Spuddy Buddies

she’s seeing other guys, emotions they stir

I'd like to reinforce my point again: I hate Sundays.

Sundays nearly always come with misery. I just wanna run. I just don't want to see Saturday end. I'd rather be stuck in Saturday than face Sunday with you around. You bring me down, you bring all of us down. This only happens on Sunday, don't you see? I can see right through you. You'd rather be elsewhere than here just like I won't miss your company on Sundays.

And it always has to rain or storm or hail stones on Sunday. Tell me why. It isn't like we're having fun so why bring more down on us?

And all I do is give and you just take. That's what you enjoy doing and I hate you for that. Hate is a strong word, so many people tell me. Like I care? Like I don't know? I exaggerate, I do but when it comes to words and when you piss me off, I'm sorry, I fling vicious words out without hesitation.

It doesn't take much to make me happy. I cool down easily so that's a bonus for you.

And I am nice. Just don't try funny things which you know don't amuse me much. Do that and you'd just be digging your own *. Go figure.

xxx

Well, being a Sagittarian, I am always blindly optimistic.

There is a bright side. I see things half full not half empty. I was always that way. Even now when people look at things half empty, I get annoyed. Why can't you just smile and think positive thoughts? Is that why they invented Cheerios? Because people need to eat them to feel cheery or when they look at CHEERIOS on the box, they think I Must Be Happy?

And when time is up, then say goodbye. If not, enjoy life while you can. Everyday is a gift though sometimes it's hard to see it that way. These

My mission in life is to be happy and healthy. I would add money into that list but, I don't know, I still think that money is secondary to having a happy and healthy life.

Just like The All American Rejects song Mona Lisa? You can sit beside me when the world comes down, if it doesn't matter then just turn around, we don't need our bags we can just leave town, you can sit beside me when the world comes down. Like Tyson said, it's important to have someone. Someone you can spend life with be it your mom or dad or spouse or friend as long as you know someone's there, even if the world crashes down, it's all gonna be fine.

That might be naive or unrealistic but think about it. Would you want to be alone when you're trapped off at all sides? I don't think so.

I want to be that someone important to you but you never see. You refuse to see.

Am I the only one who gives a rat's piss?

Jeez, are my eyes getting wet or something? I don't give a dog's tail about you.

xxx

I HATE EVERYBODY.

I am currently very, very, very angry with everyone. I just lost many lines from this post so screw it.

I just want to leave.

xxx

In your eyes, we'll never be close to perfection,

Doesn't matter, we don't crave for your attention.

xxx

We'll start all over again.

From the beginning. But I still miss Taka.

We will definitely be something. Bigger, better, stronger and faster. I won't be put down by your stupid accusations which I will just casually flick away and I will bury my anger and regret and pain in just words. I don't do arguments. Not with you, unreasonable ***crack. You always try to make us see the point in something but in reality, you don't even know what you're talking about.

There's a saying for that. Refresh my memory please.

If only words and anger could be disposed of by just pulling the flush handle. That would make life easier for those who have low tolerance for ***cracks. Don't you think so?

And no one is asking you to judge me. I don't care how you judge me but if you comment and tell me what kind of person I am, evil or ungrateful, you might just get it in your face.

Peace.

I love peace, don't you? - Tony Stark.

When you talk, it's just a joke.

xxx

Excuse all that. Heart songs, really, Weezer.

I've been watching AAR videos. I particularly like Tyson in It Ends Tonight and Nick in Swing, Swing. Shopping cart moments are fun.

And Nick is cute.

Yes, it all ends tonight when darkness turns to light. That is such a good line. It makes perfect sense.

Happy Easter, folks.

May the force be with you.

My download for the Buzznet acoustic performance for AAR is complete and fully functional. Is that awesome or what? Now I don't have to go to annoying Youtube to listen to it. Youtube is getting laggy even though they're ripping off videos like nobody's business.

It's the smile which counts.

xxx

Off to watch some Paul Walker interviews.

xxx

Love.