and i know you think i’m crazy, and i dress up like i’m four
My heart is crying.
I seriously regret saying The Great Escape was noisy and pretty irritating.. and rolling my eyes at Thunder. But it wasn't too late when I began appreciating BLG's music.
Then, she came.
Why? Why do rotten people always have to spoil my day and screw everything up??
There she goes, advertising BLG's new album, Love Drunk and going on and on about how obsessed she is with the song. Next, she says she loves Contagious, Heart Heart Heartbreak and She's Got A Boyfriend Now and everyone should listen to it. She even says, "LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS".
Contagious? My song? The song that I sang to non stop when everyone was out and about? The riffs I love? The three songs I love, love, love?
I would've loved to see her face when I shoved the picture of us with BLG and the huge poster of them. Unfortunately, I have none, so no satisfaction or pleasure.
At my most selfish moment, she has to screw it.
Please. She never liked singers or bands. Not until this year. Her friends are oh-so-hip that she follows the herd as well. Her friends love BLG. She must also love them.
Everyone around me might think I've gone absolutely nuts by yelling out profanities and thumping my feet like Veruca Salt from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. But I'm not.
Maybe I'm angry with her mocking smiley faces and her.. annoying acts.
My final decision makes me proud. I turned this negativity into something positive.
One, why get so frustrated with these type of people? It's not like they've met BLG and ever will. It's not like they went to watch BLG live. It's not like they listened to their new songs first. Us, faithful fans around the world, have been the ones supporting BLG before the album even came out. We were also the ones to buy their album as true fans but not fans trying to fit in with the world.
Two, this has just made me even more determined. I got an inspiration boost to bury myself into books more often today. Why? Because I actually made an effort to remember those words and it all came out as smooth as rap. I'll try to make an effort like people have advised me.
I'll try to make those words I need to know come out smoother than rap.
&,
Best advice of the day :
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put `em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful
Eminem - Beautiful
&,
when the walls came down, you wouldn’t let me in
I finally have Love Drunk in my hands!
It's so awesome to see it on my play list.
Two Is Better Than One is a really hard song. 
I can't even hum it because Martin's voice is freaking high and Taylor's too. My voice feels chopped up whenever I attempt to hum it.
The First One is probably my next favorite song. I'm listening to it now. And I'm like, "Whoa" so that's a good sign, right? [:
Heart Heart Heartbreak, I've already said this is crazily wonderful.
She's Got A Boyfriend Now is awesome. I'm proud to see it on my dear play list.
Love Drunk; I am seriously love drunk now with the album.
Chemical Collide is, um, noisy. I couldn't hear much because Taco is playing out loud, not me.
Real Thing sounds okay. I like the 80's type of sound. Especially the guitar part. I don't know how to describe it.
Contagious.. I'm so in love with this song.
I'll tell you about Go, Someone Like You and The Shot Heard Round The World later.
For now, I'm stoked. I love Love Drunk.
&.
when you’re a holiday, you can’t find the words to say
Boys Like Girls Love Drunk Album Preview
I don't own this at all.
It sounds awesome! I can't wait!
'Contagious' sounds like a great rock song. [: I think there are a few deep and emotional songs in there - old material. I know some fans aren't that pleased with the rock, rock and rock songs. But 'Go' and 'Two Is Better Than One' is good.
I really, really can't wait.
Two more days! <3
Love Drunk, here we come, here we go!
i heard you’re doing okay, but i want you to know
Cheez's Like it or NOT, once again, people!
Simple Plan
Addicted
Hard Fi
Hard To Beat
Jet
She's A Genius
Boys Like Girls
She's Got A Boyfriend Now
All-American Rejects
Swing, Swing
Kevin Rudolf
N.Y.C [Feat. Nas]
Rob Thomas
Real World '09
Weezer
My Best Friend
Mandy Moore
I Could Break Your Heart Any Day Of The Week
Enrique Iglesias
Takin' Back My Love [Feat. Sarah Connor]
[x]
Boys Like Girls. Love Drunk. 08.09.2009
Backstreet Boys. This Is Us. 06.10.2009
One Republic. Waking Up. EarlySeptember2009
Scooby Doo Simple Plan. TBA.
Spring2010/According to Pierre in Russia interview.
[x]
Don't forget to watch Straight Through My Heart video! <3
Straight Through My Heart Video Shoot
They show more dancing in this footage. I loooooove their dance moves. It makes the video great even if it's not so great. KTBSPA!
when it’s time to live and let die
Green Day is the awesomest.
I love their music. And I love Billie Joe.
How can you not like them? They're not freaky rock bands like Slipknot and MCR. And Billie Joe writes amazing songs.
I have yet to finish listening to their whole album. 21st Century Breakdown.
Lyrics to the song:
Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take you breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins...
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
xxx
By the way, we're joining in on Blogathon 2009. We have been participating since 2007.
For those who don't know what Blogathon is about, it's a marathon where you blog for 24 hours to raise funds for whatever charity that you're trying to raise money for. This year, we've decided to go with the Best Friends Animal Society. Kind of like ASPCA but not the same.
This is basically the description that I plucked off Blogathon.org:
What’s a Blogathon?
First some terminology: “blog” is a shortened version of “weblog” which is a frequently updated personal website. Most blogs have date stamps on the entries, and consist of links and commentary.
Now, remember when you were in school and you would bowl for charity? And for every pin you knocked down you got, say, ten cents? Or run for a dollar a mile? During the Blogathon, people update their websites every 30 minutes for 24 hours straight. For this, they collect sponsorships. Pledges can be a flat donation, or a certain amount for every hour the blogger manages to stay awake.
So please be kind and sponsor us. The money does not go to us. It goes straight to the society to help the animals and stuff.
Remember. You are doing this for a good cause.
18 more days to go.
xxx
i used to be love drunk but now i’m hungover
New Boys Like Girls.
LOVE DRUNK.
Coming out September 8th.
The anticipation begins.
WHOOOOOO!! Love it. They sound great. Why do people always have to be fixed on one band's sound? If they change and it's still good, does it matter? :/ Anyhoooo, I love them.
Lyrics to the song.
(hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue (taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven't heard.
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night; now it's just a bar fight
So don’t call me crazy; say hello to goodbye (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!) that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, but now it's over
(hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride; the world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched, now im so broken that i can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night; now it's just a bar fight
So don’t call me crazy; Say hello to goodbye (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!) that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, but now it's over
All the time I wasted on you; All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab cause everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you.
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, but now I'm sober
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night; now it's just a bar fight
So don’t call me crazy; Say hello to goodbye (okay!)
There's just one thing (okay!) that would make me say
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over
I love you forever, but now it's over
(na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na)
Now it's over
Still taste it on my tongue
Now it's over
xxx
I watched the new Britney Spears video 'Radar' and the new Eminem video 'Beautiful'.
Eminem should definitely sing. I mean, he is the best white rapper - no racism intended - but he should bring out some vocals.....
By the way, who's in Blogathon 2009?
Gonna count the days off my fingers.
Till then.
xxx
X’s on the back of your hand
I have been lost in my own realm. My heaven. My haven. My own world. Its wonder I cannot describe.
Let me show you a few worlds that I've been lost in since yesterday.
One of them would be Nathan Fox's land. Where he and John Pearce and his sister and the gypsies and the Dutch mercenaries and such fought in Amsterdam and Arnhem to intercept the Spanish gold.
I take pride in taking good pictures with the webcam. Hee. (:
Woot, woot. I love these Age of Empire-ish books where the setting is way back in the 1500s and thereabouts. This time it was in the Netherlands in 1580 something. The Dutch. Rather nice to know about it.
I want the first book.
I want my own Pieter de Ferm. Swooon. Even though he is not a main character, he's still important. He's kinda got the charming thing going on. -wink- And he likes Nathan's sister, Marie. AWWW.
Actually Marie is something of a witty drop dead gorgeous brunette who has healing skills which come in handy all through the book since people are getting injured left and right. Wawawiwa. And she's got all the guys after her. John Pearce, Pieter de Ferm, Carlos Casado... hmm.. that is something.
I won't spoil the story because cheez hasn't read it. 
Maybe when she's done with it, she'll review it..
Sorry about the blurness. I have no idea why my webcam takes such ugly pictures. Which is contradicting what I said up there. But hey. Nice pictures don't necessarily have to be sharp. Right? (;
Moving on.. to ... Tommy Sullivan Is A Freak.
I love how Meg Cabot's books are always so BRIGHT PINK. Anywhere, anytime, I'd be able to recognize them.
Anyhoo. 
I think that this is the first time I don't agree with the guy the main girl ends up with. I like Seth. What was wrong with him? And I hate how Katie goes all freaking soft when she sees Tommy. I don't like how smug and cocky Tommy is. It's like he knows Katie will give in to him. And he won't tell her anything. And it's like he knows her secrets. Which is like driving me up the wall because it's just so irritating. Bleeeeeech. Egoistic guys drive me nutters. Don't they? :/
Oh well. It was nice to be in Katie's shoes for 249 pages !
Don't you step in to play the main character's role when you're reading? Because I know I do. If I don't I'm in someone else's shoes. Sigh.
I have yet to finish Inkheart. But I'm upset that I don't have the sequels. Grrrr. ):
I've already picked out the next book to read. I'm super efficient when it comes to studying reading.
Out Of The Blue.
Sounds interesting, no?
They all do. I'm salivating.
xxx
I had a Simple Plan marathon that day. And it made me reminisce! Like it had been a loooong time since I heard their songs which is kinda true but whatever.
I suddenly realized, with a PANG, that I miss David. :O
xxx
New One Republic, Melee, Backstreet Boys, Katy Perry, SP and loads. Soon, I hope.
xxx
Coincidence that I was just talking about Nathan Fox in Amsterdam and now Nick just tweeted that he's in Amsterdam. Definitely not my Pieter de Ferm though. (:
Ty ; Nick
Off to watch CSI: Miami.
Ta.
i’m still stuck, i’m still here
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TYSON RITTER !
THIS IS TYSON.
Isn't he haaaawt?! Isn't he young?!
MUAHAAHAHAHAHA.
Mom says, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TYSON!"
AHHAHAHAHAHAAH!
This is for you, Ty. I know this cake looks as delicious as Tyson.
Have a big bang of a birthday. Keep rockin', you fine fine man. HAHAHAHA!
I used lavender because you love lavender vanilla, right? (:
xxx
I love how my other brother is so afraid of me.
I must be someone important or deathly terrifying to him which is something since he isn't really scared or intimidated by anyone.
Love, love, dear brother. >=D
xxx
New Green Day album.
Haven't heard it. Heard that it's more religious though. Bummer. As if Jesus of Suburbia wasn't long enough.. Sigh.. Oh well, I'm sure there must be at least one good song.
Will tell everyone bout it later.
xxx
Katy Perry's Waking Up In Vegas video is coming out really soon. REALLY SOON.
FLAMBOYANT is the word, baby.
xxx
Is anyone following Michael Sheen who is gonna be in NEW MOON?!?!?
OMG!!! I KNOW!!!
OBSCENITY FUGLY PEOPLE. WHY DONTCHA JUST *UMP SOMEWHERE ELSE, SICKOS?!
Go read the news about in on Michael's twitter.
xxx
Cop stop, baby I'm a cop stop.
Some of those Gavin DeGraw lines are so catchy.
Okay, so Lifehouse might not have the most amazing voice but I still love Whatever It Takes. First Time too.
Currently listening to Push by Matchbox 20.
Celebrity Twitters are so interesting. Ashton Kutcher and Joel Madden sure Tweet a lot. Half the page is filled with their updates. I miss SP tweets and all.
Most of all, I miss Sebastien.
The heart shreds.
xxx
don’t feel so bad
1. What is your name? Or what should your name be?
My wish - Rascal Flatts
Oh right..
2. How is your life going?
Cry - Rihanna
Hmm.. -smears below eyes-, nope, I'm not crying.
3. What is your nickname?
Everything but mine - Backstreet Boys
Everything but my name. Obviously.
4. What is your theme song?
Amazed - Lonestar
God I love this song. <3
5. What is your best friend's theme song?
The best is yet to come - Hinder
Yeaah, I am my own best friend and the best is yet to come.
6. How is your life going to turn out?
Sugar - Kid Rock
Who's gonna get some sugar tonight, hmm?
7. Will you get married?
Last christmas - Wham!
Last xmas? ZOMG?! Naw, not married yet.
8. Will you have kids?
Breathe - Taylor Swift
Breathe (:
9. What will your job be?
Makes me wonder - Maroon 5
I haven't given it much thought.
10. Did you/will you finish school?
The damage in your heart - Weezer
Sch00l leaves a damage in my heart. Impact of sch%%l. x(
11. Who is your best friend?
Pork and beans - Weezer
The lyrics says it all.
12. Who is or will be your significant other?
Built to last - Melee
Aww, that's so sweet.
13. Who do you like?
Running away - Jesse Mccartney
I'm running away from the fact that I like someone? Not really.
14. How will you die?
Tears of pearls - Savage Garden
Bleurgh. Depressing thought.
15. How do you feel right now?
What up, what's haapnin' - T.I
I have no clue what's happening. I'm lost in my music and I prefer it that way.
16. What is your favorite song?
I could be the one - Donna Lewis
Yeah, you could be my favorite song for now.
17. How could you describe your parents?
Without You - Hinder
HAHAHAHA! Ironic! Our guitar teacher told us to play this song to Mom because we'd be nothing if it weren't for Mom. (: Sweeto!
18. Your best friend[s]?
Tell me this - Colby O Donis
Ditto.
19. Your teachers?
Song for the unloved - Backstreet Boys
So unloved.
20. Your significant other [or crush...]?
The world - Brad Paisley
You mean the world to me, love. (:
21. Yourself?
We are the world - USA for Africa
Yourself/we are the world? Ironic.
22. What is your best feature?
Come home - One Republic
...
Ahaha! this picture is so funny!
23. What will you be / should you be, profession-wise?
If you can afford me - Katy Perry
Something...
24. How could you describe this survey?
Never miss a beat - Kaiser Chiefs
Sucks.
25. What makes you angry?
Hero - Enrique Iglesias
People who think that they are heroes.
26. What makes you sad?
Bent - Matchbox 20
27. What makes you happy?
Helpless when she smiles - Backstreet Boys
YAYAYAY!! I do get helpless when he smiles. (:
28. What makes you dance?
Low - Flo Rida ft. T Pain
This is a good song to dance to actually.
29. What is your favorite color?
Wake me up when September ends - Green Day
Green, I guess.
30. How would you describe yourself?
Bubblin' - Blue
That would mean I am a bubbly person which I am.
31. Who is your worst enemy?
Waitin' on a woman - Brad Paisley ft. Andy Griffith
My worst enemy is waiting on a woman. Yeah, get on with your make up already.
32. Who do you hate?
Freeek - George Michael
Ditto.
33. Who do you love?
No place to run - Gym Class Heroes
No place to run away from my love.
34. Who do you lust after?
Real World - The All American Rejects
Yes, I need some reality.
I wish.. Promise - Simple Plan (i wish promise? what does it mean? :O)
I want to.. Crab - Weezer (AHAHAH! i want to crab. that's new)
I want to kill.. I Shall Overcome - Hard Fi (i want to kill i shall overcome is the weirdest sentence i've heard. i guess it means i want to overcome my love for killing)
I want to eat.. We Are The World - USA for Africa (poor africans have to eat also, you know)
My head.. Just Dance - Lady Gaga ft Colby O Donis (my head is dancing? oh?)
I am.. There's Us - Backstreet Boys (ironic! i am there's us. wow)
My best feature is.. You Got - Melee (i have got your best feature perhaps?)
My eyes are.. I Can Wait Forever - Simple Plan (yes, look into my eyes and you will feel like you can wait forever)
My hair is.. Isn't It a Wonder - Boyzone (my hair is a wonder. it's so pretty. hahahahahah)
My face is.. Bottle It Up - Sara Bareilles (it's so sweet, you wanna bottle my face up and take it home. no way. i need my face back)
You should.. When I'm Gone - Simple Plan (you should totally miss me when i'm gone )
Words of advice.. Little Angel - Hard Fi (be good, everyone)
How do others see me?
High - James Blunt
How do I see myself?
Get another boyfriend - Backstreet Boys
xxx
I've been repeating Thunder on Myspace Videos just for this survey. 
three, don’t make me count to three again
We started loving a bunch of new songs. [:
I can't wait to get my AAR album. I think I'm being too annoying and pestering. Can't help it. Happy Ending is okaaaaaaay. I love the guitar parts and the bridge. You'll understand if you listen to it. Trying desperately to load Time Stands Still.
xxx
Tomorrow is a Friday. Good news!
xxx
Hinder?! Hinder?!!! You gotta be *bleep* me. It can't be happening. We should have never watched Without You on tv.
I'm not overreacting. Sorry that I don't really like their music. Now. I know it's just a song but... I just prefer Nickelback or something.
We're learning Hinder. Without You. Got that? Not gonna repeat.
I think my whole face turned from purple to blue to black when said, "Do you know Hinder?" Dang. Why didn't we think of Nickelback back then? Well, this song better be worth it. I wouldn't wanna sing it though..
One of us has to be Jeff Stinco and the other as Mike Kennerty. If you don't get that, that means lead guitarist and rhythm guitarist. No way. Plucking with the pick and that whole coolio strumming thing. Ok, anyway, we're pretty great with the chords. That's the bonus. But dead strings are so in with us.
xxx
I'll end this post here. And with this.
All American Rejects - Tournado - Happy Endings [:
I like how Nick closes his eyes and counts. And his Firebird. Duh!! I mean. Lost it. No dreaming of Firebirds.
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