Taco. I know you'll go listen to his songs straight away. (:
Lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-love. HEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
and he says you look beautiful tonight and i feel…
Hey everyone, why aren't you voting for Katy? She deserves a Grammy more than friggin' LEONA and PINK! OMG LEONA AND PINK ARE SO OVERRATED AND THEIR MUSIC SUCKS. Sorry. It's my piece of mind. GO and VOTE for KATY here-> http://www.fuse.tv/ontv/shows/grammy/index.html.
Have You People Got Any Taste In Music At All?! Bleeding Love is so disgusting. Jesse McCartney sings it better. And Pink? Jeez. So What is the about the worst song I have ever heard. It's demoralizing. Screw those songs. Vote For 'I Kissed A Girl'. Tell me which female artist has written songs about homosexuality with such a kinky attitude?
And HAVE YOU Voted For "No Love" As Simple Plan's Next Single? You Know You Love That Song So Why In The World Are You Doubting It? Click The VOTE Button Already, Folks.
Can you live up to another 40 more pictures? Because I have finished (most of it) my math homework, I am feeling victorious so here's to a little celebration of me finishing my homework without being told to.

Brian, Avril, Nick (blur case
), AJ, Howie (crazy smile)

AJ

Nick with the guys behind

AJ, Howie, Kevin - he looks so different since he left

Harry something and Adam - no idea why he's touching Adam

Old school Adam

James

Katy

Kitty Purry

Ricky love

Half of David; Seb's inside out Tshirt (: ; Pierre; unknown

Taylor

David

David in 'Save You'

David again with those horrible red pants which should be banned.. that cap is a whole different story (:

Doesn't he look better in jeans? So much better (:

And that Tshirt is the bomb

David again and again
the bowler hat he's wearing should be given away.

David should keep that bit of stubble which makes him exceptionally more handsome :O oh and that's dave fortman on the left.

Seb singin' it

Sebby






his fake star tattoo is cute cute cute (:

:D


sexy tshirt LOL`


speaker lickers (: Seb is the only cutest speaker-licker.

will you ever know?

will you stay gorgeous?
XXX
Oh. And one more thing. A birthday wish to my sistah-in-law.

Happy Birthday, hon. You're officially a frigging year older than me. That's old. Well, you've been through most of my ups and downs and you have been some of the great and bad times. You're awesome at times but can be a cranky gossipy friend which annoys me, to say the least. You know I love you like this much -spreads arms out-. Hope you have a smashin' birthday partaaay and may your impossibly whacky dreams come true.. (: Your singing is horrible but because you're kinda full of yourself, you don't notice. It's alright. I find it amusing at times. You might suck at some things but other than that, you're great - always helping me out of ruts and laughing frigging hell loads and calling me up at all the wrong times. We're fated to be together. Not together together, okay? So..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
-and when i got home- (:
but in reality to whom does this stuff belong?
Today was a boring day.
Momma just told me that I've been snoring almost every night. OF COURSE!! SCH^^L IS DROWNING ME!
I'm so depressed. Homework is crushing me. Heavy sigh from me.
Okay, I can't believe I don't have the time for anything much now. I'm gonna hurl myself from a cliff if homework and teacher stress piles up. If sch%%l is really called the best years of life, I'd rather not live them. Fast forward please.
Um. Other than not so delightful sch@@l, I met this guy geek today and boy, he sure had a mouth. He was overly friendly and that weirded me out. Suddenly he asked me for my name and then went, "You can just call me Jeff." Right, Jeff. JEFF STINCO. AHAHAHAH! Okay, being mean again. No offence to Jeff Stinco.
Anyway, if next week he starts jabbering away as if we've known each other for years, I'm gonna stuff the cork into his mouth and say, "Screw it."
I might but that's unlikely. Hardly anyone guys are ever that chatty to me so even though it was soooooooo weird, I found him weird and nice enough to talk to me.
I don't know why.. but I scare guys. I'm not exactly lesbian or tomboy or masculine. I like being a girl most of the time and I enjoy admiring and sometimes wearing heels and gossiping with friends. I don't beat guys up regularly or go all buddy-buddy with guys like slapping them on the back or anything like that but they seem to keep a distance. I can't say I'm that ugly or pretty or super hot or sexy or anything. I'm just normal.
Or it's probably because after they see me unleash the not so timid side of myself, they all tend to cower. I never said I never bullied a guy,okay? Even the other brother is afraid of me. Why? Because I'm the only girl who can bully him by lashing out a few not so tactful words that no girl would ever dare to say. Respect a woman, dudes. Hell hath no fury like a woman's scorn. Remember that, guys. But I can be very nice if you are nice.
Whateverrrrr.
Now. Happy time. Wait.
CHERUB is a very unrealistic story. Not even a fantasy. It's lame. I mean, every other chapter you go, "OH, RIGHT. AS IF 12 YEAR OLDS CAN DO THAT." I'm very sorry to say that I don't really get or like the British slangs or jokes.
Sorry, don't mean to say it as a bad thing. And how come they're always fighting?! Fighting leads to extreme violence which also leads to death. BAD. And how come they make out and have girlfriends/boyfriends when they are only 12? Illogical and utterly retarded and fake.
Okay.
XXX.
Happy and destress time!

STUEY AND SEB! SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE!

Seb; Jeff; Pierre; David; Chuck

David; Seb; Chuck; Pierre; Jeff

Jeff; David(CUTE!); Chuck; Seb(CUTE!)

OMG CUTE JAMES AND HOT ADAM

boreddddd like me

eat corn like this!

pretty

who's gonna get this for me?

JOSH! OWWWWWWWW!

KAAAAAAAAATY~ WE <3 YOU!

Ricky; Ryan

nick, why so serious? brian, where's the smile? :O

that's more like it, guys
bring out my smile <3
Kev, we miss you. <3
Nuff happy pics to keep meh bloated.
what goes on in your head, i’m just curious
Firstly, congrats to Josh and Fergie who got married today.
Hope they last together because they're just so sweet together like Chris Brown and Rihanna. YAHOOOOOOOO-OOOOOH.
Secondly. I'm really bored. I decided to list out ten of my favourite songs, singles or not. It kinda like changes every week or so. I think this will be weekly, a week or so.. irregular..
- Hard Fi, Little Angel - I love this song. I like the tune and everything. Just so nice to sing along.
- Maroon 5, Can't Stop - I LOOOOOOOOVE the beat. Totally catchy and something I definitely like. Adam and James wrote the song together. That's the extra to it, I guess.
- Maroon 5, Little Of Your Time - Love the beat too. Honestly, drums are da magic! Love the bridge, chorus, verse and blah blah blah.
- Melee, Drive Away - DUH! Didn't I mention that before? I love the whole song. Love the ending and EVERYTHING.
- Kid Rock, All Summer Long - One of the quiet songs by Kid Rock. I loooove the guitar parts.
- Simple Plan, Take My Hand - Noise makes the whole song perfect. Nah. Ever since I watched it on that AOL session. I like the breakdown or whatever part that is. I love how the ending just ends abruptly.
- Weezer, Peace - A very Chinese song. The song makes me feel PEACEful. Haha. Guitar parts rock. Again.
- Backstreet Boys, Treat Me Right - I can't forget this song! It's lovely and I'm glad A.J wrote it. I had a hard time trying to sing Brian's verse once. I listen to it now and then. It's all good.
- Weezer, Troublemaker - I'm glad I can sing most of the lyrics of this song. That's why I like listen to it. No.
I'm not such a proud person. Tongue twisting is just good. I love, love, love it! - Enrique Iglesias ft. Sean Garrett, Away - The bridge. The lyrics. The verse. The song. The chorus. The video. It rocks! It reminds me of my favourite restaurant....
Aww! I just realised I have more songs but it feels like a waste to put them all here. I have a lot of Maroon 5 songs in mind..
Today is nice song beats week. Coincidence. I think Katy Perry's I Kissed A Girl rock version is cool. <3
i don’t wanna light a fire unless it will warm your heart
Merry Christmas to my belovedsss. <3
You know I heart all of you so very, very, very much even if I don't show it often enough.
I love you.

from my heart to yours
I'm saying it now.
Those three words don't come cheap, y'know.
I wish I could hug every one of you but some of you are so far away in Far, Far Away.
But I can always send air hugs and blow air kisses. It'll reach by night.
To:
- My mom - I LOVE YOU VERY EXTRA EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER UBER SO, SO, SO SUPREMELY, SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS MUCHYMUCHY (this line is reserved for my mom only). And I love you says it all. I knew you knew when I was being naughty and nice. And I enjoyed this year's ups and downs (downs not so much). I think this year was probably better than the last and we both know why or how. Long talks, simple conversations or even just a brief talk - I appreciate it. Really. Sorry for everything bad I've done. Never meant to hurt you. Thank you for everything you've done - taking us out, cooking scrumptious meals, being generous and you know what you did. OMG, feeling so emotional now. This is pathetic. Honestly.
- My dad - Dad, I appreciate everything you've done but could you please try being a little more sensitive? Yeah... okay, I guess I still love you as much as I did. You've been very, um, supportive and backed us up in most of the things we wanted to do. Especially, um, about the whole guitar lesson thing. Thank you for not bringing us to as many cheap restaurants as you did last year. You can be a kick-ass dad when you want to be and I hope you'll stay kick-ass forever.
- Cheez - my sister for life and not to mention 2nd best friend (the first would be myself). We've had less bad times this year and I hope it'll decrease as each day follows. MUAXXXXX. I love you loads.
You already know that. D'oh. Thanks for sharing all the good and bad times and for hugging me so much this year when I had it bad. I enjoyed every single time we laughed and did corny things and heehaw-ed at dumbos and had fun and talked about stupid things that didn't matter to anyone but both of us. We loved a lot of things this year, don't we? Especially, "Sexay.*Sticks tongue out**KissKiss*" (inside joke). - The brother - Uhhh.. you are one of a kind I guess. Thanks for helping with whatever went wrong. Well, most of time.
- The rest of the family - You've been great. Sorry about pissing you off more when you were having a bad day. Smile more.
- The Backstreet Boys - A big thanks for putting our town on your tour list and making amazing music. You made things brighter for us this year. This glowing feeling I get inside every single time I think about the fun we had at the concert ain't going away just yet. Hope it lasts for this lifetime. It was the best day I could ask for even if we stood outside for hours and practically stood for 10 hours or so. It was all worth it and at the end of the day, I was the happiest girl on the face of this Earth. You guys are something special and you hold a special fraction of space in my heart. Hugs and kisses.
Brian, your voice is one of the most harmonious. I love your parts. Howie, you're definitely one of a kind. Nick, you've grown into an absolute Prince Charming and I'm so glad you broke up with Paris. A.J, you were always charming and special. Love the tattooes, clothes, voice and cool as a cucumber-ness. Kevin, as far as I'm concerned you are still one of the boys. Aw, miss you loads. Good luck with the acting career, hope to see you on the big screen soon.
- Simple Plan - How could I have ever said you guys were just another rock band? I take it all back. I love you guys. Your music heals the broken souls honestly. There's so much honesty and truth in your songs which makes everything seem not as bad as it should be. Pierre, even though I said I thought David should sing more parts, I still love your voice and wise cracks. Jeff, you're my guitar hero #2 after Sebastien. You pro! I can't understand how you can practice for like.. hours. I need to learn from you seriously or else I'll end up being a tard money wasting noobie. David, aw, you're the sweetie and you're such a funny guy. I love you. Like so much. Like I don't know how many football fields.. maybe an eternity of them. You really need to work on a new wardrobe though - shirts and ties =
. :O Sebastien, <3! First I fell in love with your name and everyday before I found out who you were I would just randomly say, "Sebastien." And then I saw your pic and was omgyou'recute and talented and funny and humble and everything nice. You always manage to look good in everything and your smile is gorgeous, gorgeous. So yeah. I love you loads. Chuck, drummer dude. I can't say I love you but I really like you. You're so responsible and determined to win the fight between you and Pierre. I admire your courage, no joke. You're a cool drummer too and that's a good thing. - Adam and James from Maroon 5 - Awesome pair. Love the interviews with both of you. Love the songs you write, music you make and whatever. Adam, you really rock. James, you're a frigging awesome guitarist and I love your hair. Cuties!
- Melee - I <3 you guys. Chris, you are fabulante. Piano rocking guy who can play with his feet up. OMGod, right? Ryan, you're so hilarious. The things you do had me clutching at the stitches in my side. Keep rocking. Mike, you're the happiest drummer I've ever encountered. When I watched Built To Last and didn't know who you were at first, I was like, "My God, the guy is smiling." I hardly see Chuck or Eddie Fisher smile while drumming. Ricky, you know you rock. Another pro guitarist. I love how you constantly find time to update your blog to keep the fans hooked on what's new and stuff. The pictures you take are great and I seriously l-o-v-e your hair and shades. Too cool. I ate my ice cream Ricky style today. If Cheez would be so kind as to post the picture of him eating the ice cream.
- Katy Perry - I sound so lesbian because you're the only female I talk about so often besides my mom and Cheez but that's okay. Everyone is a bit bisexual, don't you think? Write more songs, make more music and make sure everyone knows women are smarter. Heehee. You're such a watermelon.
David+Katy 4eva. It'll be my secret wish for both of you to be an item. Travie's cool though. - Weezer - As long as there's music, they'll be coming back again. Support W. They're awesome musicians and we <3 Rivers. He's nerdily awkwardly sweet. Keep the moustaches y'all, won't you?
- Hard Fi -
The members are just fine. - Green Day - Billie, Mike, Tre, you guys are hell of a rock band. More records please.
- The CSI:NY characters/cast - Suh-weet! Mac Taylor (Gary Sinise), HAHAHAHA. You being Shaw was great. I was like, NO WAY but yes way, it was you. Mission to Mars had me sobbing like a freak behind my cushion. You're a faboolous actor. Danny (Carmine Giovinazzo), thumbs up to ya all the way.
Ah, dang. I'm too lazy to list out the rest. Lindsay is a tough cookie, Stella is a very cool, chic detective, Flack is a debonair cop, Hawkes, Sid.. okay, you know the rest of the characters. - One Republic - OOH, how could I forget about you guys? Ryan, <3! <3! <3! Breathtaking vocal performances. That green jacket you've got is the hottest thing. Brent, I wish I could play a cello too.
Eddie, um, good drummer. Drew and Zach,
. - Everyone else out there whose name I forgot to mention. My cousins? My aunts? My uncles? My friends even? Maybe I don't love you but I wanna thank you for all that you've done. Good and bad things. How about Josh? Sara? Chester? Jesse? Travie? George? Daniel? Enrique? Brad? Chris? I know a lot of these people don't know or don't care who I am but it doesn't matter. Where's the love y'all? Show some.
Thank you so much for everything that you've done and haven't done.
GROUP HUG! And joy to the world. Merry xmas! Have a wonderful Christmas.
I'm so in the Christmas mood right now.

XXOXOXX,
TACO
P.S: This is only part 1.
cause you always learn to hide the things
I had another dream last night!!
Not about SP now but about BSB.
Yes, the Backstreet Boys whom I have not forgotten about.
We still love you.
I dreamt that me and Cheez were at a restaurant and then they came in.
Kevin was there too!! We practically screamed. I know I'm mad. I've been told. So yeah, we were like, "Kevin, you're back!" and he just smiled. He was freaking tall in my dream. And everything was kinda like floating and moving from side to side like it always does in dreams. You know, like you walk funny and the words don't seem to come out right?
A.J shaved and he looked so cute! Cheez and myself squealed like two psycho fangirls,"You look so cute after you shave, A.J." He was like, "Really? Thanks."
And then we turned to Brian. He had grown a little stubble on his jaw and stuff and looked quite good. He told him just that too and he was pleased.
HEHE.
Nick.. hmm.. Didn't say anything to him or Howie but he certainly seemed taller in my dream too. I was practically staring up at him..
Heh and God knows I'm not a basketball player.
Howie went out of the restaurant and suddenly there was a playground. Then he sat on the see-saw.
OMG.
I'm crazy but I love it.
How wonderful to dream of two of my favorite bands!!
<3 <3 <3
happy monthiversary #3
*Continued..
Happy monthiversary for the Backstreet Boys! It's been months after the wonderful concert. Too bad Kevin only joined them on the last day of their tour.

backstreet boys

again.....!

without kevin ):

boxing ring

wherever that place is

kevin lookin' like brad paisley
Hope you like the lovely pics.






