tryna erase you from my mind
If you've been reading our Tweets, I said: We often give advice without listening to ourselves.
I actually noticed how true that was one day and I've started thinking before giving advice. Most of the time. I have to listen to myself first if not, how am I going to advise people? Hypocrite would be a meaner word, actually but I'm not using it. For example, we tell them, "You expect an old man to change his ways? He won't." And there we are, expecting change we'll never see.
And by the way, have you noticed that you get hungrier when you're eating unhappily??? I don't know. I think it's true. My new philosophy which I should be given credit to. It's like when I'm at home, I get hungry a few hours after dinner. When I'm on vacation, I'm okay even waaaay after an early dinner. I can stay up till past midnight and not have to look around for a snack. When I come back from holiday, I get hungry again. What do you say? Is it psychological because I swear I've never thought about it till today.
We all have to find our release point. We have to know what helps us feel better. Some people cry all day then they get okay after that. Some people scribble everything into their diaries. Some people scream it all out at no one. Then there's me. I don't know if anybody does this but I write my sad and frustrated and angry parts into my stories. I make put my characters in my shoes. It might not be exactly the way I feel or the way it happened but the gist is there and that's enough for me. I can write a whole lot of bullshit but when I come to the emotional part, you know it's me, writing from my burdened soul. (Man, I sound like some emo poet.)
There's no point in pretending something that made us sad or angry didn't happen. It'll only make us nuts. No, seriously, can we all stop acting like nothing happened then later give an outburst and everything pours out? Yeah, that sucks and I honestly don't know why I would give a shit about that.
When I get my first decent paycheck, I'm going to keep half of it to send some people off to stress therapy. They need it. Most of us who live in the city need it. Please don't drive yourself up the walls. No one can help you if you do. No one can help you even if they want to.
And lastly, I can't take everyone's burden and also I'm not the type to walk away from someone when they're venting out anger, frustration, misery, whatever the F they vent. I will listen and I would love to lend an ear to you but sometimes when it gets to the point when my ears want to bleed, I feel like hurling myself at a wall. Where's that person who will take my burden when the world comes down??? *heaves a huge sigh which you will probably hear even from the furthest corner of the earth*
P.S: This is NOT about you. Will everyone just read it as advice? Thanks.
x
By the way, has anyone read The Making of Mia?!?!?
It's the lousiest piece of crap I've ever read in my entire life. It's about some fat chick (I don't have anything against fat chicks and I'm not the slimmest piece of model) who gets a job at some magazine company and is constantly being ridiculed and humiliated then she gets fired. She decides to plot revenge against her ex-boss by - are you ready for it? get this straight - having a complete makeover. She goes under the laser to correct her boobs (WTF?), her nose (Hello, Lady Gaga!), her lips and whatever the hell it is she wants to correct. And she loses weight.
What the serious eff? I'm not being rude, I'm just stumped by how stupid a plot like that can help with anything except make you who you're not supposed to be. It's like having a new face!!! You're not you anymore! WTF is the point in being born as yourself then?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!? Spaz! C and I decided that it's a lousy piece of sh-t book and I'm going to sell it to anyone who wants to read it.
I'm sorry if you like it. I don't.
x
merrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmas!
Merry Christmas, folks! Be safe, eat lots o' turkey and bless y'all! 
Wishing you all peace, love, joy and happiness and wealth and prosperity and everything good in the year to come.
Happy Holidays!!!
Remember to spread the love and joy! Sharing is caring. Giving and taking is essential. Good manners at the table is important. Cheer up if you're snowed in. Santa paid me a visit last night. He said he doesn't appreciate the bitten gingerbread man I left out for him. Sorry, big guy. I did tell you that I wasn't going to wish for Nickolas Don Wheeler this Xmas. 
Love y'all.
x
call your professor if there’s something you missed
1. What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?
Why does it always start with this? STRAWBERRY.
2. Cable or Satellite?
Cable AND satellite.
3. Favorite video game?
I can't remember the title but it's a really cute game where you save chicks or something. And by chicks, I don't mean girls. I mean baby chickens.
4. Do you have to sleep with a fan on at night?
Yes.
5. Your feelings on global warming?
I am utterly powerless and I wish I could do something about it. *Hint: Those who do have the power and time and money, do something!
6. Do you still have a VCR somewhere?
I believe so.
7. Been on a sailboat?
Like the one in George Michael's Careless Whisper video? Nope.
8. Two of your best friends are fighting. Your reaction?
Whatever. Why would I get involved?
10. Beer or Hard Liquor?
ABUSIVE STUFF = B.A.D.
11. Best movie you’ve seen recently?
I can't say.. I haven't watched a decent movie in ages.
12. Would you walk across broken glass for $100?
Eee, no.
13. Your feelings on dolphins?
DON'T EAT THEM!
14. Would you ever rob a bank?
If I were a Jumper, maybe.
15. Do you plan out your day before it begins?
No. What fun is that?
16. What kind of digital camera do you have?
The kind that most people have. What do you have?
17. Can you fall asleep with your eyes open?
I tried. I couldn't. It's HARD.
18. Winter or Summer?
Hot or cold? Hot AND cold.
19. Your ex’s car breaks down and they ask you for a lift. Your response?
Grab a friend and give him a lift. NO funny business. >:|
20. Your feelings on Britney?
Better than Miley!
21. Do you go to the gym regularly?
I guess you could say so.
22. Ever play with model trains?
YES!
23. You’ve just bought a new house. What color will you paint the walls in the living room?
Mellow yellow.
24. Best subject in school?
Anything that doesn't have to do with numbers or science. LANGUAGE!
25. What are your goals for this year?
Be happy.
26. Do you spread false rumors about people just for the hell of it?
WTF? That's not me, that's my friends.
27. Do you consider yourself religious?
For the most part, yes.
28. Internet Explorer or Firefox?
Firefox.
31. Describe the first house you lived in.
HA.HA.HA. No, I simply won't.
32. Do you want to kick someone in the face right now?
Yes, very much. How did you know?
33. Favorite sport to watch?
Golf, what else? Don't tell anyone that I used to have a crush on Sergio Garcia. HAHA.
34. You see someone running around naked in the street. Your reaction?
Let them be. They must be, like, really stressed or something.
35. How much syrup do you put on your waffles and/or pancakes for breakfast?
Tons.
36. Favorite junk food?
Banana fritters. Actually, I like potato chips better.
37. Bottled water. Yes or no?
Why not?
39. Are the files in your computer well organized or all over the place?
Organized.
40. Are there dogs barking in your neighborhood right now?
Only the one downstairs.
41. Where would you most like to be right now?
On holiday.
42. Do you own a sleeping bag?
Yes. It's uber cute.
45. What was the first CD you ever bought?
I have no idea either.
46. Are all infomercials completely pointless?
Almost all. I watched a really dumb one the other day.
48. If money was no object, what car would you drive?
A huge monster truck or a super cute VW.
49. Last 5 played songs in your Itunes playlist?
I hate Mac, I hate Apple. Windows FTW.
Moving on..
When's the last time you ran?
Yesterday. Felt so proud of myself. *tears*
Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
No. I'm preppy.
What are you dreading right now?
*****. Hah. I would like to curse and swear now but I'll hold it in.
Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
Sometimes.
If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
Pretend that I'm not home. After all, it's my home. Unless they called to tell me that they would be over.
Have you ever been on your school's track team?
I kinda hate sports. So yeah.
Did you copy and paste this survey?
OH NO, I TYPED IT WORD BY WORD AND I'M PRACTICALLY DROOLING SARCASM. Who'd be dumb enough to type it all out?
Do you eat raw cookie dough?
I've tried. It tastes like nothing. Don't try it.
Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
I'm not a vandal.
Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
YES.
How do you eat Oreos?
Without the cream. I hate the cream. I love crushing it into vanilla ice cream too.
Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yes. And it wasn't even worth the wait. How foolish!
Could you live without a computer?
If I were born before the technology era, MAYBE.
Do you wear your shoes in the house?
No, it's dirty. Imagine dog poop and vomit all over your floors and bed. HAHAHAHHAA.
At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
Unfortunately, I believe that Santa came down our chimney last year. So I still have faith in Santa. 
How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
Enough.
What do you do when you're sad?
CRY. I think.
Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
My mom.
Last time you saw your best friend?
Last last week.
What jewelry are you wearing?
My bejeweled headphones. NOT. GOTCHA!
Is anyone on your bad side now?
How do most people spell your name?
Wrongly!
Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
I don't think so.
When was the last time you left your house?
Yesterday.
Do you return your cart?
NEVER!!!!!!! Ok, I do.
What noise do you hear?
I hear music. Believe by The All American Rejects.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
No.
What's the last thing you purchased?
A dog bone for the dog.
What brand are your pants right now?
Brand-less goods.
Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
It's FLOODING there. Hope everyone is safe. I feel for you. :[
What irritates you most on the internet?
GAMBLING and those pg18 stuff.
What brand is your digital camera?
A sensible brand.
Do you watch movies with your parents?
Sure.
What song best describes your life right now?
I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan.
Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
MMM, BURBERRY. DIOR. CHANEL. J.LO...
Do you like sushi?
Yes.
Do you go online everyday?
99%.
x
i feel like i can let you go
About You
What color are your roots (hair that is)? Dark.
Do you think of yourself as tall, average or short? I would say between short and average.
What about skinny, average, or overweight? Neither supermodel nor couch potato.
If you had to pick any other hair color, what would you pick? I love my hair color!
Are you married/in a relationship? And if so, tell about them: Nada.
Do you have kids? If so, tell about them: Nil.
Are you allergic to anything? I don't think so.
How old were you when you got your first boyfriend/girlfriend? How old were they? Zilch.
Clothing
Of the clothes you are wearing now, what's your favorite thing you have on? I would say my red Christmas-themed shorts.
Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? I'm the wake-up-and-pick-out-whatever-is-on-top person.
Do you like white socks, colored socks, or mismatched socks better? I love mismatched socks. They're so funky.
What's your favorite type of hat?
I love David's hat here. He's got a pretty nice collection of hats.
Which is harder, dressing for the cold or the heat? Cold, I'd say.
Describe your favorite outfit that you own: I have no favorite. I like all my clothes. If I didn't, I wouldn't be wearing them.
Describe your dream outfit if money was no object: I don't have a dream outfit but I have a dream shoe collection. :O !
Do men look better in jeans and shirt or suits? Mokia, what kind of question is this? LOL. That would so totally depend on the guy.
Do women look better in skirts/dresses or pants? Skirts. I have no idea why I'm choosing skirts but I have this thought playing in my mind.
Gwyneth Paltrow has amazing legs. Have you seen her in those pencil skirts in Ironman? Envious me. 
Do you think little girls (like 6 yrs old) should wear bikinis or one pieces? I used to love my one piece more than my bikini.
Do you think teenage girls should wear bikinis or one pieces?
I love bandeaus. They are so unique and I love the front twist thing.
What's your favorite color to wear? Purple because purple is my fave color.
Food
What was the last thing you ate? Blackcurrant biscuits.
What are you craving right now? Ice cream. And yogurt.
What is one thing you will NOT eat if you had to pick one? Pickles!!!
If you were stuck on a deserted island and you could only bring three food items (that magically regenerated), what would you pick? Baked potatoes, my mom's pasta and curry. Yummmm. This is making my tummy lurch. For real!
Describe what goes in your dream sandwich: Bacon, scrambled eggs, mayo, cucumbers, lettuce, Spam luncheon meat, Thousand Island sauce (?!), tuna, onions, mustard and cheeeeeeese! And a peanut butter sandwich on its own. I know, I'm greedy.
Favorite ice cream flavor and toppings? I don't like toppings but I love any kind of strawberry ice cream. Strawberry cheesecake ice cream to die for!! Cookies and cream come up second in the line.
If you had to order pizza right now, what would you order on it? Pepperoni, tons of cheese, olives and more cheese.
What was the first thing you learned to cook? Instant noodles. Does that count?!
The most recent? *scratches head* Can't remember.
Media
What was the last movie you saw in theaters? What was it's genre? Transformers 2. Action, adventure, sci fi.
What actor/actress do you think is hot? Ahah! I'm just going to hold on to this bit of information for a while.
What actor/actress annoys the crap outta you? Miley Cyrus and Vanessa Hudgens. Teenyboppers.
What movie(s) are you looking forward to seeing the most? Ironically, I made two posts about the movies I'm looking forward to seeing.
Do you prefer watching movies alone, with your significant other, with friends, or with the whole family? My family. They are so fun to watch movies with.
Favorite genre? Action. Romance. (:
Favorite movie food (popcorn, nachos, etc)? Caramel popcorn, of course.
If you were an actor/actress, what kind of movies would you want to do? Versatile ones like Johnny Depp. That'd be so awesome.
Favorite movie of all time? Titanic. Nah, just joking. Too many favorites ! I'm a movie bug.
Favorite kids movies? Aladdin. Haha. I don't know.
Favorite TV show, currently on new episodes? None at the moment. Wish it was True Blood without the explicit stuff. I know, I know.
Favorite TV show that's on reruns? CSI:NY and CSI:Miami.
Favorite TV show that's over? Beastmaster. That guy was hot.
Do you watch anime? If so name your favorite movie and show: I've only watched Ranma 1/2. Best anime ever.
Do you read comic books or manga? If so, what's your favorite? Not really into the crazy Japanese hobby.
Favorite superhero or hero from tv/movie/comic book/whatever? Val Kilmer as Batman. Brandon Routh as Superman. Tobey Maguire as Spiderman. Robert Downey Jr. as Ironman. Edward Norton as The Incredible Hulk. And blah,blah,blah, I can't recall.
Favorite villian from tv/movie/comic book/whatever? V from V for Vendetta. Was he a villian in the first place?
Favorite Disney princess? Princess Jasmine.
Do you like to read books? If so who is your favorite author and series/book? I LOVE READING. I love The Twilight Saga. Haha, gotcha over there. No, I like the Inkheart series.
Animals
Do you have any pets? Is so, tell about them: I wish I had a German Shepherd. Or a Doberman. Preferably a big dog.
If you had the power to tame any animal and keep it as a pet, what would you choose? Tigers. They are so adorable.
Would you rather be someone's pet or a wild animal? Um, no?!?!
Do you have any pet allergies? Not that I know of.
What's your least favorite type of animal (bugs don't count)? Chihuahuas.
If you were a were-animal (like a werewolf) what would you be? Werewolf.
Favorite mythical creature? Greek Gods. (:
xxx
Mokia, I love your meme.
Jeff, is yours coming up anytime soon?
xxx
boy, don’t try to front, i know..
A survey just because I feel like it.
1. What color is your toothbrush?
Pink ! I always take the pink/purple.
2. Name one person who made you smile today.
Nick Wheelerrr. With the new video which I watched. He's hawt. Nuff said.
3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
Complaining how hot the weather is today.
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Nursing a violent upset stomach. Must've been yogurt.
5. What is your favorite candy bar?
Mmm.. I don't like candy that much. I prefer chocolateee !
6. Have you ever been to a str/p club?
.... Nah.
7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
They should just rot in hell?
8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
OH, OH ! STRAWBERRY FO SHIZZLE ! Cookies and cream after that. Yummy stuff. I need the Baskin Robbins NOW !
9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Oh, um, chicken soupie.
10. Do you like your wallet?
My wallet is hip and awesome ! It's like those red indian moccasin kinds with the brown tassels. Uh-huh, ya got that.
11. What was the last thing you ate?
Yogurt which all went back out. Being super duper obscene here but whatev.
12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
I wish. Oh, speaking of clothing. I sketched out a thought. A wedding gown which popped into my head during Chemistry or somefink. Preeetty lovely. (: I know, it just comes to my mind.
13. The last sporting event you watched?
Um... was it golf?
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
Definitely the sweetest kind - Caramel.
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to?
Outta battery, try again tomorrow.
16. Ever gone camping?
Um, no. Err.. ew?
17. Do you take vitamins daily?
Going to. Now that the SARS thingy is back. God, save us.
18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
Not applicable.
19. Do you have a tan?
Like those models in Brazil? I wish.
20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?
YES ! One, because the pizza is so oily, it makes me have an upset tummy. Two, because Chinese food is sometimes better. (:
21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Naturally, naturally.
22. What did your last text message say?
To prevent data loss, please charge your battery. =)
23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Don't even ask. I don't even know what to do with everyday. I don't like everyday, only the holidays.
24. WHERE IS 24?!?
KIEFER SUTHERLAND ! KIEFER SUTHERLAND ! RONAN KEATING ! DAVID BECKHAM ! JESSE ! Hee! (:
25. Look to your left, what do you see?
My little mount of diaries.
26. What color & make is your watch?
Sleek black Swisssss.
27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
SHEEP AND HUGH JACKMAN AND *** AND BORING AND BROWN.
28. What is your birthstone?
Topaz.
29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Oh, this. Dad likes to go in so that we get free refills but I prefer to just get the drive thru then go home and eat in front of the TV.
30. What is your favorite number?
7, d'oh.
31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Some dude. Wrong number fella.
32. Any plans today?
Grr. Just thinking of it makes my blood boil.
33. How many states/provinces/countries have you lived in?
34. Biggest annoyance right now?
Uncountable number of annoyances. Among are: my tummyache, the fact that I'd rather be elsewhere and homework. What else is new?
35. Last song listened to?
I Melt - Rascal Flatts.
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
You know, I find myself slow in that kind of thing. Those are the things that I grasp slower than others, I think. Or maybe I've just never tried?
37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
NO HARD LABOR!
38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
I don't have a favorite that I wear ALL THE TIME because it will wear out. ): But currently I love my shiny colorful but pink flats which lace up my ankles. <3 Love, love.
39. Are you jealous of anyone?
Um...
40. Is anyone jealous of you?
Oh hell yeah. You should see their faces.
41. Do you love anyone?
Aww, of course. Apart from my family, I love Sebastien, David and Nick and etc. You know the whole gang.
42. Do any of your friends have children?
Friends? I believe... that I do not know. :O
43. What do you usually do during the day?
Good question. I would like to say: EAT AND SLEEP but I can't.
44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
DEFINITELY. :[
45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Hello. Yes, I do. I do use it. But not as much as, "Good morning" even when it's not morning anymore. David has this adorable way of saying it and I'm learning to perfect it.
46. What color is your car?
Oh, PURPLE. No.. it's not. Wait, do I drive?
47. Do you like cats?
MEOW! I like meowing at them but I'm not sure if I like them.
48. Are you thinking about someone right now?
Thinking of you.
49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
Tasmanian Devil. Wawawiwa.
50. How did you get your worst scar?
Pardon me?
how deep our love could be
I hate Sundays!!!!!
Have I made my point clear enough?
I swallow past my bitterness and anger.
I hate that feeling but you always make me burn with hatred.
I've kinda had enough. I can't wait for sch*.
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
xxx
I like Without You by Hinder. I don't care.
I tried listening to the other songs on the album but nearly ended up with a headache. Ohwell.
xxx
"Can we have more Paul Walker?" - quote of the day.
It actually began with me asking my mom for more cold water but Cheez turned 'cold water' into 'Paul Walker'.
Rhymes, doesn't it?
xxx
It's a bleeding hot day, I feel like dying.
You know, on hot days, you can hardly sleep and the air conditioner feels like it's not working?!
Yeah, you know.
xxx
I love the boys.
- A.J
- Brian
- Nick
- Howie
- Kevin ! Would I forget him?
KTBPA !
Keep The Backstreet Pride Alive!
Of course we will. Boy bands are not gay, they're so much better than what they have out there now.
Now they have their own BACKSTREETBOYS MySpace, Twitter, Facebook and blog. So hip now! I'm so glad. We used to wonder why they didn't Tweet or make a Myspace.
WTF, I wasn't in-touch with their news until yesterday. I'll make it a point to keep checking on their news.
Love you guys to bits. (:
xxx
Listening to The Way I Loved You by Taylor Swift.
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
[Chorus]
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother, talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable
[Chorus]
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating, intoxicating, complicated
Got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
Whoa, whoa, oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
xxx
- PAUL! (: OW, SEXY !
Yummy biscuits.
xxx
Oh, oh.
The Wind Blows video.
I don't think I'll like it. Why? Because Tyson and that gHURL. OMG. I don't like it. It's too sappy. I know I said that I like sappy romantic movies but not videos. It ruins the song. That wasn't what I imagined in my head, not a romance then at the BEACH?
Shiz.
I thought something more like a break up?!?!
But Nick WHEELER is hot. And I guess that's all that matters.
Only a week more..
xxx
Love, love.
and maybe you plain don’t care
Let me summarize my entire week in one word:
Basketball.
It's officially one of my favorite sports.
I'm like so, so, so totally bananas over this game. It's addiction, baby.
xxx
Seb's girlfriend. Fork.
xxx
Boys Like Girls.
Well, I certainly hope so. (:
Boys Like Girls - Thunder AOL sessions.
Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer.
xxx
Where's David?
xxx
Bring on the rain indeed.
A roll of thunder just clapped.
don’t tell anyone or you’ll just be another regret
Just had a wonderful meal. Mom's lovely cooking. "Whatever tastes good after you look at something good." - quote Cheez.
We just finished watching some AAR "vlogs" but they don't make enough and Youtube is an idiot to stop us from watching. Isn't it like world wide? Lame. Mom would love to watch some because someone looks very handsome. For her. Shh! Don't tell anyone this, okay?
Mom just told us not to listen to druggie addict songs. Listening to Damn Girl. 
Nothing much to say except the weather is heaven in the evenings but it totally destroys our aircon. The mornings are always sunny and humid. We need to walk with umbrellas everywhere. The lightning is.. man. Amazing! I looked at it yesterday. So beautiful. Now the weather sucks because there ain't no oxygen flyin' 'round.
I'm talking lots of crap today so just ignore me. I'm spamming the Twitter and being unreasonably friendly to my "friends". [: Just blasted Move Along at the volume of 100. Sounds like a science fact. Haha. Mom and Taco can hardly understand what I'm blabbing about. It's a monthly thing. [:
This feels kinda short. But it'll look long on the page itself. xD Told ya. Since Mom banned us from posting heavenly pictures.. *sigh*
Rejects TV. Haha!! I hope, wish, pray, long for our guitar practice to improve in the future but someone is making me lose inspiration. ],: Not someone but something. Don't know what. Retardness. Maybe it's Nick. I would be shrugging when I say that. Two more days until the devil's teachin' day.
it’s all gone what’s left for you
I.. could've died of boredom.
Nearly four hours of nothingness.
I shall update this later. I'm going out soon.
xxx
And I am back, Jack.
After a couple of hours.
I spent an hour at extra classes, doing the math. Oh, math. How I love thee till the end of time. It's a love-hate relationship between me and the math. Sometimes we go against each other but it's usually me who ends up leaving Math to rot while I frustrate myself over what I can't figure out.
I think I'm a pretty good writer compared to the others. I'm not being big-headed or anything but I just feel that I open myself up to more creative stuff. Creative writing is.. comfortable. Comfortable in the sense where I can pretty much write about anything I like whereas normal factual essays concern thinking in a levelheaded way. And I am not one to be tied down to straight and strict truths.
Please, let me be a good girl so that I can convince my daddy on something. ;] Hee. I am a good girl, only a bit rebellious and tactless at times.
I say what I like but sometimes those words just never cross my mind twice through the 'spellchecker' in my brain before it tumbles right outta my mouth and into someone's face. Then my words hurt or insult them. And they don't know that I don't mean it. How can I take back words? There's no taking them back. It's like throwing a bead into the sea. It'll be lost soon enough, never to be retrieved again. That's.. bad.
Have I mentioned that I loooove corny romance movies which make you tear or swoon at all the right parts? Where are those corny films when you need them on a boring Tuesday like this?
Somebody's being a tad emo. (: If you think it's you, it's not. If you really think it's you, it is you then.
Maybe I didn't know how to show it and maybe I didn't know what to say.
Uh-huh.
Well, a little dose of AAR just might cheer you up, love. You never seemed so tense, love. <3 Muahaha.
xxx
360 words only? Not satisfactory.
The patter of rain of the windscreen and the streaks of white lightning gives you a thrill sometimes, doesn't it?
Currently listening to: Forever and Always by Taylor Swift.
Oh, oh! Loudspeaker sang this line JUST LIKE KRIS FARROW except she's a girl. "Romeo, take me somewhere we belong." HAHAHAHAHA. Me and Cheez had a good laugh over ice cream.
"Good times, good times." said Sebastien Lefebvre, my soul purpose of living.
If I could tattoo tiny red hearts around his name here, I swear I'd be doing just that. (:
Nickolas Don Wheeler has been graffitied childishly into my spiral bound notebook. Just like a lovesick teenager. At least, I'm not planning on doing the whole 'Mrs Wheeler' thing though Cheez thinks I will.
Pretty much what it looks like in my book.
Yeah, were you thinking of me? I like to say it as, "You, were you thinking of me." (: Sounds almost the same when you drag out the 'you' like David does in his adorable French Canadian accent.
Katy and that Josh Groban fella..? Oh.My.God. Travis, come back. Haha. Okay. Whatever. I don't think I have a say in her love life. Love is, after all, pretty blind. So I wish her all the best with the new 'cute' guy.
I'm feeling very inspired today. Must be the whole LOVE thing. <3
I am talking to the girlfriend now. She told me that she flunked a subject. Heh. :/
LinkedIn, anyone?
Oh, by the way.. THE COMMENT BOXES ARE NOW FUNCTIONAL AND HAVE BEEN GIVEN THE GREEN LIGHT TO USE. Do, drop a comment.
-It's true, it's better when I bleed for you-
xxx
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