baby you’re beautiful, there’s nothing wrong with you
Today's confession: I'm in love with Adam Lambert's songs.
The man himself.
Whataya Want From Me is our vacation song. How cool is that? Love that song. And his live performance is real.
And I've discovered that Aftermath is a pretty good song too. Yay, Adam!
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Officially off tour. New record please. I hope they make more good music because they're real good. Toad said on their Twitter that they'll be back on tour sooner than we all think. Toad... just how soon is soon? We don't mind the wait for a new album, really.
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I watched Lady Gaga's Bad Romance video.
Now what do I think of it...?
Hmm.. over dramatized, as usual. Costumes, main idea and all.
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And aside from music that I listen to, I watched a Demi Lovato music video on TV today and my mom was absolutely disgusted with her screaming that people call singing. And what's with all the red lipstick? How old is she anyway? 35?
I also watched Party in the USA. It was striptease-worthy and I bet her daddy's way proud of her. I'm no fan of Miley at all. Well, make that all the Disney singers. A batch of screaming youngsters is just what we need in this generation. Way to go, Disney. Why can't we have more people like Debbie Gibson and Mandy Moore and Sara Bareilles?
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You must be wondering where we've been these few days. Well, we've been having a good time, that's for sure. Now we're back.
Or more precisely, I am back.
I haven't written anything worthy lately and somebody's been egging me to. So here it is. My worthy post of pictures and random captions because I'm sooooo interesting (note sarcasm). I don't really know what to say except for Christmas is around the corner and there's nothing to suggest the spirit of joy because moods have been dampened by stupid relatives who make life hard for others.
You know what? If life didn't have any boundaries or law, I would totally stand up, throw down my napkin and just tell any jerk in their faces to eff off. People can only take so much and if you're making life hard for everybody, someone needs to tell you that we're not your stepping stones and we don't do shoe-shining like Charlie Bucket in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
Weddings nowadays are just businesses for couples to earn profit from. How nice it must be to rip people off and drain their wallets dry while you celebrate your marriage and expect people to shower you with cold hard cash and gifts. Killing two birds with one stone?
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I hate being the only one who listens and cares. I'm not Superman. I can't swallow all of it down and I know it's hard for them too but it's always me the people run to whenever they have something to complain or shed tears about. I care and I want to listen and I want to help you but a triple dose of it everyday just makes me wish I was elsewhere.
And then there are people who are so wrapped in their own business and oblivious to the real world and the harsh truth of life. They just live life as if nothing is happening because they don't care and it doesn't concern them in any way. Go on, blast music, continue spending money like water, continue eating like there's no tomorrow, slice your wrists when you do realize that there is pain in this world, throw hissy fits when nothing pleases you, sulk in the corner, wait for someone to feed you with a silver spoon, ignore us. When you step out into the real world, you won't have a chance.
What do I care?
No one ever said life would be easy.
Where are those headphones when I need them???
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I'm no cynic, no, I got a heart of gold.
This line speaks the truth and only the truth about my personality.
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I bought new flip flops. Ya can't beat that.
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Woot. 900 posts in 1 year and two months. Something to celebrate about?
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I WANT TO WATCH SHERLOCK HOLMES!!!!!!!!!! 
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add on, that I’m a coward
My blogging momentum has been swayed by the sweet temptation of books.
Yes. Another one of Susan Elizabeth Phillips's brilliant work of art. I honestly love her books and the Chicago Stars series even though the plots are almost similar. Somehow she always manages to write honest pieces of work which are believable and totally sweet. We even think along the same lines except she has actually written and published them out.
I love this book - Nobody's Baby But Mine. Dr Jane Darlington and Calvin Bonner. I love their smart-mouthed arguments and how Jane gets along so well with Annie. Not gonna spoil the story so I'm not going to do a full review but basically it's about Jane, who is a genius and a physicist, tricking Cal, the dumb jock, so that she can have a baby with a normal IQ without him knowing. When Cal, whom Jane assumed was stupid because of his pretty but supposedly dumb looks, finds out what she did, he becomes pissed and.. La-la-la. Go read the story yourself. 
If any of you have read this, don't you think that Kevin Tucker is a cutie? I do. 
The second one I'm done with is Match Me If You Can. Heath Champion (Heath D. Campione) and Annabelle Granger. Annabelle, if you read Natural Born Charmer, is Dean's best friend and this is the book where they first meet. Again, an amazing book. Very touching and full of emotion.
Heath (a.k.a The Python) is a sports agent and Annabelle is a matchmaker. She's been known to fail everything she does and her family do their best to convince her that she's a failure and she's better off becoming an accountant. Heath is 34 and looking for a wife. He has already hired a matchmaker, Portia Powers, to help him find a wife but does his best friend's wife, Molly a favor by seeing her friend who is also a matchmaker. That matchmaker would be Annabelle. And there begins the story of lots of ups and downs and convincing and heartache and also happiness. Read it if you want to know Heath's real name.
Have I mentioned that I think Pippi Tucker is really cute?
Although these two books have been incredibly wonderful and I had lots of Laugh-Out-Loud moments to myself, I still prefer Natural Born Charmer. Read my review on the main characters and whatnot. When I read what I wrote a few months back, I wonder where I found all those words.
Dean Robillard and Blue Bailey appeal more to me because: 1. Dean is cooler than the rest. 2. Blue is cute and fragile and her disastrous fashion is hilarious. 3. The story feels.. personal. 4. The house is Nobody's Baby But Mine sounds creepy. 5. The Portia and Bodie parts in Match Me If You Can don't raise any interest in me. Yeah..that's it.
I'm starting on This Heart of Mine which is Kevin Tucker's story but it's irritating me for some reason. I think one of the reasons is because her name is Molly Somerville. The name Molly brings up an image of a plain woman in my mind and that's not catchy at all. I don't know what made me relate that to the name but it's there. Another reason is because the story is almost the same as Nobody's Baby But Mine. I think I need something to drift the similarities apart and that something is taking a break from this book and reading something else. And.. Molly is Phoebe Calebow's sister and Phoebe does have her bitchy moments in Match Me If You Can.
I'm now getting an itchy obsession for somebody to draw Dean and Blue out on paper so that I can 'see' them. But I can't draw and people won't know how I'm imagining them in my head. The pain of not being an artist.
Oh, I just remembered that I didn't write about Heaven, Texas. Sweet old Gracie Snow and country bad boy Bobby Tom Denton. I didn't really read the whole thing because my eyes blurred after a while and I didn't pick it up after that. From what I've read, the shy, plain Gracie manages to grab the football star's attention and all I've got to say to beautiful girls is, "Plain but nice chicks are magnets too."
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Parlez vouz francais.
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Listening to Backstreet Boys - Masquerade. It sounds a bit like 3Oh!3's Starstrukk, I almost expect the Boys to whistle Whoohoo! :/
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I changed my mind. I want a Dean Robillard of my own !! 
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i wish that i could turn this car around
What's for lunch?
Subway is my oxygen.
So delicious, subwaylicious.
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I want a
Teacup Chihuahua.
Preferably a white, short-haired one.
With half-folded ears.
Apple headed Chihuahuas.
Such a cute name for pretty little things like that.
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Labradors can be so adorable.
I heard they're easy to train and smart.
Definitely smarter than
cutie Beagles.
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I wish I could
erase those thoughts and delete that post.
But it's too
late to do that.
Don't ask what because the only answer I can come up with is
Uhm..
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There you have it.
A random post about nothing and everything.
hope is such a waste
"Let me pour out my deepest, darkest secrets: The way I am read from the outside never fails to get me into trouble."
No one knows I never meant to.
No one knows I didn't want to.
No one knows I must.
No one knows that I don't mean what I say.
No one knows I was just joking.
No one knows when I'm serious.
No one knows why I'm crying.
No one knows the limit of my patience.
No one knows that I care.
No one knows and this is the way I'll be read forever because I can't change who I am.
Nobody can truly change.
You were born to be.
I am born to be misread.
I was never born to rule.
I am not emo and never will be.
Slashing wrists and taking pills were never my thing up till now.
I forgive you for misunderstanding.
I forgive you for putting me in my place.
I will now accept it and from now on, speak when spoken to.
Because I am misread. -J
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I make the grand exit, flouncing away as if the world needed me.
I turned but found no one following after me, just vacant and repulsive stares.
I guess I deserved it. -J
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I cannot apologize for the other things I said but I apologize for all the anger you deserved to lash out at me. -J
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This guy is good.
Too bad no one gives poets much credit until they're dead.
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To summarize how I feel,
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Thank you for showing me all that you've seen. The ride was enjoyable. Now can I please step out? I'm suffocating. Thanks loads.
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feels just like i don’t try
Someone get me a guitar.
He doesn't deserve another. I mean, you can't even call him an amateur and I'm not calling myself a professional. He's been playing for, like, what? four months? and bam! He gets another as his birthday?! Who are you kidding, mister?
Not to mention, his dear faithful friends bought him a guitar tuner. How great is that?
And now he goes around boasting about his capo or whatever. As if he's the only one having guitar problems. Yeah, you don't have to attract attention like that because it's disgusting.
Now he owns two guitars when he's the only one playing. That's the opposite of us. We have only one guitar to share.
Oh, someone has to learn how to tune our guitar. And that would be me. If I have enough patience..
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Eddie Fisher, of One Republic.
Special request from T. I think she likes but I'm not sure about the results. Ha ha!
Naw, this is just an excuse to say something about One Republic. I've been rocking to Everybody Loves Me the whole day and it's getting too addictive.
I still have to get their album, Waking Up.
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Movember is over.
Nick Wheeler shaved and he looks better.
I can't find a fresh picture of him but this will do.
Since it's her favorite picture.
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Mike Kennerty for all the Mike lovers.
You know who you are.
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Do you know it's almost Christmas time?
Time to bring out your Christmas trees and string of colorful lights.
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Someone get me a new pair of headphones.
Lots to learn this month.
did you trade it for something?
Didn't I tell you that Marc Jacobs is a genius? I'm putting these two tops on my Christmas wish list.
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One Republic is godly. Ryan Tedder is incredible, I'm telling you.
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Blue is coming back. Are you excited?
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Boys Like Girls. It's real hard to find a decent picture because it's always messed up by one of them looking weird. Like really weird.
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This is Gaga. You love her. She's scary and she looks better with dark hair - her original hair color.
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Next spring/summer? Pierre, what songs are you writing?? Are they each going to be 8 minutes long???
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Yes, Nick, we don't like your paisley tux. Throw it away and get more cute T-shirts. ;D
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Sebastien Lefebvre - Good Night
His fifth Mlog (music video blog?). We love the Seb on the left. Adorable. Seb in glasses is weird.
I have nothing more to say.
C made me write a post so here it is. 130 words of utter nothingness.
Bleh.
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to scared to return your calls
A few questions you haven't asked yourself today:
- Why isn't anybody rolling out the red carpet for you?
- Why doesn't anybody cook what you want all the time?
- Why do idiots always get the attention?
- Do you want that kind of attention? HELL NO.
- Do you love yourself?
- Do you ever feel like running away from reality sometimes?
- Why are screw ups so easy to find? Maybe because they dominate 70% of our population.
- Why do people like to hit the effing keyboard really hard when they're angry? (I effing hate that and now that I've said this, many people will go to the extend to irritate me by doing just that. Screw them )
- Why do old folks refuse to listen to suggestions?
- Why are people so effing stuck up, they pretend that they're the king?
- Why do people take so long to get over things?
- Why do people never understand that a mistake repeated over a million times is less likely to be forgiven and forgotten?
- Why do others never step into your shoes for even just a second?
- Is it because they're to effing proud?
- Or is it because they're too dumb to do that?
- Or maybe it's because, I don't know, they don't have a heart?
- Why do people never acknowledge their own mistakes? Especially older folks who think that they've got it all right. NOT.
- Why can't people shut their effing mouths and just be grateful for what they have?
- Why can't people see that what they say might affect others emotionally and psychologically? (Maybe it's because they've never understood themselves very well. Well, I feel SORRY for you them.)
- Why do people judge things so, so, so easily?
- Why can't people expand their view and opinions on things? NOT EVERYTHING can be the God damn same. That would make this world boring as hell.
- Why can't they accept other people's opinions?
- Why do men think that they are the king of the house? Do men think that they're more superior than women???
- Why do the God damned 'KINGS' of the houses like to enforce violence and inflict pain on minors (aka family)?
- Why do the hurt family not want to do anything about it? Is it because they can't?
- Why do people NOT want to acknowledge their feelings? (PLEASE, for the love of anyone and not only God, I SAW you shedding tears for the same person TWICE and they were for very different reasons.)
- Why do people like to think that kids don't know shit?
- Why do people not want to believe others when they say(?) that they do?
- Why do people like to jump to conclusions?
- I just realized: Why do many of us think with our asses at the worst times?
- Why is it that we find it so easy to remember the bad and forget the good? Always wanted to know the answer.
- Why is it that adults don't respect what younger people have to say? Even if profanities are included in what the younger generation have to say, can't you effing stop to think about it? Oh, come on, lame asses, you know this is you.
- Which leads to: why do adults think that know it all and what other children have to say is NOT important?
- Why do people like to SIGH about a lot of things? I HATE the sound of people sighing because it irritates and depresses me.
- Why can't people just put on a smile and be happy for even just a minute?
- Why are people so judgmental when it comes to things that they don't even KNOW about?
- Why do people like to look back at their mistakes and keep pointing it out even after it's done and you know there's nothing you can do about except for correcting it in the future?
- Why do people judge others by their sexuality?
- Why do people start fights/arguments out of nothing at all?
- Why don't people just love and appreciate their HAPPY families?
- Why do you HATE people who are destructive and violent?
- Why do you HATE the people who forgive the people who are destructive and violent?
- Why do people expect others to change?
- Why do people ignore other people's mistakes?
- Why do people like to find fault with others?
- Why do you always get bullied into doing things you don't LIKE?
- Why do you always feel sorry for others and help them out when you fully know that they're not going express any gratitude or vote for you after that? Yeah, it sucks balls like that.
- Why do humans have a guilty conscience? I have a huge one and that often makes me ask myself the two questions above this one.
- Why are you so dumb to not have done anything about all this?
- And the last one: Why don't you effing listen to music and block out all that ruckus you don't want to hear when they're making noise? I've got the answer: Because they're shouting so loud, you can even hear when your music volume is turned up to the max.
Have you asked yourself all this today? Because I already have and I don't know all the answers. Wanna give it a try?
Advice:
When you're feeling utterly sadistic and you ask yourself most of these questions, I suggest you head on the FML.com and see how screwed up other people's lives are. I don't like reading all that but I get a kick out of it when my life is pouring itself down the sewage.
I think all those who are in the same category most of the time, should just find someone else who is the opposite of them so that they don't turn up as screwed up as they are.
Whaddya know? I'm about to hit the 1000 word hit count and it's all because of 50 questions you should ask yourself.
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I DO NOT THINK THAT I'M VERY SMART but on some days when I say smart things, all of them ignore me. Oh well. Don't say I never warned you.
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By the way, don't even bother replying to me about this post and don't even think about asking me to explain myself. You've read it. Whether you like the truth or not, too bad. Maybe it's time you stopped acting like a regretting idiot and actually step out of that misery cloud you've been hiding in for years. Don't even bother discussing this with someone else because unless you have no guilty conscience, this is a WAKE UP CALL.
Stupid miserable assholes.
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P.S: If you want to use my 50 questions you should ask yourself, remember to link it and mention that it's ours. Not yours, cupcakes.
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I'mma listen to Time For Miracles now.
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and I hope you feel the same
So.. has anyone heard about the Justin Bieber incident because I have, thanks to Ryan Seacrest. You can follow him on Twitter @RyanSeacrest. Anyhoo, people got injured and trampled over and arrested because of his 'popularity'. Gawd. Apparently a security guard was trampled to death. Poor guy. And all this because of some puny 15 year old boy who can't freaking sing. I feel sorry for y'all who got hurt out there but well, you all love him so what can I say?
And the Miley Cyrus bus accident, killing 1 and injuring 9? Hell, what is up with these teen stars and the news related to them????? Weird shit that you don't see happening any day. Anyway, my condolences and get well soons to those people. Oh, by the way, I watched the trailer for 'The Last Song' on RyanSeacrest.com because I happened to be scrolling by and I don't do that very often, and it's a movie adapted from one of Nicholas Sparks's books. And guess who is the main character? Oh, just freaking piece of crap Miley Cyrus who can't act or sing for peanuts. Yeah, you know how that's gonna turn out but people love people who have no talent. Again, what else can I say?
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Apart from all that sickening and saddening teen star news, this picture made my day:
Yes, that would be Nick Wheeler. The one who gave me a nightmare last night. I dreamed that he was obsessing over this mean girl and I was ignored. When I woke up, I found out that it was just a dream. Gah. Thank God.
Flip Flop Boy. Hardly. (:
Okay.. let me just paw through my files and see what picture I come up with so that I can write something interesting.
I swear my dog smiles exactly like this!! Okay, maybe this is not a smile. Let me find the right picture. Cute hat, Ty. This is not the hat that I was talking about on Twitter, if you're wondering. Do follow us @spuddybuddies.
Yeah, like this. The sideways smile. Oh, look, Jimmy is behind. Their frowning manager. Just kidding. Jimmy's really cool. How do I know this? Because.. it's a secret. Okay, maybe not but I'm not telling.
Video of the day:
Sebastien Lefebvre - I Fall For You
Going off now.
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don’t hide the broken parts that I need to see
What is your middle name?
?
What color is your mailbox?
Gray.
Are you single?
Only if you're hot. Wait, I took that line out of somewhere.
Have you ever hit a deer?
No, and you shouldn't either.
Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home?
Nope.
What color is your room?
Whatever I choose it to be.
Do you have a small driveway?
I should say it's a normal one. I've seen smaller ones.
Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you?
No.
What do you do first in the morning?
Make the bed.
What brand is your printer?
Gee, I never bothered to look. All I know is that it's decent and running out of ink.
Do you enjoy fighting with people?
No.
Is your hair naturally straight or curly?
Naturally messy.
Who was your kindergarten teacher?
Some crazy biatch. She beat me for no reason. I was and still am a good person and I don't think I deserve to be spanked.
What is your ring tone?
Some electronic beat which I kinda, totally hate.
Are you taller than your mom?
No. I'm a shortie.
What curse word do you say the most when your pissed?
Shit?
Are you God?
Has anyone ever read the book The Secret? Everyone is supposedly their own God.
Do you like someone?
Yes.
Do you enjoy writing in colored pens?
When I was younger.
Does anything hurt on your body right now?
My pinky. I think I broke it.
Do you often cry during a movie?
If it's an emotional one, yes definitely. I cry bucketfuls.
Last phone call you received?
None of my friends call me. So it's either family or no one at all.
Last text message?
I don't have my phone with my 24-7 so right now I'm too lazy to check what it is. It's probably something unimportant.
Do you hate your life?
No. I hate parts of my life.
Do you get mad easily?
Sorta. But I cool down faster.
What is your biggest pet peeve?
Friends.
Are you cold?
Yes. The weather has been.. brr!
Do any of your friends have kids?
Why do I find this question slightly amusing?
Do you know anyone that is pregnant right now?
Er..?
Who should pay on the first date?
Not me.. Unless he truly forgot his wallet but then again, I wouldn't know if he was lying, would I?
How many years older than you are you willing to date?
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Do you have any friends?
Yes.
Do you have any mean friends?
All of them are.
What is the ugliest color to wear in your opinion?
I don't know. Some people look good in every color *coughTysoncoughRittercough*.
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?
I wouldn't know and I wouldn't care.
Have you ever felt like driving off a cliff, seriously?
Thought of it before but don't think I've felt like it.
Have you ever contemplated suicide?
Hah. No.
Do you scratch your ears?
Sometimes.
Who was the last person to hug you?
NickWheeler. Okay, maybe not. Someone else.
What brand are the pant/jeans you're wearing right now?
Homemade pants.
How tall are you?
Not nearly tall enough.
What is the closest green object?
Pillow.
If you were born the opposite sex, what would your parents name you?
How am I to know? But I sure as hell hope that it would've been Nickolas. Okay, I'm kidding. Something other than that which isn't lame.
Do you want to have kids?
Why is it that they always ask this?
What is the brightest color you're wearing?
White? Lol.
Who is the friend you have that you would never have expected to have?
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Who do you hate the most right now?
Him. And I'm not talking about being mad at my boyfriend or anything.
What kind of car do you want?
A monster truck or a teenyweeny Volkswagen.
What is your favorite video game?
I hate video games.
Do you like your dad?
Is that a rhetorical question? If it is, good one.
Do you have any TV shows on DVD?
CSI:NY.
Are you wearing make-up?
Make-up is pretty foreign to me.
Do you have a tattoo?
I was thinking of getting a word tattooed across my wrist. Lol.
Have you ever broken a pinata?
Don't think so.
What time is it right now?
Time to put on a smile and fight the hunger.
Do you know how to draw?
Sorta.
Who loves orange soda?
Not me.
Who did you last IM?
C.
Do you work a lot of hours?
Too many.
Where were you in the last 24 hours?
Home.
Who was the last person that called you?
Again? Is there no other question that can be asked?
Is there anything you regret?
Who doesn't regret?
Do you know where your family name originated from?
Sure.
Is there an animal that creeps you out?
I dunno. Maybe the frog on the front page of Bing?
What is your favorite color ON A CAR?
Purple.
Do you use digital or film cameras?
Digital.
Do you own an iPod?
Nope.
Have you ever been on a charter bus?
No.
Do you like going to water parks?
I hate getting wet.
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’cause you know that, baby, i..
Cheez's favorite songs this week.
1. Hoobastank - So Close, So Far
2. Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape
[This song keeps me alive. (: In fact, all their songs do.]
3. Cobra Starship - Hot Mess
[I kept singing this today..]
4. Backstreet Boys - PDA
5. All-American Rejects - Night Drive (acoustic)
[I listen to this whenever I have a chance!]
6. Weezer - Beverly Hills
[The theme song of my life, maybe.]
7. Boys Like Girls - Chemicals Collide
[I'm loving this song more and more.]
8. Jesse McCartney - How Do You Sleep
[It gets stuck in my head every time I hear it.]
9. Cobra Starship - Hollaback Boy
[This song is like so in-your-face. Sorry, Gwen, I prefer Gabe.]
10. Taylor Swift - Forever and Always
[I watched her CMA performance and suddenly I listened to it again..]
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Oh, let that day repeat itself again. Please.
I wish it would repeat again and again and again.
I just need those five hugs (yes, Toad too) and.. and..
I can be happy.
But I'm just one in a million, right? (':
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Throw it away,
Forget yesterday,
We'll make the great escape.
- BLG, The Great Escape.
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