why would you wanna break, a perfectly good heart?

Greek mythology.

I have always been interested in Greek mythology since I read the dictionary. Yes, read. I totally mean I went through one word by one word. Well.. I didn’t get very far but under the Alphabet A, there were many names of Greek gods and goddesses. Since then, the interest in Greek mythology shot up and I began to browse through the entire dictionary, looking for names and constellations.

It’s all really special to me, somehow.

I particularly like Zeus. And Triton, son of Poseidon. Heh-llo, we are talking about Little Mermaid here. And Aphrodite.. Well. You know.

Oh my God, today during the most lonesome and horribly boring hours of my life, I thought of becoming a classicist. Wow. I didn’t even know there was such a thing but hey, we learn new things everyday and this is what I learned. Hellenist – a classicist whose specialization or preference is for Greek language and culture. Duuude. That’s what I wanna be.

Okay, maybe not.

The last time I said I wanted to be an astronomer. After a while, I decided not to.

Ah well. It’s still looking like an option now though. I would like to study French and Greek culture actually. Someone told me they’d rather learn math and become a mathematician or a find new theorems than learn language. To me, language beats math anytime. I’ll be glad to finally kick complicated math goodbye and just stick to addition and subtraction. Which is besides the point but language is really important to me.

Okay, maybe I can be a linguist. Er, but I don’t want to be. I just want to be able to speak, read and write the language which is probably asking for a lot but I believe I can master it.

Back to the point.

I don’t doubt many things. I let my mind wander and I believe. I believe there are such things as aliens, werewolves, Greek gods, fairies, Peter Pan, flying horses and so many others. People scoff at me, say I’m childish, give me the ‘you freak’ look and sometimes laugh. But it doesn’t matter what any of them believe. Because who is to say they don’t exist? Science. Yeah. The truth and the logical explanation for many things but why can’t you believe? Beats me.

Live in the moment and you’ll know what I’m trying to say.

Why sleep when you only live once? – Gustav Graves in Die Another Day.

Ultimate randomness.

xxx

By the way, what is the deal with.. everything?

My world’s a bit flipped right now. Exactly like a pancake in a pan. It’ll flip right back over soon and gawd, I don’t know if I should be happy or sad then.

Like right now.

I’m picking writing over reading which is not my thing because I think I like reading more. I don’t know. I couldn’t say. And I flunked out. And strangely I’m feeling ridiculously confident that I will not flunk the next time. Maybe it’s because I don’t have the perfect excitement-boosting book to read right now. And maybe it’s because I really hope to make people and myself proud.

Must be part of growing up, I think, I hope, I guess.

Who cares?

xxx

EPITOME. EPIPHANY. EUPHORIA. ENCHILADA.

I never really adored the letter E but recently some E words have been catching my attention.

Again, ultimate randomness.

xxx

Oh yeah. One more thing. I apologize if I’ve made anyone unhappy. Sorry. I don’t know if I’ve provoked anyone but if it’s you, sorryyy.

xxx

Oh. Guess whose birthday it is todaaaay.

Adam? Naw.

David? Nooo.

Captain Jack’s? Nope.

Chris Cron, The Cron? The one on the left? If you think so then you are correct!

Happy birthday, Chris.

Don’t feel old. (:

Currently listening to Everytime by Simple Plan.

That’s my song.

xxx

Going to read more about the Twelve Olympians now.

but now it’s far too late, she’s gone away

I kinda hate soccer or otherwise known as football in some places.

But.. basketball is agreeable.

Right? Go, Lakers! I’m on whichever team Adam is on. (:

I don’t know how I’m gonna watch CSI:NY anymore – now that Angel is not there anymore. Sigh. Flack.

We’re growing into a Taylor Swift-loving family. Her songs are always, always playing on the radio. I would vote for her for the CMT Awards but I have to sign up and I’m just too lazy to create new accounts here and there.

So those of you who have spare time on your hands, go vote for Taylor Swift. She deserves it.

Guess which Canadian boy’s birthday it is in 5 days?

If you guessed Sebastien Lefebvre, you are in luck. <3

David Desrosiers.

His trick. Which makes me think of their hacky sack video.

They are the new rap. Harmonized rap? Gonna be a wonder.

Mike; someone; Tyson; Nick; Chris.

But this is AAR and it’s a whole new world.

This reminds me of the SP go-kart race thingy.

Queen of attention to details. Katy Perry.

I like her better with her long tresses.

Listening to : Nickelback – Never Gonna Be Alone.

Classic Nickelback. (:

xxx

strike me down with lightning

Wow, that was helluva lot of words that I wrote yesterday.

xxx

Today I will say less, do more.

xxx

NATO. (:

xxx

I’m so addicted to the song Thunder.

I’m playing it after every alternate song. Hahahaha. That’s how crazy I am.

xxx

Why is my reflection someone I don’t know?

Somehow I cannot hide who I am though I’ve tried

When will my reflection show who I am inside.

Don’t you just love Disney songs?

xxx

Matt; Adam

That reminds me of me and Cheez yesterday, belching out songs at the top of our voices. Cheez strummed, I sang for the most part. That felt good. Really good.

I haven’t forgotten the lyrics to most of the SP songs.

That’s good news.

xxx

You spin my head right round. Especially the one in black and white. (:

-We do this on a daily basis- Nick

xxx

I’ve had my milk. Have you? (:

xxx

She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin,

Touch, sight, taste like fire.

xxx

Peace out.

we say, we do, the lies, the truths

fan-tas-teek firebird (don't have that pic that I meant. on Taco's desktop)

What’s worse than practicing in front of Nick Wheeler holding a green electric guitar and after listening to an acoustic version of Night Drive with a great guitar rhythm?

xxx

):

His voice isn’t that bad. Hope he puts up more demo songs in the future because he has a great voice. Kinda high meaning nice in other words. Go listen to Fall For You by him. Simple lyrics. [:

xxx

ew. Crackface tried to dress like Katy Perry that time?

Yeah, except she’s ten times the size of Katy. And it looks like a piece of junk shiz on her. With that cheapo bangle thing she was wearing. Ugh. People shouldn’t try.

xxx

james, haven't seen you in a while. adam

Random thought of the day.

xxx

Thanks for joining me on the bulletin board of very random thoughts.

Playing with my hands has done me no good in both ways. One, my fingers gets these awful painful blisters. Two, not gonna use it anyway. No use trying to be something I can’t.

I heart ?

i’m my own worst enemy

I am currently laughing at the other brother who is really mean and deserves to be laughed at.

He boasted that he doesn’t need to wear his glasses anymore and on the first day he wore contact lenses to school, he lost em. That’s what you get for treating your sister like trash, suckerrr.

xxx

I skipped sch today cause I woke up and felt awful.

Like garbage, garbage. :/

My throat’s being a pain now. It’s itching and I feel… grey. Yes, I feel like the dullest shade of grey. Unmotivated to do anything. And I thought the sick season was gone.

Ahh, screw it.

xxx

My teacher bought two new pups. Awwww, they are so frickin’ adorable. How cute can puppies get? Two teacup toy poodles. AWWWWWW, again for their cuteness and adorable yips. I want one too. ): No really. They are the cutest pups I’ve ever seen and they won’t get any bigger than 28 centimeters. Imagine that.

xxx

I wonder what Cheez is listening to.. I can see her with her headphones plugged in but I’m too lazy to aggravate my throat, so yeah.

Probably Stab My Back by AAR.

Homework is a butch. :/ Hate it.

xxx

Spared a thought for Wheeler and Lefebvre today while I was sick.

Did me some good.

So did those pups.

Tyson’s film making skills are amusing. He just zooms into people’s faces. I didn’t mind him zooming into Nick’s. Hehe. -wicked laughter-

Who wouldn’t like looking into such a beautiful pair of hazel eyes?

If you look closely, you'll be able to see his hazel eyes.

Note that they aren’t exactly brown or green or purple or blue or whatever.

Pretty, pretty.

I wonder what their new single is gonna be. I wanna see more Nick!!!~!! <3

Looove.

Seb, Nick, David, A.J, James, Ricky, Adam

We don’t blow kisses no more. We send heart shaped lollies. (: