you’re beautiful, it’s true

It seems like the journey to the end of the rainbow where the pot of gold is taking forever.
I can't wait till I finally see the end. I hope it'll be soon.
x
As you all might have noticed (for those who actually still read this), I've been really busy. I've been piled with homework and nothing else. I'll probably be free the next few weeks so wait for more posts.
These are the few things that summarize my week.


















Ugh, so overrated.
Happy Saturday!
See you folks.
x
even when you’re gone and far away

Taco.
What has happened to the fun between Taco and me? I miss those silly, childish card games we play. I miss staying up late. I miss getting shocks from seeing pictures I don't want to see. I miss laughing stupidly at my screen. I miss hearing all those ridiculous untrue things you say about me. I miss the challenges you challenge me to do. I miss trying to ignore your display picture. I miss IM-ing you French lyrics. I miss reading your wordy posts. I miss talking about Nick Wheeler everything with you. I miss 2009 and freedom.
2010, what have you done?
We have hardly anything to talk about when we're together in a crowd of friends.
We have been so busy that we can't even do much things together. We have our own thing to stress about and all we get to do together is playing games so we can completely forget about everything.
Holidays, I need you. Badly.
x
I press my headphones closer to my ears so your voice is closer to me.
throwing pebbles, screaming i’m in love with you
Guess who turns twenty-eight today?

That's right.
Adam Lambert!
Happy Birthday, Adam! Have a good one.
We, the fans, love you for being the amazing singer you are! (Though, I wish you wouldn't wear so much guyliner or go for manicures.)
x
Top ten tomorrow.. I think.
We-ell, I guess that's all. I guess I just wanted to wish Adam Lambert a happy birthday since I usually do, to other celebrities/singers/band members.
Later.
you took my heart away

Ooooh, baaaa! Said the little green men in Toy Story.
I kind of hate cupcakes but I like looking at them. Purple cupcakes are idealistic.
Okay, to cut to the chase, we haven't been blogging much because we've been busy, busy, busy! Really busy, I feel like flying off to another planet to take a breather. *exhales!
Sunday, I have never liked you much.
I left my heart homework on the dancefloor (so that people will step all over it and eventually it'll shred to pieces). HAHA. I'm a genius!
x

I'm having a karaoke session at home now. Saturday night, y'all.











She's gorgeous.


Guess whose? You got that right. Mine.

He is not frigging JUS*** BIE***.



I want and need a purse, preferably a Marc Jacobs one. (:









Basically, all my thoughts since I stopped blogging. Sufficient enough to keep you satiated for another week, I hope.
XOXO.
i apologize for acting tough

Now you can officially say that I like Adam Brody somewhat.
Watched Jennifer's Body and found it enjoyable if not somewhat laughable. It wasn't as bad as everyone described it and Megan Fox didn't deserve the Worst Actress of 2009. Kristen Stewart did. At least Megan Fox can manage to look pretty without even trying. Kristen, on the other hand, has no talent and no, um, uh, can we even call it attractiveness?

Nice smile... NOT.

She beats you any day, Kristen. At least some people didn't get voted as Sexiest Woman Alive or Top 100 Most Beautiful People just because they acted in a stupid teenage vampire movie.
Anywaaaays, back to Adam Brody. He's the supposed lead singer of the band Low Shoulder in the movie and dang, I have a thing for guys with eyeliner. Okay, some guys... LOL! I love the song they play repeatedly throughout the entire movie. It's called Through The Trees and I listen to it whenever I feel crappy... which is like almost every day.
x

C asked me to post this for her so here it is. In the flesh. I mean, on the screen.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !
x
Happy New Year again!
I'm late. Yes, I know.
Sorry about that. A new year means new things to plan and organize. Been slightly busy with this and that but I'm here now. To blog... about New Year's day and whatnot.
First off,

May this year bring you joy, happiness, wealth, prosperity, good health, whatever whatever. All good things, that is. It's time to step out of 2009 and in to 2010. However crappy 2010 may turn out to be, remember that there's always next year. And by the way, I strongly disapprove of the people who keep insisting that the world will end in 2012. If it ends in 2012, so be it. Stop depressing everyone by saying that we'll be gone in 2 years time.
Anyways, 2010, here I come. The first two days of this new year have already proved to be... quite normal. I don't think I'll be saying that next week. I'll probably be busy, busy, busy but fear not, for I shall not forget thee, dear blog. Har har. Shakespeare, I am not. Forget my pathetic attempt at talking medieval language.
I don't have many resolutions this year but I found this and thought it summed up a few of my plans:

Yes. And to add to the list:
- Smile more.
- Try not to curse and swear too much.
- Try to actually finish my assignments on time.
- Give my dog more attention so that he won't be so deprived and won't feel the need to run away like a silly mutt. Okay, that was unkind. I take that back...
- Tolerate more nonsense from people I hate dislike.
- Uh... do something useful with my life.
- Try not to wish for the year to end quickly seeing as it's hardly been two days since the new year.
- Complain less.
And yeah, that about sums up what I plan to do this year.
What do you plan to do?
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We watched the fireworks display from the usual rooftop this year and it was amazing though I don't think it was anything great compared to all the other ones I saw on CNN. LOL. The grass on the other side always looks greener, I guess.

This is not the real picture. I just nipped it from Bing images.
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And... apart from New Year's day, nothing much has been going on. Same old, same old.
I've been invited to a friend's birthday barbecue party. I'm wondering if I should go. I feel awkward at social events. I mean, I'm not unsociable... I just don't fit in because I'm not like everybody else. And I hate buying birthday presents for people because it's a hassle. I must sound pretty mean but seriously though, birthday parties and buying birthday presents are not fun things to do.
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Oh, by the way,

I went grocery shopping with my mom on New Year's Eve.


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School's gonna suck. Oh well. Nothing new there.
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That's probably it from me today or is it tomorrow already? Ah well.
Love and peace, T.
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Happy New Year!
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Happy New Year!
To our family, friends and readers!
It's been a great year so far and I'm hoping next year will be better. In 2009, we went to rock concerts, met our favorite band, expanded our taste in music, went for a really nice holiday, made new friends, had our ups and downs, blogged for charity, met other great bloggers, got ourselves an adorable puppy and Tweeted a lot.
I'm hoping next year we'll have more Twitter followers and receive more comments and meet more friends. More concerts, more great people, more world peace, more happiness, more blogathons and more posts.
Sorry if some of our posts ever insulted you because we like speaking freely and we speak generally. It's not aimed at fans or lovers or whatever. Do not take it personally, okay?
Thanks for reading, commenting, supporting and befriending us!
Have a great night of fireworks and drive safely. Hug your loved ones and wish them a happy new year.
Happy 2010 and New Year!
We love you, guys.
tryna erase you from my mind
If you've been reading our Tweets, I said: We often give advice without listening to ourselves.
I actually noticed how true that was one day and I've started thinking before giving advice. Most of the time. I have to listen to myself first if not, how am I going to advise people? Hypocrite would be a meaner word, actually but I'm not using it. For example, we tell them, "You expect an old man to change his ways? He won't." And there we are, expecting change we'll never see.
And by the way, have you noticed that you get hungrier when you're eating unhappily??? I don't know. I think it's true. My new philosophy which I should be given credit to. It's like when I'm at home, I get hungry a few hours after dinner. When I'm on vacation, I'm okay even waaaay after an early dinner. I can stay up till past midnight and not have to look around for a snack. When I come back from holiday, I get hungry again. What do you say? Is it psychological because I swear I've never thought about it till today.
We all have to find our release point. We have to know what helps us feel better. Some people cry all day then they get okay after that. Some people scribble everything into their diaries. Some people scream it all out at no one. Then there's me. I don't know if anybody does this but I write my sad and frustrated and angry parts into my stories. I make put my characters in my shoes. It might not be exactly the way I feel or the way it happened but the gist is there and that's enough for me. I can write a whole lot of bullshit but when I come to the emotional part, you know it's me, writing from my burdened soul. (Man, I sound like some emo poet.)
There's no point in pretending something that made us sad or angry didn't happen. It'll only make us nuts. No, seriously, can we all stop acting like nothing happened then later give an outburst and everything pours out? Yeah, that sucks and I honestly don't know why I would give a shit about that.
When I get my first decent paycheck, I'm going to keep half of it to send some people off to stress therapy. They need it. Most of us who live in the city need it. Please don't drive yourself up the walls. No one can help you if you do. No one can help you even if they want to.
And lastly, I can't take everyone's burden and also I'm not the type to walk away from someone when they're venting out anger, frustration, misery, whatever the F they vent. I will listen and I would love to lend an ear to you but sometimes when it gets to the point when my ears want to bleed, I feel like hurling myself at a wall. Where's that person who will take my burden when the world comes down??? *heaves a huge sigh which you will probably hear even from the furthest corner of the earth*
P.S: This is NOT about you. Will everyone just read it as advice? Thanks.
x
By the way, has anyone read The Making of Mia?!?!?
It's the lousiest piece of crap I've ever read in my entire life. It's about some fat chick (I don't have anything against fat chicks and I'm not the slimmest piece of model) who gets a job at some magazine company and is constantly being ridiculed and humiliated then she gets fired. She decides to plot revenge against her ex-boss by - are you ready for it? get this straight - having a complete makeover. She goes under the laser to correct her boobs (WTF?), her nose (Hello, Lady Gaga!), her lips and whatever the hell it is she wants to correct. And she loses weight.
What the serious eff? I'm not being rude, I'm just stumped by how stupid a plot like that can help with anything except make you who you're not supposed to be. It's like having a new face!!! You're not you anymore! WTF is the point in being born as yourself then?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!? Spaz! C and I decided that it's a lousy piece of sh-t book and I'm going to sell it to anyone who wants to read it.
I'm sorry if you like it. I don't.
x
merrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmasmerrychristmas!
Merry Christmas, folks! Be safe, eat lots o' turkey and bless y'all!

Wishing you all peace, love, joy and happiness and wealth and prosperity and everything good in the year to come.
Happy Holidays!!!
Remember to spread the love and joy! Sharing is caring. Giving and taking is essential. Good manners at the table is important. Cheer up if you're snowed in. Santa paid me a visit last night. He said he doesn't appreciate the bitten gingerbread man I left out for him. Sorry, big guy. I did tell you that I wasn't going to wish for Nickolas Don Wheeler this Xmas. 
Love y'all.
x
Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas from the Spuddybuddies!
We're trying to save the environment this year, so I decided to make a Christmas tree using the computer.
Most of you have Christmas trees at home and I've seen many of the tree pictures on Twitter. They're all very beautiful, but only because you've done a great job decorating it!
Oh, don't forget to hang up your stockings. I heard you can track Santa Claus online this year!
Hopefully my stocking will be able to fit a computer, a pair of headphones, an MP3, happiness, good friends, albums, a bag, the cute raccoon keychain I saw at the shopping mall today, a huge teddy bear, a Gibson acoustic guitar, a Takamine guitar, two tickets to catch a movie (preferably Alvin & the Chipmunks 2) with my friend, a ticket out of here, more cute bracelets, a Chihuahua, a Labrador, a Siberian Husky, a German Shepherd, Gaz, Captain Price, Soap MacTavish, Corporal Dunn, Maroon 5, One Republic, The All-American Rejects, Simple Plan, Cobra Starship, Backstreet Boys, Adam Lambert, Weezer, Boys Like Girls, Linkin Park, Katy Perry, Jesse McCartney -
Wait.
What?
No way. I'm not asking for that much on Christmas. I'm just kidding. I just want a hug and some smiles this Christmas. That's all, really. That would totally make my day. So just hug your family and smile at whoever. Christmas is supposed to be a happy day.
Well, go celebrate and have fun.
It's Christmas, anyway.
we’ve run out of words, we’ve run out of time

Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare 2 (a.k.a COD6)
Realistic graphics and effects, gorgeous characters and personalities, exciting action and thrill, makes Call Of Duty 6 an extremely enjoyable and excellent game. What else could anyone ask for?

Riot shields
The effects are unbelievable. The sandstorm, the blizzard, the rain. It's as if you're living the game. What the player has to do - riding snowmobiles, driving boats and cars, controlling machine guns, using heartbeat sensors, climbing ice mountains, protecting civilians, using riot shields, going underwater, saving hostages - is just crazily amazing.
I'm so glad Sergeant "Soap" MacTavish returns as Captain MacTavish, but as a non-playable character. I am definitely not disappointed with the way he looks because I never imagined him as anything while controlling him in Call Of Duty 4. I mean, he is a really hot cool captain. Check out his haircut! He's got the half mohawk hairstyle going on, like David Beckham. Imagine the young newbie he was in COD4, having Captain Price and Gaz as his mentors. In COD6, he's the role-model! He can even pick himself up when he falls down, unlike the times when he fell down in COD4. That's how professional he is in COD6. Oh, don't be disappointed, he becomes the played character in the last three missions.

Captain "Soap" MacTavish
And Captain Price? He's like the coolest captain since COD4. He was pretty intimidating in the first game but he's warmed up to Soap a lot in Modern Warfare 2. I totally forgot about him since I paid too much attention to the game. When he appeared, I was so excited, the brother was like
. Oops, my bad. He is still the awesome, caring captain with smart words. He's as professional as his Captain MacMillan and Soap is as professional as Captain Price. I love how Soap respects him so much. It's so nice and so good to see them going on missions together again.
I miss Gaz from COD4, but I guess "Ghost" replaces him, since they're both voiced by the same person. Sadly, "Ghost" died along with Gary "Roach" Sanderson (Playable character throughout most of the game, Soap is his superior officer and mentor) after General Shepherd betrayed them. Damn, just as I was beginning to like Roach.
In the eastern coast, the soldiers there aren't that bad too. Sergeant Foley is a really strict guy. Don't blame him, he's the squad leader. There's Corporal Dunn in the squad too. According to someone, he's good-looking. I wonder if it's the stubs on his jaw or his boyish face.
I love the happy ending of popping sparks on the roof. It made me happy because it is a happy ending anyway.

Vladimir Makarov
Makarov is the main baddie of the game, but later on, he tells Captain Price the location of General Shepherd, the traitor. But Makarov shot down Joseph Allen, the Ranger (playable character for first few missions). There's no denying he has the bad guy look.
Then, there are witty and sarcastic conversations between the soldiers. I love listening to those. They make me smile and laugh. Told you the game isn't only about shooting people and violence. There are important moral values like teamwork, friendship and taking initiative. That's what I love.
Oh, did I mention how much I love the guns in Modern Warfare 2? The machine guns are awesome! I love the M240 Heartbeat (first mission with Soap)! It's so cool. I can't even remember what the other guns are called. But they're all really nice.

"Cliffhanger"
The last mission was... painful. Soap is badly hurt after the fall and General Shepherd stabs him in the chest. Captain Price comes at the right time, like the typical hero he is, and has a fist fight with Shepherd. God, imagine the pain when Soap tried to pull out the knife from his chest. Yeah, the player has to do it. After (SPOILER!) Shepherd is dead, Captain Price gets up to help the half-conscious Soap. Nikolai (Russian ally from COD4) comes in a helicopter and helps Soap and the limping Captain Price. It ends abruptly.
Modern Warfare 3? Definitely. No story can end like that.
I love the bonus mission. Press the red button on the desk in the museum and you'll get a really nice surprise. Oh, remember to grab a proper gun before doing that or you'll regret it.
I don't think I'll get sick of playing this game. I played it twice on the same day and I still want to play it again! 9.5/10 rating for this game. Highly recommended!
Modern Warfare 3, I'm waiting.
Infinity Ward/Activision games are ingenious and I love them.




