i wonder when you close your eyes




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I wonder if my whole life will be filled with secondhand goods. Used goods (some even rotten enough to be fed to dogs) keep dropping into my lap and I'm expected to make use of them (and I always do... until they literally die while I'm using them). Usually these used goods are important things in life. Pity these important things such as technology and daily needs have to be old and dysfunctional goods.
And I don't even complain. I've been taking it all in because I'm like that. And no one even notices that I don't complain. I might talk about it once or twice but it's all good. Only on my bad days, I feel like I've had enough of secondhand goods to last a lifetime. You might think that I'm being ungrateful because there are people out there who can't even afford things that are given to me but the thing is, I'm about the only one in the family who gets these used goods. There's about so much I can take, guys.
Justice is crooked as far as I'm concerned. In school, at home, in life? It's all the same. There will be no fairness and equality as long as we're all human. I'm seriously considering dropping out of school to become a monk. No sh*t. Sometimes I think I'm destined to be a holy person. I'd like to be at peace with the world and everyone. I'd like to do good because there's too much evil in this world. Oh, I forgot that monks don't swear. No joke then.
Oh, look, my fully DYSFUNCTIONAL laptop screen has just turned everything blue. My life rocks. Oh, and the spacebar isn't working very well. I feel blessed. I love life, indeed.
If I don't become a monk and walk down the religious path, the first thing I'll buy when I get my first paycheck will be a school book (I'll probably frame it too). Because all my school books are tattered, torn, used and ready to disintegrate. Oh, and I'll donate to charity and if I can, I will send spanking new books to kids at the orphanage. Seriously.
If life won't be fair to me, I'll be fair to life. Two wrongs don't make a right. Keep that in mind.
XOXO.






