and maybe i could be a girl.. but i guess i can’t
The line is moving at a tremendously fast speed.
Which is great.
But unfortunately, I would love to dive back into my books.
I finished Out of the Blue.
And let me tell you. That book is a-mayyy-zing. I love Alekos! (: He is my kind of Greek god. Sigh. Why are all the charming ones fictional? And Selene is super lovable. Both of them make a great pair. And in the end, they did. I hate Selene's friend though. Bbleruhgh!! I learnt quite a bit of Greek mythology from Alekos' stories. Tra-la-la-la.
Anymore Belinda Jones' books??????? They are ooh-la-la.
I'm deliriously ecstatic.
I've moved on to a Susan Elizabeth Phillips book - Natural Born Charmer.

The first few pages have already proved to be quite an unexpected start.
Whee!
And.. and.. and... I WISH EVERYONE WOULD GET OFF MY BACK WHEN I'M READING.
Boohoo. I want to hide and read and not come out till I'm done.
xxx
Nickolas, Alekos, Zackary.
Hmmmm....
Haha. I know someone is smirking behind the screen. Who cares? I admit. I surrender. I hold up my white flag. I x Nick. Have I not mentioned that before?
xxx
Saturdays are proving to be just as bad as Sundays. Soon there will be no more likeable days. Just hours. ):
xxx
Back to the books.
And music.
Have you had your Tyson today? I certainly haven't.
No worries though.
xxx
what hurts the most..
What does, really?
Seeing the best best friend you ever had being best friends with someone else? Haha. I can't believe I actually believed in the best friend type of shiz. Last one I ever had broke my heart.
What about people who treat you as if you have no feelings? Stare at your face and give nasty comments?
Or what about thinking that I really don't deserve a branded guitar after skipping the whole practicing thing and getting over it.. slightly? Heehee. I got over the branded guitars thingy but I wouldn't mind if you keep pestering me.
Or.. getting dissed for trying to lighten up all the darkness.
x
I shall stop crapping now.
I just-just-just-just-just finished reading Tommy Sullivan is a Freak.
What. An. Ending.
I don't like how Katie obsesses about him and keeps thinking of him and his muscles or whatever. Well, he's not like our Rob Wilkins from the 1800-Series who looks much better than Tommy. HAHA! And the whole unexpected thing that she sprayed Tommy Sullivan is a Freak on the wall. Wouldn't have known. There's always a dramatic part about the heroine going on stage and telling her secret to the whole world. Bleh. I don't know but I don't think I like this book much.
Then there's Airhead.
Hahahaha! I fell in love with this book after I finished. Didn't quite like it while I was reading it. Weird, huh?
What I don't like is how Nikki Howards just died like that and they even burnt Em's body. I think it's unfair that she just died and then.. boom. Spirit transfer or the brain transfer thing. I don't like Gabriel because he seems to act like he's living in the stone age, serenading her with songs.
Here's what I like - Christopher, Lulu and Brandon.
Christopher becomes such an emotional, sweet person after Em's so-called death and funeral. He even cut his hair for her and stopped playing the games they used to play together. He's changed into someone different. It's sad that no one accepts him after he becomes.. cute?
Lulu is probably the sweetest best/girl friend Em could ever had. She is likable. She fusses over stupid stuff and is very supportive. She believes in the spirit transfer even though the papers are saying Nikki has amnesia. She doesn't really mind that her ex-boyfriend, Justin had been cheating on her with Nikki because 'Nikki' has turned nice.
Brandon is Nikki's on and off boyfriend as mentioned a few times in the book. Haha. He's the stupid type of boyfriend who gets angry then softens later on. He looks good from my view but not as good as Christopher.
And he's dreamy that his girlfriend is finally nice and not mean to him anymore.
Em as Nikki is also fun to be while reading. She doesn't even know anything about the modelling world or fashion and she turns from tomboy to supermodel. I like how she observes such small stuff and how she tries in vain to catch Christopher's attention. Yes, that is the best thing. She tries so, so, so hard but he doesn't even give in to her melting smiles and hits her right in the chest with his cutting words when she attempts to flirt.
We need to get Being Nikki (Airhead)! I have to see what happened....
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Can't even find a good picture of the pink cover but this will do, I guess.
Jinx. I love this book too.
<3
Another unexpected twist in the story of coincidence like how Avalon High
was. How the guy back in Jean's hometown got obsessed about her when she made this doll of him with his and her hair.
Torrance is a really arrogant girl, kinda reminds me of someone I know. She obsesses about a guy, namely Zack, when she already has a boyfriend and she believes he's gonna fall in love with him when actually he's crushing on some other girl. Get it? That's a mouthful.
Zack looks really good from my view.. again. Maybe because his name is spelt Zackary instead of Zachary. Ahem, ahem, Taco. *smirk, smirk, gloat, gloat, wiggles eyebrows* *inside joke* He is super sweet because he understands Jean and gives her a nickname 'Cousin Jean'.
Haha! I like how he forgot to put on a shirt when he went to rescue Jean from Torrance and her 'coven'. Meg Cabot seriously has me cracking up!
Jean is a nice girl/heroine. She has strong will power to believe that she isn't the one doing bad and has to do something. She was nice to have Torrance to be with the guy who stalked her (I forgot his name. Ooops.) in the end. She convinces herself that Zack likes Petra just like how Stephanie did about Jason in How To Be Popular. And doesn't realise she loves him.
Whoots! I'm into books. MOOOOOORE!
x
I crap too much, honestly.
I can't even listen to music. I miss music! I miss my headphones. I have none at the moment so it's just boring words.. and a bunch of games. Not so nice.
Need to do something about this.
Yes! I need to get my dose of Real World now.. no-oh.
x
PS: Guess whose birthday is coming soon.

Mr Lefebvre. A.K.A Blue Eyed Romeo! <3
I can't wait for his hair to grow out again.
X’s on the back of your hand
I have been lost in my own realm. My heaven. My haven. My own world. Its wonder I cannot describe.
Let me show you a few worlds that I've been lost in since yesterday.
One of them would be Nathan Fox's land. Where he and John Pearce and his sister and the gypsies and the Dutch mercenaries and such fought in Amsterdam and Arnhem to intercept the Spanish gold.

I take pride in taking good pictures with the webcam. Hee. (:
Woot, woot. I love these Age of Empire-ish books where the setting is way back in the 1500s and thereabouts. This time it was in the Netherlands in 1580 something. The Dutch. Rather nice to know about it.
I want the first book.
I want my own Pieter de Ferm. Swooon. Even though he is not a main character, he's still important. He's kinda got the charming thing going on. -wink- And he likes Nathan's sister, Marie. AWWW.
Actually Marie is something of a witty drop dead gorgeous brunette who has healing skills which come in handy all through the book since people are getting injured left and right. Wawawiwa. And she's got all the guys after her. John Pearce, Pieter de Ferm, Carlos Casado... hmm.. that is something.
I won't spoil the story because cheez hasn't read it.
Maybe when she's done with it, she'll review it..

Sorry about the blurness. I have no idea why my webcam takes such ugly pictures. Which is contradicting what I said up there. But hey. Nice pictures don't necessarily have to be sharp. Right? (;
Moving on.. to ... Tommy Sullivan Is A Freak.

I love how Meg Cabot's books are always so BRIGHT PINK. Anywhere, anytime, I'd be able to recognize them.
Anyhoo.
I think that this is the first time I don't agree with the guy the main girl ends up with. I like Seth. What was wrong with him? And I hate how Katie goes all freaking soft when she sees Tommy. I don't like how smug and cocky Tommy is. It's like he knows Katie will give in to him. And he won't tell her anything. And it's like he knows her secrets. Which is like driving me up the wall because it's just so irritating. Bleeeeeech. Egoistic guys drive me nutters. Don't they? :/
Oh well. It was nice to be in Katie's shoes for 249 pages !
Don't you step in to play the main character's role when you're reading? Because I know I do. If I don't I'm in someone else's shoes. Sigh.
I have yet to finish Inkheart. But I'm upset that I don't have the sequels. Grrrr. ):
I've already picked out the next book to read. I'm super efficient when it comes to studying reading.

Out Of The Blue.
Sounds interesting, no?
They all do. I'm salivating.
xxx
I had a Simple Plan marathon that day. And it made me reminisce! Like it had been a loooong time since I heard their songs which is kinda true but whatever.
I suddenly realized, with a PANG, that I miss David. :O

xxx
New One Republic, Melee, Backstreet Boys, Katy Perry, SP and loads. Soon, I hope.
xxx
Coincidence that I was just talking about Nathan Fox in Amsterdam and now Nick just tweeted that he's in Amsterdam. Definitely not my Pieter de Ferm though. (:

Ty ; Nick
Off to watch CSI: Miami.
Ta.
Cause you don’t know me, it’s the same sun rising
I don't even know where to begin.

I think I'll begin with Inkheart. It has got to be one of the best books I've ever read. It appeals even more to me with Dustfinger in it.

I mean I know that Dustfinger is not exactly a hottie, or an old school romantic or a hero or someone big. But he is important in the story, to me. If he's not in it, it wouldn't be Inkheart. He's 'matchstick-eating' a.k.a 'fire-eater' and personally, I think that is hot. Since I've watched the movie already and his character is played by Paul Bettany, who in reality is not a blue eyed bombshell, I sorta have an idea of what he looks like. The bad thing about watching movies based on novels before reading the book itself, is that you've already had the characters appearances in your mind and you can't erase it. Like in Twilight, my Jacob was so much more handsome. (:

Marty Marten. Adorable, huh?
Anyways, Dustfinger is my favorite character. He goes straight to my heart. And he has a furry marten called Gwin. I love characters with nice pets. Gwin is such an adorable name, no? I love how his character is so nimble, resourceful, has a little temper, is not particularly handsome but still good-looking to me, compassionate yet afraid of death. For those reading it too, let me tell you: he makes up for his betrayal later on in the story.
I still don't like Meggie though. Mo - the name itself makes me shudder but thank God for Brendan Fraser - is a protective dad who wants the best for his daughter but which dad doesn't want that for their children??? My mind wanders off. Elinor is.. such a talkative but charming elderly lady.
Ah, I am, once again, in love with fictional characters. Some might think that I'm crazy but I assure you, there is nothing wrong with dreaming of fictional characters. Especially ones who do incredible stuff like playing and taming fire.
I can't wait to get my hands on the sequels. Please don't let Dustfinger die. I'd die if he died. To me, the story dies along with the character. So don't kill Dustfinger off.
AHAHA. OMG. I JUST RUINED MY WHOLE SUSPENSE. I hate surprises, by the way. Dustfinger did NOT die. Rejoice and good for you, Cornelia Funke. She is one amazing writer even if she is German. Many of the greatest writers aren't necessarily people who write in English or however you put it..
But those sequels will have to wait as I am not done with the first one yet.
Hint, hint. Mom, can we get all three books? Maybe then you can read them to me like Mo. (: I'm telling you, if it's one other person who can make a story come alive by reading those words, it's my mom.
You might not have seen, but I withheld tears at the end of the movie. Yes, I'm that good at hiding and keeping those salty droplets from falling.
Oh great, just great. Now I want a matchstick-eater, fire-dancer/eater of my own.
Sometimes the fantasy world is so much more interesting.
"Do you think she likes it there?" - Meggie about her mom in the Inkworld.
Nowadays I've been slipping off into my own fantasy, forgetting all about everything that is happening around me. Most of the time and more than thrice, at sxxxxxx, my friend has to snap her fingers in front of my face to startle me out of my faraway thoughts.
How good it is to be loved.
xxx
The scent of the strawberry hand wash is making me mad with frustration. It reminds me of something but I can't place my finger on it so I keep sniffing at my hand.
Dang...
xxx
My leprechaun and my bespectacled friend.
Adam, who made me cry in that episode of CSI:NY; and Danny, who is such a sweetheart to Linds.

xxx

Who knew that guys shopping could be so hot? I certainly didn't till I saw this and a certain Senor Wheeler.
xxx
Dying to watch: Crank 2.
Jason Statham!
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It's only during the exams when wonderful things start to come up and lure me away from my priorities.
That's bad.
Self control.
A test to see if I'm able to drag myself away from those 'evils'.
Sigh. No one told me life would be so challenging.
xxx
Other than this, the world seems normal to me.
xxx
"What do you want to do next time?"
"I don't know, journalism."
It just rolled off my tongue so easily. Like I meant to say it. Like I'd always been saying it. Am I really going into that field? The mind spins and boggles.
xxx
Listening to When You're Gone - Bryan Adams.
Cuh-nadian - Sebastien.
And you know how much I love those Canadians.
xxx
PIERRE BOUVIER'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.
Happy birthday, Enrique Iglesias!
I am constantly updated by Cheez who actually bothers to read the news. Sadists.
xxx
I kinda always tend to get annoyed when I see your lovesick face and hear your lovesick voice. GAG ME.
xxx
The courage to show, to letting you know, I've never felt so much love before and once again I'm thinking about taking the easy way out.
How will I know, if I let you go?
then he’s a fool and you’re just as well
What type of booksales do these people have nowadays?? Expensive shiz. Hardly books which cost 10 bucks.
We only bought a book. There were so many the other day but we didn't buy them. No people, no books, no price.
No T--- or books or inspiration now. How lonely. I'm fallin' apart. Why doesn't anyone care?? Why do it when you don't care about it or even try? Can't even do anything like that. ): I plan to keep watching to find out. Pictures.. my only choice.

more of mr blond and his boots.

gotta love their smiles

nice gloves (: nice hoodie looks like david's (: nice shoes (: nice pants (: nice hair (: nice g... ):

pierre looks
love their gloves
Loooooooove.
I think I don't wanna stay in that drain hole but you do.
because you make me believe in myself
Could a day just get any worse?
I'm not going into details. That'd be too personal really. So the statement will just be: Today sucks.
Ahh, bolt it, I'm not going to talk about it. I already let most of it out. Can't say that I'm still not fuming. ):
Other than that........ Ricky updated his blog, Sebastien and Katy updated their Twitter and Pierre updated his MySpace. So for now, it's all good.
Wow, I can't believe English. I was like a total flunkozoid and you know what, I don't care because I know I'm better than that so boo yah. Oh well.. my friends have been pretty okay. We had a little tete-a-tete during class about people. Good gossip, you know. That was nice. To get so things off our chests. Some things were just so true.
I've been reading. That EQ book I mentioned previously? Yup. I always knew I had a little interest in psychology and emotional stuff like that though I don't think I could do it for a living.
Hmm.. I should definitely root out some more books like that. I'm sure there are a few. Deep down under that pile of chick lit books. Heehee.
I am again, at a loss for words. Where did my built-in dictionary go?
PASTA BAKE!!!!!!!
Now that was outta the blue. Mom's pasta bake is tooooo die for. No joke. Vegetarian or not, it's mouth-watering and something you'll remember. I call that 'real food'.
Seriously. Once again. Do people, young or old, actually think that they're gonna marry Edward Cullen? Gawd. Stephenie Meyer, you knew you were gonna release monsters, didn't you?
Two letters: EW.
I asked her: "SO?" Oh my God. I didn't mean to. I was just not thinking. But whatever.
"Absolutely not"-Kraven.
Much love,
T.
SEBBY, we mizzzz you loadzzz.
cause i don’t wanna be, one of the boys
"Cooper loves you."
Last night I dreamt of Cooper. I created a Cooper in my dreams. Swooon. He was so tall, dark and handsome. Kinda like a dark haired Josh but cuter. Can you imagine that? If only he existed. He'd be my Prince Charming, my Romeo, my knight in Wrangler jeans, my hero, my savior... ahh, keep dreaming.
Can guys get any cuter in dreams? Mm, hardly.
Mom says someone must have a deep impression on something/someone to actually dream of the actual thing the night itself.
Seems like I've been thinking of Cooper Cartwright, ehh?
FYI, Cooper doesn't exist. He's Heather's boyfriend in the Size 12 is Not Fat series written by Meg Cabot. His brother, Jordan, isn't that bad either. I think of him as Nick Carter - blond hottie/cutie popstar.
xxx
Back to reality.
I find David so adorable what with his sudden French in interviews and spontaneous answers and ridiculously high pitched words in the middle of nowhere. Wonder if he's gonna change his style for the next record. :O Last time it was blond, then black, then that intolerable hair style, now to his hat frenzy. What's next, David? Always intriguing.

it's always good to see you smile. so why don't you smile more. :O
Taylor Swift music = good food for the depressed soul. Love her and her curls.









