i’m not falling apart
Feeling depressed because school is in a few days. I'll be sadistic here just like everyone else then.
Let me tell you what's gonna happen the night before school and the following school mornings. I'm dreading it.
The nightmare before hell....
At 10 p.m, Mom and Dad will probably tell us to go to sleep. We'll all be like, "Whyyyyy? It's still so early." Early for the life of the party. Mom and Dad will obviously remind us that school starts tomorrow and we have to sleep early to be awake for our studies. Sigh. We'll start saying stuff like, "Awww! I hate school! School sucks. Why do we have to go? Who cares if we're awake? Just sleep at school! Even better." Haha.
We'll end up, packing up and going to sleep while protesting. Maybe have our I-hate-school chat about why school is useless, how everyone is a retard and what's gonna happen. We'll be very reluctant because we only get to see our computers after more than 12 hours and we'll miss whatever we've been doing. We'll tell Mom how we hate school and how much we'll miss our home. Mom will definitely tell us that she'll miss us too and cheer us up.
Because we've been sleeping at midnight, I'll probably lie awake and roll around, thinking of school. I might even have a nightmare about school. I might even start counting sheep. I'll think of pictures and everyone I love.. I'll feel emotional for a second or two then I'll immediately cheer up at the thought of day dreaming at school, going to school with Taco, Mom and Pierre (OOPS!) and other happy stuff. I can't get along without you all!
The morning of school...
Someone will be slapping my feet with cold hands or calling my name at the crack of dawn. I'll either open my eyes or sit up immediately. The first thought that comes to my mind is - Oh shiz! It's the first day of school. Oh my God. I'm so sleepy. I hate it.. I'll look around me and sigh at sleeping people. I won't snooze on the first day because it makes me feel worse.
I'll brush my teeth and get dressed. I'll be wearing a stupid uniform.. I'll keep sighing inside and wake Taco up then I'll go down for breakfast. What's for breakfast? B-b-bread... NOOOOOO!!!!! I have to because other stuff won't do good to my stomach. I'll remind Taco about David which will cheer both of us up a little because we'll probably be exchanging private jokes to each other at school. I might even drink some milk.
I'll try not to sleep after that because of boredom. I'll keep myself awake. If I'm feeling crazy, I'll boot up my computer and take some pictures in my mind. Tee hee! Maybe go down and watch some TV. Too bad they only have Early Edition before the sun comes up. I'll make everything is in my bag.
Before leaving for school, we'll probably put on our new socks, take our new but old bags and make sure everything necessary is in it. Pack our recess, stuff, blah blah blah. This reminds me. Mom will be taking us to school. Yeah, man! Cheered up by 1% but it's not counted because Mom just reminded us that we can only blog on weekends. Anyway, we'll wear our new school shoes then get into the car.
I can't tell you what's gonna happen at school because I can't predict that but something like that will happen...




