Spuddy Buddies

i wish that i could believe that there’s a day

Check this out.

Fuhreaking cool.

I love this.

I have just scrolled back and realized that.. our love for The AAR has been going strong since March 15th or so. Which is like five days before Nick's birthday...

Do I have the slightest idea what love is?

xxx

So addicted to Boys Like Girls - She's Got A Boyfriend Now.

xxx

There's this one thing I want to say.

It's about when you're in doubt whether you'll make it till tomorrow. I mean, I don't question my existence frequently but when I'm feeling paranoid while I'm sick, I wonder What if? And What if is a very important question to ask yourself..

You never know when you're going to go and if you do, will you go suddenly? Before you can do or say everything you want? It troubles me that some people never have that chance.

I like to think, When it's time to go, it's time to go. There's no forcing yourself to go. What is the point? You might feel cornered and trapped on some days and just want to die but after you die, what happens? It's easy for you. You're gone. But what about the people who care about you? I feel very strongly that even the most hated person must have cared for someone or had someone care for them at some point in their life.

Some people mourn and stuff. Some people feel glad that their loved one is with God now. Some don't feel anything. Some feel lost. Some feel that it was well deserved. Either way, I think people should just let the dead move on. Don't you want everyone to be happy? Then let go.

Anyway, my point is :

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes

This is not an emo post.

xxx

Listening to Daughtry - Learn My Lesson.

xxx

Throw it away, forget yesterday.

I think this is the line you meant, Mom.

xxx