Spuddy Buddies

we can be at school or we can be at… home!

Hello, hello. Haven't seen you in a while.

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone I love. None to the people I hate because I don't want to show love to idiots and lame people. Why pretend to love them when you hate them? Yes. That.

A few weeks ago, you probably thought Crackface was becoming a greater friend. Could've fooled me but I don't really think that it's just so easy. You have to go through obstacles to get something you want to get, right? Totally Crackface. Seriously. I feel like giving her a freaking tight slap across her stupid fat shiz face.

About a week ago, I thanked her for being with me because I was sick. I need to show my gratitude and all, right? So, that's why I did that. Anyway, she was like, "Oh. I was just waiting with you because I was bored." Oh my God. That honestly crushed me. I had to keep quiet for a while in case flames blew out of my ears. How can you be such a person like that? It's exactly like what I said. It's just like a slap across my face and a mental note which says, "Should've known."

Uh huh. So. I'm not stupid. She thought I'd be stupid enough to believe her. Of course I didn't. Why should I believe a person who has betrayed and ditched me all alone in the darkness before? Now, the fame is gone so she has to stick by me until it rises once again. Too bad, b-ee-atch. Sorry to admit that I'm using you for now because (quote), "I'm bored."

I don't know what the hell is wrong with her. I ask her to walk with me but she just disappears when I'm walking. Then, I see her with her bunch of lame idiots. Great. Mucho gracias. Her friends totally suck. Freaking annoying. I just ignore them and they're like, "Are you angry? Why aren't you talking?" A quote I would to use from Lucian, "I'll kill you. All of you." I can't even do anything in peace. I need to find some peace.

Besides all these problems that can't be solved with a simple plan, there's that stupid Stalker. I feel like going OMG and start crying. Before I can even reach the hall, she's already behind. Stalking me. I mean. What's her problem!!! I'm gonna ask her that next week. Not to mention, I'm giving her a chin up. What did I seriously do to myself? I can't believe I joined her group and now I'm stuck with her and another annoying dog.

Question is how I got into her group.

Because the whole school has gangs. Because the whole class comes together like a travel pack. Because I refuse to be thick skinned and go up to people and start acting like I'm lack of attention. Because people with gangs are actually people who try to act cool.

Me? I don't come in a travel pack or go as a school of fish. I'm a hermit. Alone. I dislike people who act annoying and act like dogs. Even old friends can't even bother to remember me. The forgotten. When they need help, they come to you and then stab you in the back. Exactly like Crackface.

See? Some of these are reasons why I'm not born for sch99l. I hate everyone. I just wanna become a snail and hide in my shell forever and ever.