Spuddy Buddies

when you walk my way..

I feel depressed.

I need a new pair of headphones but I have to save money for oh-so-wonderful other stuff. I'm probably gonna go deaf when one side conks out. I better start blasting music out loud then.

Yeah. Get pissed off and force me to try out that shizzy pilot headphones thing. The headphones are so tiny. What are they for? To clean my eardrums?

Listening to Mona Lisa makes me feel slightly weird at the intro.

Today I gave the other brother hell. Left him puzzled. [: Felt really good and I can't wait to do it again. *wicked laugh*

I can't believe the lead singer of Hinder is only 28 or something. What the... hell? And he has the same haircut since... since.... Disneyland was found. Mom doesn't wanna admit that she likes Tyson. And oh! Hinder is also from Oklahoma just like Ty. Weird.

I also can't believe that the SP craze has disappeared into the thin air. Will that happen to other bands? ): I feel like it's such a pity. I still check the fansites. It's become second nature. I can't seem to load Seb's new demo song. I wanna hear.. Pierre to Paul. I don't even listen to SP songs anymore. OMG, I feel so bad after saying that. I will and must keep my player on shuffle. I only listen to two albums now. Everyday.

I wonder and wonder and wonder how to improve on our guitar skills now. I did that during sch..l and I wondered if making your own music helps you. I guess I figured that all we need to know now is changing chords quicker and quicker and quicker plus tuning. Bad start for us, huh? Yeah, I'm entertaining myself because no one would give an opinion.

I can't bare these weeks of jealousy, embarrassment and regret chipping off my heart. Everytime I see someone in a music video holding an acoustic guitar or doing a guitar solo. It's killing me, sad to admit. Never thought it would happen.

Trying desperately to find out clear lyrics.. I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be.