Spuddy Buddies

I’m so sick of living for other people

This is about me. About me and my hatred towards the editorial board.

I submitted an article about Twilight and how it shouldn't be known as the Best Movie of 2009 and guess what, geniuses? It didn't go into the magazine. Instead, some bitch's (my friend of 11 years) plagiarized article about DEATH somehow worked its way into the magazine and is lying there flat out on solid white paper for everyone to read and praise. What the f*ck? I'm seriously pissed. That bitch whom I've known for 11 years is the worst person I've met in my entire life. I don't even know why I still talk to her. Oh, probably because of the society who will think me as stuck up and judgmental if I tell them the reason why she's such a bitch.

Now all these profanities are not spewing out from nowhere. They're coming from my angry and ripped soul. How could they do this to me? I mean I hate the school. I really hate it. I can't wait to break free and never look at it again but while I'm still there, I have to endure with all the shit they throw out. In my freshman year, I wrote a piece and they put it into the magazine. And last year I wrote one (this current one) and they didn't print it out. I only wrote it because I wanted people to see how my writing has matured. That's all. And they couldn't put it out.

WHY? Because they were too busy reading pieces of SHIT that they thought deserved to go into the oh-so-effing-grand glorious pages of their STUPID MAGAZINE. Yes. I am this angry. I am more than angry. I'm pissed! I write because I like to. I live to write, write to live and as corny as that sounds, it's true. I don't have to prove this to anyone but anyone who knows me can vouch for this. And that bitch who is some goth emo freak freaking Lord Blackwood (from Sherlock Holmes the movie) gets her article about death into the magazine? Mind you, I've read some of her writing before and she's a shitty writer. She doesn't even know simple words and there she is, throwing out big son of a gun sized words?

There are a few probable reasons as to why my piece didn't get onto the front page of the English section. One, because the person I submitted my article to didn't hand it in to the people because she's a big fan of Twilight and hates to see her beloved Edward Cullen being criticized. Two, the editorial board are big supporters of Twilight and hate to see me put out the truth so straightforwardly. Three, they're biased.

I'm wondering if I should write a piece this year to blast the school about their biased ways. Or maybe I shouldn't write at all. If I don't write to show my protest, no one would hear it. No one would know about it. No one would even care. I don't know.

Not considering slicing my wrists yet but we'll see. I might reach the exploding point... and I promised myself I wouldn't fall into this depressed nonsense.

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Sorry for the foul language. You would too.