you take my hand to guide me home
I am doing math.
No, I'm not. I'm here, blogging because my brain is tired. I think my brain is panting. Brain? Hello? Are you tired? I can feel you breathing down my neck. Math makes me seasick because the numbers are just swimming in my head and I keep drawing the wrong lines. I think I'm distracted by the fact that I need a new notebook STAT because I have a lot of things I want to do.
I don't get the basics, how do I get the advanced parts? Need a life jacket over here. Ah, yes, now I'm floating... Oh no, air is leaking out of the float and I'm sinking again. That is how I constantly feel when I'm doing math. Whatever math you name, I'll be lost in between.
I have things to do! I can't be looking at my math every single day! I need my notebook! *cries* Pen and paper doesn't feel the same anymoooore. I want my Microsoft Word. My phone has the Microsoft Word application but I'll be wearing my thumbs out if I type out 50000 words. No way I'm losing my thumbs to my insignificant phone.
You said it, brother. 
Anyways, I'm kind of at a loss for words again. I just want a new laptop and someone to help me unload my old hard disc into the new one. I want my old files back. Even though I told myself that it's nothing important and I can do everything again, I can't!! I need my things.
Okay, there's been too many 'I's used.
I should go and complete my homework now.
P.S: Baby (the beagle and no, that's not his real name) has a cute collar. He looks adorable but somehow the Green Day tie around his neck looked cuter. (:
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you’re bigger than me
Him : Wanna play again?
Me : OMG, yes!!! Play what?
Him : Left 4 Dead 2.
Me : *face falls* 
Okay, anything.
Story of my life.
All I want for next Christmas is a computer where I can download all the games I want and play it whenever I want instead of begging or pretending. 
baby, you know that maybe it’s time for miracles
How I spent my weekends healing my muscle aches.
It was surprising how the TV can suddenly crank out some really interesting movies. And coincidentally, I'm always there. Hm, I don't mind watching stupid movies. All I want is to make my cranky mood disappear and my horrible muscle aches to go away.
Becoming Jane is about Jane Austen and her (love)life. I thought it was.. emotional. I mean, I didn't expect much.
Dirty Rotten Scoundrels is a movie you should watch. It's an old movie starring Steve Martin and Michael Caine. It's so smart yet so silly. I love how sweet and naive the girl is to both of them but actually she's the real con-woman. I would definitely watch it again. 22-year-old movie, heh.
Before she was Bella and not so 
. Catch That Kid is like a kiddies' movie, I know but I felt like wasting my time so that's how I ended up watching 1/4 of the movie. I had to laugh at some silly parts though. Okay, I am weird.
Head Over Heels, one of my favorites last time. How can you resist the charming grin on Freddie Prinze Jr's face? LOL. Enjoyable movie that even made my dad laugh.
Where The Red Fern Grows is that dog movie I reviewed before. I couldn't bear to watch the whole thing because I would start bawling before the sad parts.
Then, Deadly Encounter. It's about some crazy guy following this woman for a stupid reason. I expected an exciting ending but it wasn't much of an excitement. I had to flinch at some slightly disturbing scenes.
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My girlfriend told me she doesn't like Adam Lambert's Whataya Want From Me and I was totally horrified.
How can she not like the song? I mean, it was love at first sound for me when I heard it. And the guitar parts are so catchy. I never imagined someone not liking the song. Puh-lease, my mom likes it, okay? I'm so in love with the song now. And the video, of course.
I was horrified at that and my friends were horrified at me. Because I told them I thought Adam Lambert was hot. He is, in a different way! T and I were shrieking at his good looks in his latest video until we were told to shut up. 
It's okay if you don't like the song. Now I can have it all to myself! 
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Music got me back into my good mood.
But I really prefer it this way - just me and music, music and me, alone.
It's funny how my playlist communicates with me by guessing the song I want to listen, making me smile through the whole song until I realize it's just coincidence or just me, hoping too much. Sometimes it scares me how it just hits the bulls' eye without missing a beat. It's as if it understands my feelings like a horse does.
A few of my favorite songs made my day and it's that easy.
It really feels so good to smile. I wish more people would make me smile, though.
Oh, I'mma do the top ten for this week during the weekends. I should include the 2010 albums I can't wait for as well before they're all released. And I really hope this post is .. satisfying. BTW, I love Michael Learns To Rock. Do you?
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Pwetty. (:
Did you put that smile on my face or was it just my imagination?
you took my heart away
Ooooh, baaaa! Said the little green men in Toy Story.
I kind of hate cupcakes but I like looking at them. Purple cupcakes are idealistic.
Okay, to cut to the chase, we haven't been blogging much because we've been busy, busy, busy! Really busy, I feel like flying off to another planet to take a breather. *exhales!
Sunday, I have never liked you much.
I left my heart homework on the dancefloor (so that people will step all over it and eventually it'll shred to pieces). HAHA. I'm a genius!
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I'm having a karaoke session at home now. Saturday night, y'all.
She's gorgeous.
Guess whose? You got that right. Mine.
He is not frigging JUS*** BIE***.
I want and need a purse, preferably a Marc Jacobs one. (:
Basically, all my thoughts since I stopped blogging. Sufficient enough to keep you satiated for another week, I hope.
XOXO.
be careful what you wish for
My nose is screwed up and I feel like crap.
FML.
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Reflex is not as good as Jumper. Sure, Jumper was about child abuse, crying, wars, relationships and complications but Reflex only had one or two storylines and that was all. This side was all about David Rice trying to escape from the people who kidnapped him and that side was all about Millie trying to save David.
End of story.
Each part was described inch by inch in a really long, boring way and I was itching to jump to the next few pages. The action scenes were pretty good but overall, there weren't as many moral values and the story was so-so only. The torturing parts were.. torturing and scary and slightly sickening.
Millie being able to 'jump' was just ridiculous. Just because David had teleported her around for a decade then she can start 'jumping'. So that means their kids were eventually start 'jumping' and their kids' lovers will start 'jumping' and their grandkids will start 'jumping' and so on? How ridiculous.
Conclusion : I don't like it. The ending didn't even make me swell with pride like I did for Jumper because he made good decisions and the ending was so simple - "We jumped."
I'm sorry but I feel like I lost my interest for this book. Now, I'll just wait for the second movie to be released.
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I've been playing Batman : Arkham Asylum these days and I find it pretty interesting. Very good storyline and realistic graphics. I'm not done with the whole game but for now, I think it's really nice.
But I really miss playing Modern Warfare 2. I mean, I know a lot of you don't like it but I really enjoy the story and everything.
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I'm not gonna upload any pictures today and I'm not even sure if I'll do a top ten for next week because I haven't been listening to much music and there aren't many new songs these days. At least new songs that I will actually like.
I don't have a favorite song. Anymore. I don't want to have a favorite song. I don't feel like having a favorite song.
My nose is noisy as hell and there's a mountain of tissues building up on the floor. I feel like flinging the tissue box against the ceiling but I won't because it'll get chopped up and it'll be all my fault.
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I just know that there's nothing to cheer me up.
How depressing is that?
Later.
baby if I knew then what I know now
How I feel about Mondays. This is all you need to know.
Will be back into my depressed cage tomorrow. Don't bother trying to cheer me up. This whole year will be a disaster. I can't wait till 2011. So unhappy about the thought of Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays. Some of the weekends will probably suck too. My life would suck with/without you, yeah.
P.S: R.I.P Chiquita Wheeler.
My advice to everybody: Don't go to school if you can help it. It drains your brain juice and takes away your youth.
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girl, you deserve nothing but the best
My eyes are tired. My shoulder hurts. My thoughts are messy. My head feels heavy. My ears are filled with music. I feel guilty for not blogging. And do I sound poetic or what? Joking.
But what can you do when you come home after being stuck in a place for nine whole hours? I'm not talking about an elevator or a bad meeting. All I feel like doing is sleeping. Sleeping isn't even enough to cure this stupid every day stress thing and if I sleep all day (& every day), I'll turn into a zombie.
Don't ask me if I remember this or that. Because I won't. And I can't. This freaking stress is taking over my head. I only remember things I listen to every day - like lyrics of a song. Okay, how lame.
My friends have been.. awesome as ever. Well, gotta give them some credit for making me laugh and smile. They've been nicer to me or I'm just paranoid. And I've been a little bit more social to other people. They might think I don't make sense but it's fun to change your personality slightly just to see their reactions then go back to being yourself. I'm not tryna act cool.
I just decided to make this a short and quick post, just to assure you that we're not ditching blogging. I told you already - while you're waiting for us to churn out some posts, you can just go read our older posts because they're not as bad as you think. Maybe something will catch your eye. I don't know.
Also, I promise I'll make my next top ten (and five, maybe) more interesting. I know I bored you with the last one. So I should really make it up to people who actually look forward to my music posts, with pictures and maybe why I like the song. I'll try my best.
We'll probably post during the weekends.
(Friday is a weekend for us.)
Yours truly.
I’m so sick of living for other people
This is about me. About me and my hatred towards the editorial board.
I submitted an article about Twilight and how it shouldn't be known as the Best Movie of 2009 and guess what, geniuses? It didn't go into the magazine. Instead, some bitch's (my friend of 11 years) plagiarized article about DEATH somehow worked its way into the magazine and is lying there flat out on solid white paper for everyone to read and praise. What the f*ck? I'm seriously pissed. That bitch whom I've known for 11 years is the worst person I've met in my entire life. I don't even know why I still talk to her. Oh, probably because of the society who will think me as stuck up and judgmental if I tell them the reason why she's such a bitch.
Now all these profanities are not spewing out from nowhere. They're coming from my angry and ripped soul. How could they do this to me? I mean I hate the school. I really hate it. I can't wait to break free and never look at it again but while I'm still there, I have to endure with all the shit they throw out. In my freshman year, I wrote a piece and they put it into the magazine. And last year I wrote one (this current one) and they didn't print it out. I only wrote it because I wanted people to see how my writing has matured. That's all. And they couldn't put it out.
WHY? Because they were too busy reading pieces of SHIT that they thought deserved to go into the oh-so-effing-grand glorious pages of their STUPID MAGAZINE. Yes. I am this angry. I am more than angry. I'm pissed! I write because I like to. I live to write, write to live and as corny as that sounds, it's true. I don't have to prove this to anyone but anyone who knows me can vouch for this. And that bitch who is some goth emo freak freaking Lord Blackwood (from Sherlock Holmes the movie) gets her article about death into the magazine? Mind you, I've read some of her writing before and she's a shitty writer. She doesn't even know simple words and there she is, throwing out big son of a gun sized words?
There are a few probable reasons as to why my piece didn't get onto the front page of the English section. One, because the person I submitted my article to didn't hand it in to the people because she's a big fan of Twilight and hates to see her beloved Edward Cullen being criticized. Two, the editorial board are big supporters of Twilight and hate to see me put out the truth so straightforwardly. Three, they're biased.
I'm wondering if I should write a piece this year to blast the school about their biased ways. Or maybe I shouldn't write at all. If I don't write to show my protest, no one would hear it. No one would know about it. No one would even care. I don't know.
Not considering slicing my wrists yet but we'll see. I might reach the exploding point... and I promised myself I wouldn't fall into this depressed nonsense.
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Sorry for the foul language. You would too.
so i start a fight cause i need to feel something
Why I know that this year is going to be a hell of a ride.
Oh, totally gross but I laughed really hard when Nick tweeted this. I knew they weren't going to stay mad at each other for that long. You make me smile, Nick and Ty.
Since I'm feeling totally depressed, I'm going back to my favorite past time: Posting a gazillion pictures that will be sure to lag you out of our page. Just kidding.
This is how I feel.
Why the hell does he have to be so sexy? :/ Lol.
That's the I Wanna face.
Wish I could be that excited...
I miss Gossip Girl. Where are those episodes? I've been too busy with nothing to not watch it. Darn. Now there's not going to be anymore time.
Who cares if David looks gay? I like him and he can speak French. (:
Seb is the cutest! Love ya, Seb... and Stuey! (:
No! My dream of Katy and David being together has been crushed by Russell Brand's proposal to Katy. WHY!??!?!
They met here... at the AMAs, was it? No idea. My memory does not serve as I was not sitting beside Nick Wheeler at the event. Just kidding!
Anyways, they're engaged now. Katy and Russell... much to my... horror? Okay, whatev. It's none of my business. I wish her well. Him as well. Um, congratulations.
So... you and the werewolf didn't last, huh? Oh well. Better to part as friends than enemies.
You hear that, Jesse? You're WANTED! (:
Me love Cookie Monstah! Caveman talk *inside joke.
Screw Worst Actress of the Year. Megan Fox is hot. Kristen Stewart is a bad actress and she isn't even hot. You go, Megan! I sound like Perez but I don't give a hoot.
I saw someone wearing this that day. Back off, b*tch. Marc Jacobs is mine!
Wondering when I'm going to be able to finish watching my Las Vegas seasons.
I've been watching my brother play Batman: Arkham Asylum. It's been fun and while this Batman might be 'saving' Katy Perry, the one in the game is kicking badass.
Mmhmm. Dr Watson at your service... *hint* :]
That will be all from me.
Goodbye from your friendly neigborhood spider bat Cookie Monster!
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P.S: This is me and C's convo about Chris Brown.
Me: I'm listening to Chris Brown.
C: Yeah I was just thinking how long it's been since I listened to Wall to Wall.
Me: I'm over it. *It refers to the CB-Rihanna incident.
Me: Cause I kinda hate Rihanna more now.
C: Yeah. Haha.
C: Community service FTW.
Me: LOL!!!
Heh. We're lamers.
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i’ll pass by but i’ll go slow
I love ten songs.
One.
The All-American Rejects.
Damn Girl.
Two.
Adam Lambert.
Sure Fire Winners.
Three.
Cascada.
Evacuate The Dancefloor.
Four.
Nick Carter.
Help Me.
Five.
One Republic.
Made For You.
Six.
Timbaland.
Carry Out (ft. Justin Timberlake)
Seven.
Jesse McCartney.
Just So You Know.
Eight.
Simple Plan.
I Can Wait Forever.
Nine.
Taylor Swift.
Fearless.
Ten.
Backstreet Boys.
Answer To Our Life.
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I'm sorry I didn't include anything entertaining like pictures for my top ten because I'm feeling so depressed about tomorrow.
Tomorrow is the starting of boredom and lifeless lives. We're probably gonna be busy until we figure out what's gonna happen for the next few weeks. Not such a good way to start 2010's first weekday, huh? But you could always read our older posts.
Screw education, dang it. Here's what I will be at the end of the week - depressed, sad, emotional, tired, busy, stressed, sleepy, deprived. I'll probably smash a pillow over my head and sleep. Maybe I'll even start hating exams and stop studying. Everyone should go on an exam strike - ignore exam papers and refuse to answer. I've been watching too much Dr. Dolittle..
I lost my MP3 too. How sad is that? How am I gonna survive the Sundays I hate?
Send my love to the dancefloor, I'll see you in hell.
- Cobra Starship.
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