the air i breathe and a place to rest my head

Forget Takamine. Forget Fender. Forget Gibson. Forget guitars. Forget lessons. Forget strumming. Forget plucking. Forget chords. Forget picks. Forget songs. Forget practice. Forget everything. Forget anything.

Yeah, maybe all this should never have happened. I'm starting to wonder if I'm regretting every moment of this.

"That was quick! Continue somemore!"

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you.

I'm sick of getting forced to practice every stupid day. Practicing whenever you feel like it normally works. If it isn't forced on me, I would put much more effort to it. Try practicing yourself then if you think it's so shizzing easy, god dammit. Wow. Even if I played for 45 minutes, no one would've noticed. Push on and on. Even Newt said one hour can already kill.

"OH WHY CAN'T YOU PLAY SONGS YET?"

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me.

Oh, haha. Why can't you then? You think you can learn everything in one stupid month? Do you just start by playing songs??? Chords, strumming, plucking. You know all that and start playing songs in the first lesson? Right. You're only half way through the chords and you'll be playing songs like Brad Paisley. Get a freaking life.

"It's getting louder and louder. If you put more effort to......"

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right.

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today.

BLAH BLAH BLAH. I can't hear you. Firstly, don't tell me what to do if you aren't my frigging teacher because you don't know what I'm learning. Even if you are, you should just twist your language into something better than that shiz that's coming out from your mouth. What if I'm learning to play from high to low? Do you even know about that? And secondly, I will put more effort if you stop pestering me like some stupid idiot. I'll do that if you're not gonna force the stupid practice shiz. Lastly, if you don't know about picks, then I suggest you...

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

"CAN YOU PLAY? CAN YOU PLAY ALREADY?"

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

What the hell do you mean? Why does everyone keep asking us that, huh? We're attending guitar lessons. We're learning to play. Have you even played a guitar before? No, so cut the crap. You don't even understand what shiz is going on in the learning guitar life thing. Do you think your precious fingers are gonna be perfect during the whole thing? No. Guitar strings dig lines into your fingers and tear your skin, leaving blisters and making the tips of your fingers throb. Do you know anything about strumming? No? Guitar picks have three different types. Soft, medium, hard. Unfortunately, I have a hard pick and I choose to play loudly since you keep denying you didn't hear me practice. Do you know anything about plucking? You use your right or left hand and get them ready under the strings. Thumb for the bass and the other fingers for the lower three. You also have to leave your fingernails long if you don't wanna hurt your fingers. It's optional.

"Why don't you get the chords from the internet?"

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

What? You think I'm retarded or something? I've already tried that. Not everyone has the same theory. Some are different, some are not. Even if I do, it doesn't say how long or how many times you have to pluck or strum it. Yes, that leads to reading tabs. I can't read tabs. I already tried to learn how to. I already did that before you even said anything. How long was that? Hmm.. let me see. FOUR MONTHS AGO? I can't read stupid guitar tabs. I already tried. All I got was this huge headache from reading from the screen. I didn't even get what the site was trying to tell me.

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down

No, don't call this a bad post. It's a true post. I'm telling you what I'm feeling, what you don't know and what you think you know.

Will never bring me down

It's the same as studying. If you force yourself to study, what will you get out of it? Same results. Duh.

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

Aside from that, I found out I have a cereal box as my head. They call my head square so I have to cut a freaking shiz square haircut. Great. Doesn't that sound great to you? Congratulations! Send me a hug? Ok, great then. Go to school as a freak with a box on my head. Great way to start a new year. Do you need to measure my square head? 150x150? 350x350? Oh my God. I rather shave my head bald like Britney for God's sake. Being a guy sounds good right now.

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

My brain is gonna burst from my square meal head. Ever heard of that game? Square Meal by Nitrome. Not my type of game now but great pixel drawing thingy. So, let's call my head, Square Meal from now on then. Anyway, I'm getting really annoyed with this hissing about practicing. Square Meal feels like bursting.

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight. Hope that things work out alright.

Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Won't bring me down

Shut

up,

shut

up,

shut

up