supernatural season finale countdown to showdown

It looks like Cas isn't going to make it to season 7 of Supernatural. Producers have been saying that "characters that people like will be killed", so I'm pretty sure that it'll be the end of angel appearances. I wonder how Dean will react to that.
That means less funny scenes in season 7.
So what do YOU think will happen? Will Sam's wall break and cause another disaster? Will Dean save Lisa and Ben in time? Or will Lisa survive the possession? And what will Ben's future hold now that he knows that Dean hunts supernatural monsters? Will Cas get killed by Raphael or Crowley? And will a new challenge or creature appear for Sam and Dean to hunt in the next season? All I know is that Bobby will be beside Dean, kicking *** as usual.
Pretty exciting, but somehow I know many fans will end up disappointed.
supernatural saturday

The countdown begins! Two more weeks until the two-hour season finale. Not excited because I'll have to wait for more than a year for the next season. And that really sucks. I can't believe we watched six seasons in six months. Unbelievable. Too fast. But, whatever. I'm (Everyone is) hoping that Misha Collins will return as Castiel again.
Anyways, I'm planning to watch "The Man Who Would Be King" tomorrow. I read all the recaps, reviews and comments for this latest episode. Not satisfying. Dean, Bobby and Sam traps Cas in a ring of holy fire and they find out that they have been betrayed by Cas. This really destroys Cas and Dean's relationship because Dean hates betrayal and Cas is torn between his friends and Crowley, the demon he's working for. Many believe that Cas was desperate. I don't really get what Cas is doing to betray them though. I know the fact that Cas and Crowley working together spells bad news but I don't know how and what they're doing or plotting. This whole episode focuses on Castiel, something you don't see very often.
You know what I believe? I believe in Cas. He may be a fictional character but sometimes we can relate to characters of a movie or something. I believe that he was forced into this situation because he didn't have any guidance from his father whom he believed in and trusted and loved. Cas lost his way while fighting, believing and trusting. He forgot who he was supposed to be and made desperate choices to fight the war between him and Raphael. This may have been caused by his fascination in humans and involvement with too many Sam-and-Dean situations. Cas, the angel of light, may have lost his light but as long as Dean and Sam are there for him, that light won't go out. Dean will remind him of friendship and trust. Cas is still a warrior and he wants to stop Raphael the archangel who has bad intentions. And I don't think he'll be a bad guy for long because (from what it looks like in the season finale photos) Crowley betrayed him by working with Raphael.
But what the fans are worried about now is another problem. Will our favorite angel be eliminated by Raphael and Crowley in the season finale? Will he return for season 7? Honestly, if he doesn't make it, what will happen to Misha's career? He doesn't get main or recurring cast roles a lot. Not that I'm saying he's not good or that his career will end too; in fact, he's a really talented, amazing actor. I don't think anyone could've been a better Cas than Misha. His emotions are so believable that many fans said they cried watching this latest episode.
This topic is drifting from Supernatural to actors, so I'll just cut it short and hope for the best in the upcoming episodes. I really hope that Supernatural won't just end at season 7 forever. Okay, that sounded childish but I don't care.
Supernatural fan, all the way!
If you watch Supernatural, drop a comment and tell me what you think! I'd appreciate it.
tv series of the month, or the year
I love Supernatural. I think I already expressed my love for the Winchesters. But here are my favorite characters, starting with the one I like the most.

Castiel is my favorite. He's such a mild-tempered person, pretty much like Boyd Crowder (my favorite character from Justified). The constant frown on his face is probably the only expression he makes in season 4 but it only makes him more mysterious and serious. That tie is super adorable too. I don't think he would've looked good without that tie. And the light brown trench coat. I like the fact that he doesn't display many emotions because it gets the SPN fans (like me) all excited and fan-girly when he cracks a smile or something like that. I don't think anyone could've been a better Castiel than Misha Collins. He says that he based his character on his younger brother who "has this way of, very calmly, just staring into someone's eyes" making a person feel "like he can get into your soul." Wow, I think that's pretty interesting. The idea of someone intimidating another with silence is just... wow. FYI, I cheer when I see Misha's name on the credits at the starting (and we are currently watching season 4). It's like a promise that the episode will be a good one.

And we have Dean Winchester next. I can't tell you why I love him, because describing him would have to include a few foul words, for example, he is a kicka** character. His tough swagger and mesmerizing green eyes are simply amazing. And he's a ladies' man.
Also, he's a good guy, unlike Sam who is the complete opposite in the plot of season 5 or 6 I think. He's arrogant and brave, but he can be emotional and caring. Jensen Ackles' character is definitely something special and different. 'Nuff said.

Then there's Bobby Singer. Pretty much like a father to the Winchester boys after John. He's quick, intelligent and has an amazing amount of knowledge about supernatural things. He's also the guy who saves Dean and Sam when both of them get into trouble. Without Bobby, there wouldn't be much of storyline because the boys would be on their own and they obviously need someone to save their a**es sooner or later. Bobby is a truly aspiring character and I'm glad he's with the Winchesters until season 6 and I hope he will be forever in the series.

This 1967 Chevy Impala isn't a character but plays an important role to Dean -- the car Dean convinced his father to buy. It's Dean's prized possession and I didn't quite like it when Sam started to drive his car and used an iPod as the radio and everything in season 4. Anyways, this vintage car is always shiny and super gorgeous which makes me love it even more. I never even realized that I had a thing for vintage cars until recently!

And how can I forget Papa Winchester? Jeffrey Dean Morgan's face makes me laugh, ever since I watched The Losers (eight times). His character was the perfect father figure - self-sacrificing, loving, serious and most importantly, the man who raised his sons to be hunters. I thought that John disappeared too quickly though. It was just sad but I guess the critics want the story to be centered on the two brothers. I still say they should let John have a special appearance soon.

Finally, Sam Winchester. I used to think that Sam was more thoughtful and the nicer of the two but as the plot became more complicated, that nice guy Sam became twisted and bad. He was and still is naive. His brotherly love for Dean faded away (and so did my love for him!) and he usually gets himself into these horrible (and rather explicit, I might add) relationships with the wrong women. Ugh. What a downer. He also needs a haircut badly because he looks like he's aging with that hair parted in the middle. Where did the bangs and boyish looks go?
Jo Harvelle is also kinda cute and perfect for Dean but she didn't make it past season 5. Oh well. I liked her because she was tough and had chemistry with Dean.
Don't you just love Supernatural? Because I do.

things to do – drawing book

642 Things to Draw Book
I SO WANT THIS! Aspiring miss-little-nothing though. ![]()
If you're bored and you want something to do, you should get this. Sharpen your artistic skills even if you have close to none.
lately i’ve been hard to reach

The Tourist doesn't deserve more than one star out of five. I expected lots of action and exciting scenes like Salt, seeing that it's an Angelina Jolie movie but there were barely any. The storyline wasn't even very good - pretty boring and unreasonable. I mean, would you pretend to be someone's husband after meeting on a train? I don't think so. I think it was Angelina's creepy slow-mo act that spoiled it all. She lowers her eyelashes, lifts them back up, tilts her chin up, speaks and finally stands up. Seriously, dude, just get to the point. Johnny Depp is a great actor, as usual. His "American" accent was just weird and his lame attempts to speak Italian was hilarious. The only thing I enjoyed seeing was the scenery of Venice. All in all, I laughed really hard throughout the movie because it was so cheesy and unexciting.

Iron Man 2 was equally boring. I love Robert Downey Jr. and Gwyneth Paltrow but I have to say that this one didn't live up to my expectations. I didn't like Don Cheadle because he was too serious and super boring. Terrence Howard's James Rhodes was funnier and likable. Mickey Rouke's villain was annoying and, once again I have to say, boring. Sam Rockwell as Justin Hammer was highly irritating with that constant sneer across his face. It made me yawn to see Scarlett Johansson strutting around in a tight dress and play the supposedly gorgeous-but-serious undercover agent. Samuel L. Jackson's character in the movie made it even worse. Could've been so much better like the first movie.

On the bright side, How To Train Your Dragon was a really good movie. I didn't expect or think much about it but I thought it would have Pixar-like graphics and have a dumb storyline. Surprisingly it was nothing like how I imagined it to be. The graphics were great and quite realistic; the story was attention-stealing (I'm still thinking about it now); the cast was good. Jay Baruchel's character was the typical nerd/loser type who always gets a happy ending. Gerard Butler's character really surprised me, with the Scottish accent and all. I mean, who knew? America Ferrera was another unexpected character in the movie as Astrid (Jay's Hiccup's love interest) who wasn't very likable at the starting because she was mean and proud. As the story progressed, all the characters became nicer. I love Toothless too. He reminds me of a dog-catfish mix. 8.5/10 rating for this movie, definitely.

If you're a fan of movies with twists and turns at the end, then you've probably watched Salt. I watched it three times and the excitement never faded. It is the true meaning of a movie that 'keeps you on the edge of your seat'. It left me breathless to watch Angelina Jolie leap from roof-to-roof and van-to-van. Each scene had its own type of excitement. The story was so well-planned that watchers like me didn't suspect a thing about the good characters until Liev Schreiber's Ted Winter decided to show off his true colors. I bet it was seriously tiring to film the whole movie but it also made me tired because of all the running around and urgency. Good movie, but it's the type of movie that you only want to watch once.

Keith is another movie I'd like to praise. I didn't like the dark and dim setting at some scenes but overall, it was good. Nicholas Sparks-like storyline, great actors and good ratings - what more could I ask for? I loved the fun and imaginative, quick and sharp conversations between the two main characters. It was really enjoyable and funny to watch. I must admit that I was curious to watch Jesse McCartney act since I love his music and, well, it's something to think about. It's also my first time watching Elisabeth Harnois and she's quite a good actor. She isn't insanely gorgeous but she's good enough and played Natalie, the have-it-all really well. My emotions constantly changed throughout the movie, according to the storyline, from happiness to anger to humor and annoyance, sadness and sympathy and finally to confusion. Weird, huh? I'm a little confused with the ending and it left my thoughts befuddled but it was a nice movie anyway. Definitely recommended.
i don’t wanna miss a single thing

Must-watch movies in 2011 on my list :
- I Am Number Four - What caught my attention was the description of the movie. I'm not into sci-fi movies but this sounds a little different. I'm not interested in Dianna Agron (Whoever she is. Some Glee actress! I'm not a fan of Glee either). Not interested in anything except the short description of the movie.
- Just Go With It - Adam Sandler = ROFL. I think it's gonna be a really funny movie with Jennifer Aniston in it.
- Take Me Home Tonight - Another comedy to watch.
- Red Riding Hood - Remakes of stories like these are normally moderately nice to watch. Amanda Seyfried movies are likable so it shouldn't be that bad.
- Hanna - I have no idea who all the actors are but it looks like an exciting movie.
- Soul Surfer - Same old story about a girl who loses her arm from surfing and continues her life as a surfer. Emotional movie? Probably. But I prefer AnnaSophia Robb a hundred more times than Dakota Fanning.
- Fast Five - Count me in when there's a Paul Walker movie. It should be interesting.. and amazing, as always.
- Something Borrowed - Rom-coms; yay! Typical love triangle storyline - Girl falls for best friend's boyfriend when girl's best friend is in love with her.
- Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides - I love Captain Jack Sparrow. 'Nuff said. Without Orlando Bloom? Even better.
- Green Lantern - More superheroes...
- Bad Teacher - Cameron Diaz and Justin Timberlake. Should be funny.
- Transformers: Dark Of Moon - Why should I?! There's no Megan Fox in it!! Larry Crowne - Maybe. I miss Tom Hanks and Julia Roberts.
- Monte Carlo - Maybe. Only watching it because of Leighton Meester. Selena Gomez and Katie Cassidy? No thanks.
- One for The Money - Katherine Heigl is funny! Except her character in Life As We Know It was unsuitable and irritating.
- Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows: Part 2 - Whee, Harry Potter!
- Captain America - Chris Evans! The trailer looks super cool.
- Straw Dogs - Hey, I like James Marsden and Kate Bosworth.
- Abduction - Looks interesting (What's the synonym of this word?! I've been using it too much). Taylor Lautner action movie. Haha! Sounds funny.
- What's Your Number - I believe I've mentioned this in my last, long and lost post about movies that I want to watch.
- Now - More Justin Timberlake and Amanda Seyfried movies.
Sorry for the totally unreasonable reasons why I want to watch them. It's a hot day and my brain is working really slowly today, so I'm not really bothered to understand why I want to watch movies because of actors I know. I, myself, expected this post to be more productive but I guess my mind isn't cooperating. This will have to do.
get me with those green eyes
Excuse me for the truthful and sadistic post ahead. I'm feeling rather rebellious now.

So I was watching these live videos of Maroon 5 and Taylor Swift and it sparked an old, abandoned interest of mine...
Guitars, chords and picks.
I know, I know. It's so absurd. But I can't seem to completely forget about guitars. I haven't even gotten over the fact that I've gone through all that and yet I still fail again and again. There are (oh, only I know how many) days when I wish I could pick up that rotting guitar in the corner, attempt to tune it and start playing all over again. I guess I'm still an even bigger kid at heart than the outside because I still hope that I'll be a rockstar someday. Two years have passed and my dreams are the same about the same thing. I know this is pretty lame and typical of me (because all my friends want to be singers and stuff like that...), but dreams are made to be dreamed of by dreamers. Knowing this makes me feel a little... good? because it shows that I haven't given up all my hopes.
Ah, guitars. I hate them so much that I feel like ripping up all the music sheets in jealousy and anger yet I love them so much that I want to cradle them in my arms and play until my fingers have callouses again. I remember being really proud of the first sign of callouses on my fingers because I thought that it was the ultimate symbol or landmark of playing the guitar. Unfortunately, I wasn't thinking straight. You can't be great just because your skin peels off. Right?! But I really miss those stuff... When I had to lift my right knee higher to support the guitar, when I plucked a string and real music came sang from the guitar, and when I pressed down those strings really hard until I felt like crying in defeat because I couldn't get the chords right.
I miss the weirdest stuff, don't I?
Every time I go near the 2-year-old guitar, I feel like bringing it out just to touch that lovely wood and silver strings but I always back away because I'm reminded of how it felt to lose to everything related to guitars. See this love-hate relationship I have with stuff? Talking about guitars again... it's like spilling all my secret hopes out. Yes, I still secretly hope that one day when I wake up on the morning of my birthday, I find a guitar (preferably a black one, but not a Takamine anymore), bathed in sunlight, waiting for me. Maybe not the sunlight part but it would be really cool. I can't believe I was so close to getting one but backtracked so quickly. It was within my reach! I would've regretted it, though. To be honest, I didn't and don't deserve a guitar. Not now and not yet, at least. Someday. Someday when I'm good enough and when I've proved myself to be worthy of instruments. Someday when I can sing while play (after I get over my stage fright). Someday when I can switch chords without looking down.
Being an on-and-off fan of Taylor Swift, you probably already know that all girls who love Taylor will look up to her and act as if she's the goddess of heartbreaks, relationships, songs and guitars. I do admire her talent in music and her love for guitars. It's just amazing to know that she's been playing since such a young age. Unbelievable. It makes me wish that I could play and sing as wonderfully as her. Of course, I can't really sing like her because my voice can't reach simple high pitches and I definitely can't play guitar better than her but maybe I'll be as good as her one day.
I always think of how I'll start playing the guitar again during the holidays but it never happens because there are so many plans, so much work and so many dreams that I'm chasing after. Even if I had the chance, I wouldn't. I'm a shy person when it comes to doing important things openly. I don't take critics very well but I'm learning.
But then again, the bad side comes out when I begin this whole phase again. The unreachable chord problem. The cause? Short fingers! I used to think that my fingers were long but guitar just changes a lot of things. Chords that can't be pressed. Frustration. Anger. Sadness. Envy. Regret. Slow strumming, fast strumming, bad strumming. Strumming patterns that aren't even stated in how-to-play videos. Able to play but unable to sing. Palm-muting problems. Looking at the bad side makes it all so dizzy and so wrong. Argh, patience and concentration!
One day, I want to accomplish whatever I've just said. It would be a real dream come true.
If I had the time; if I had the right amount of patience; if I look on the bright side and forget the bad side; if it ever happens, it'd be a blessing, a surprise, a success, an accomplishment. Wishful thinking.
Oh, here I go again. Going on and on about my thoughts, complaining, hoping, wishing, moping and just saying. I gotta do something to make it happen, right? In a few more hundred days... or, who knows, a thousand days.
Almost a thousand words of the same old topic that I've been talking and thinking about for the past two years.
I can only sit and wish for the future now.
flash forward and we’re taking on the world together

I like cooking. I don't love it yet, though. Just a random thought.
Essays and art make me smile. I like seeing those comments at the end of my essay. It's so fun to let my imagination run wild when I'm writing. Different ideas make me feel good because it isn't the same old thing. It makes everything so interesting. Re-reading is fun because it's different when you're the writer and when you're the reader.
What more can I say about art? It makes me forget about everything. It's the only thing I can concentrate on for a long time, besides reading. Art is so beautiful when the masterpiece is done and you can just hold it back and see the beauty of it. Painting expresses our feelings.
My conclusion of today : First impressions will never change. For example, you meet this girl and you don't like her attitude but later on, you become close friends and realize that you were wrong about her. No, we are never wrong about first impressions. The end comes back to your first impression.
On the bright side,
Tangled trailer (Mandy Moore as Rapunzel and Zachary Levi as Flynn Rider)
Looks like a cute movie. That sounded childish, I know. But I like modern fairytales with a different twist to the love stories. And the graphics look pretty good.
Yum.
Takers (trailer)
Starring Paul Walker, Idris Elba, Michael Ealy, Hayden Christensen, Chris Brown, Matt Dillon. What's with all the negative comments about it? Everyone is expecting too much. A movie is only good when you don't expect anything. I need to watch a movie badly.
Too many random thoughts.
hey soul sister I don’t wanna miss a single thing

Megan Fox is such a babe.
I love her cameo in the new Eminem ft. Rihanna video. Amazing stuff so go watch it. Eminem is good stuff, I'm telling you. And though I'm not a huge fan of Rihanna, I have to say she does sound less whiny which is good because sometimes I can't stand her voice.





