broke down and cried on the street

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THE CONNECTION!??!

I can't even login. It takes me more than 30 minutes to load a page. I can hardly do anything! Thank God for games if not I would've ripped out the whole keyboard.

Christmas was great. Now, New Year's Eve is coming. Fireworks. Great.

SCHOOL is coming. GREAT. Time to wake up early! GREAT. Packing bags every day. GREAT. Seeing my friends again. GREAT. Homework, extra curricular, exams, studying. GREAT. Buying food for recess. GREAT. More backstabbers and tards. GREAT. Guitar practicing + homework. GREATER. Long and stupid hours at school. GREATEST.

I feel like crying after listing all this down. I hate school. I hate waking up SO early. I hate packing my bag every night and worrying about what I'm bringing. I hate seeing my friends because they'll probably act like idiots. I %@&%^& HATE homework. I hate extra curricular and all that staying back shiz. I HATE EXAMS!!!!! I FRIGGING HATE STUDYING! I hate buying food for recess because I'm so sick of everything. I hate backstabbers and people who act like retards. OMG, guitar practicing and homework? I DON'T EVEN WANNA THINK ABOUT IT. I hate staying at school because I feel homesick.

I suddenly feel so depressed. Why? I just realised what I'm saying.

Say goodbye to my computer... that always happens when school starts. It's like a life cycle. When I'm going to school, as in continuously, I can totally forget about my computer. When I'm enjoying my long holidays, I get so addicted to my computer. <3! I'm addicted to YOU! I'm sure it's easier to control myself now. Well, if there are books to read. They're all just a little bit wicked.

Ah, missing pictures of my favourite bands will definitely kill me. I have to start keeping them in my mind..

I'll miss blogging too. I'll surely have lots of things to say. Blogging is addictive. Sob.

Apologies if I don't post tomorrow. Maybe the connection will be dead. Everybody get dangerous! ;(