i don’t wanna light a fire unless it will warm your heart

Merry Christmas to my belovedsss. <3

You know I heart all of you so very, very, very much even if I don't show it often enough.

I love you.

from my heart to yours

I'm saying it now.

Those three words don't come cheap, y'know.

I wish I could hug every one of you but some of you are so far away in Far, Far Away.

But I can always send air hugs and blow air kisses. It'll reach by night.

To:

1. My mom - I LOVE YOU VERY EXTRA EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER UBER SO, SO, SO SUPREMELY, SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPIALIDOCIOUS MUCHYMUCHY (this line is reserved for my mom only). And I love you says it all. I knew you knew when I was being naughty and nice. And I enjoyed this year's ups and downs (downs not so much). I think this year was probably better than the last and we both know why or how. Long talks, simple conversations or even just a brief talk - I appreciate it. Really. Sorry for everything bad I've done. Never meant to hurt you. Thank you for everything you've done - taking us out, cooking scrumptious meals, being generous and you know what you did. OMG, feeling so emotional now. This is pathetic. Honestly.
2. My dad - Dad, I appreciate everything you've done but could you please try being a little more sensitive? Yeah... okay, I guess I still love you as much as I did. You've been very, um, supportive and backed us up in most of the things we wanted to do. Especially, um, about the whole guitar lesson thing. Thank you for not bringing us to as many cheap restaurants as you did last year. You can be a kick-ass dad when you want to be and I hope you'll stay kick-ass forever.
3. Cheez - my sister for life and not to mention 2nd best friend (the first would be myself). We've had less bad times this year and I hope it'll decrease as each day follows. MUAXXXXX. I love you loads. You already know that. D'oh. Thanks for sharing all the good and bad times and for hugging me so much this year when I had it bad. I enjoyed every single time we laughed and did corny things and heehaw-ed at dumbos and had fun and talked about stupid things that didn't matter to anyone but both of us. We loved a lot of things this year, don't we? Especially, "Sexay.*Sticks tongue out**KissKiss*" (inside joke).
4. The brother - Uhhh.. you are one of a kind I guess. Thanks for helping with whatever went wrong. Well, most of time.
5. The rest of the family - You've been great. Sorry about pissing you off more when you were having a bad day. Smile more.
6. The Backstreet Boys - A big thanks for putting our town on your tour list and making amazing music. You made things brighter for us this year. This glowing feeling I get inside every single time I think about the fun we had at the concert ain't going away just yet. Hope it lasts for this lifetime. It was the best day I could ask for even if we stood outside for hours and practically stood for 10 hours or so. It was all worth it and at the end of the day, I was the happiest girl on the face of this Earth. You guys are something special and you hold a special fraction of space in my heart. Hugs and kisses. Brian, your voice is one of the most harmonious. I love your parts. Howie, you're definitely one of a kind. Nick, you've grown into an absolute Prince Charming and I'm so glad you broke up with Paris. A.J, you were always charming and special. Love the tattooes, clothes, voice and cool as a cucumber-ness. Kevin, as far as I'm concerned you are still one of the boys. Aw, miss you loads. Good luck with the acting career, hope to see you on the big screen soon.
7. Simple Plan - How could I have ever said you guys were just another rock band? I take it all back. I love you guys. Your music heals the broken souls honestly. There's so much honesty and truth in your songs which makes everything seem not as bad as it should be. Pierre, even though I said I thought David should sing more parts, I still love your voice and wise cracks. Jeff, you're my guitar hero #2 after Sebastien. You pro! I can't understand how you can practice for like.. hours. I need to learn from you seriously or else I'll end up being a tard money wasting noobie. David, aw, you're the sweetie and you're such a funny guy. I love you. Like so much. Like I don't know how many football fields.. maybe an eternity of them. You really need to work on a new wardrobe though - shirts and ties = . :O Sebastien, <3! First I fell in love with your name and everyday before I found out who you were I would just randomly say, "Sebastien." And then I saw your pic and was omgyou'recute and talented and funny and humble and everything nice. You always manage to look good in everything and your smile is gorgeous, gorgeous. So yeah. I love you loads. Chuck, drummer dude. I can't say I love you but I really like you. You're so responsible and determined to win the fight between you and Pierre. I admire your courage, no joke. You're a cool drummer too and that's a good thing.
8. Adam and James from Maroon 5 - Awesome pair. Love the interviews with both of you. Love the songs you write, music you make and whatever. Adam, you really rock. James, you're a frigging awesome guitarist and I love your hair. Cuties!
9. Melee - I <3 you guys. Chris, you are fabulante. Piano rocking guy who can play with his feet up. OMGod, right? Ryan, you're so hilarious. The things you do had me clutching at the stitches in my side. Keep rocking. Mike, you're the happiest drummer I've ever encountered. When I watched Built To Last and didn't know who you were at first, I was like, "My God, the guy is smiling." I hardly see Chuck or Eddie Fisher smile while drumming. Ricky, you know you rock. Another pro guitarist. I love how you constantly find time to update your blog to keep the fans hooked on what's new and stuff. The pictures you take are great and I seriously l-o-v-e your hair and shades. Too cool. I ate my ice cream Ricky style today. If Cheez would be so kind as to post the picture of him eating the ice cream.
10. Katy Perry - I sound so lesbian because you're the only female I talk about so often besides my mom and Cheez but that's okay. Everyone is a bit bisexual, don't you think? Write more songs, make more music and make sure everyone knows women are smarter. Heehee. You're such a watermelon. David+Katy 4eva. It'll be my secret wish for both of you to be an item. Travie's cool though.
11. Weezer - As long as there's music, they'll be coming back again. Support W. They're awesome musicians and we <3 Rivers. He's nerdily awkwardly sweet. Keep the moustaches y'all, won't you?
12. Hard Fi - The members are just fine.
13. Green Day - Billie, Mike, Tre, you guys are hell of a rock band. More records please.
14. The CSI:NY characters/cast - Suh-weet! Mac Taylor (Gary Sinise), HAHAHAHA. You being Shaw was great. I was like, NO WAY but yes way, it was you. Mission to Mars had me sobbing like a freak behind my cushion. You're a faboolous actor. Danny (Carmine Giovinazzo), thumbs up to ya all the way. Ah, dang. I'm too lazy to list out the rest. Lindsay is a tough cookie, Stella is a very cool, chic detective, Flack is a debonair cop, Hawkes, Sid.. okay, you know the rest of the characters.
15. One Republic - OOH, how could I forget about you guys? Ryan, <3! <3! <3! Breathtaking vocal performances. That green jacket you've got is the hottest thing. Brent, I wish I could play a cello too. Eddie, um, good drummer. Drew and Zach,  .
16. Everyone else out there whose name I forgot to mention. My cousins? My aunts? My uncles? My friends even? Maybe I don't love you but I wanna thank you for all that you've done. Good and bad things. How about Josh? Sara? Chester? Jesse? Travie? George? Daniel? Enrique? Brad? Chris? I know a lot of these people don't know or don't care who I am but it doesn't matter. Where's the love y'all? Show some.
    

Thank you so much for everything that you've done and haven't done.

GROUP HUG! And joy to the world. Merry xmas! Have a wonderful Christmas.

I'm so in the Christmas mood right now.

XXOXOXX,

TACO

P.S: This is only part 1.