what happened in between?

Because I was always labeled as useless, stupid, indecisive, lazy, a bum and a drama queen.

Only God knows what other names people call me.

But learning from disappointment comes from all these lovely nicknames.

I don’t care.

I might have the longest strings of nicknames but I’m not who you think I am.

I’ve taken many bad falls but when I finally hope for something, sometimes just clinging on to some little bit of hope is wrong too. Tell me what’s right then.

I’ll be a broken shell before you know it and I know you’ll never blame yourself.

I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care.

That’s probably  my motto.

I don’t care.

You’ll never see me fall and beg.

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