Spuddy Buddies

and i know you think i’m crazy, and i dress up like i’m four

My heart is crying.

I seriously regret saying The Great Escape was noisy and pretty irritating.. and rolling my eyes at Thunder. But it wasn't too late when I began appreciating BLG's music.

Then, she came.

Why? Why do rotten people always have to spoil my day and screw everything up??

There she goes, advertising BLG's new album, Love Drunk and going on and on about how obsessed she is with the song. Next, she says she loves Contagious, Heart Heart Heartbreak and She's Got A Boyfriend Now and everyone should listen to it. She even says, "LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS".

Contagious? My song? The song that I sang to non stop when everyone was out and about? The riffs I love? The three songs I love, love, love?

I would've loved to see her face when I shoved the picture of us with BLG and the huge poster of them. Unfortunately, I have none, so no satisfaction or pleasure.

At my most selfish moment, she has to screw it.

Please. She never liked singers or bands. Not until this year. Her friends are oh-so-hip that she follows the herd as well. Her friends love BLG. She must also love them.

Everyone around me might think I've gone absolutely nuts by yelling out profanities and thumping my feet like Veruca Salt from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. But I'm not.

Maybe I'm angry with her mocking smiley faces and her.. annoying acts.

My final decision makes me proud. I turned this negativity into something positive.

One, why get so frustrated with these type of people? It's not like they've met BLG and ever will. It's not like they went to watch BLG live. It's not like they listened to their new songs first. Us, faithful fans around the world, have been the ones supporting BLG before the album even came out. We were also the ones to buy their album as true fans but not fans trying to fit in with the world.

Two, this has just made me even more determined. I got an inspiration boost to bury myself into books more often today. Why? Because I actually made an effort to remember those words and it all came out as smooth as rap. I'll try to make an effort like people have advised me.

I'll try to make those words I need to know come out smoother than rap.

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Best advice of the day :

God gave you shoes to fit you
So put `em on and wear them
Be yourself man
Be proud of who you are
And even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

Eminem - Beautiful

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