Spuddy Buddies

we were trying different things, smoking funny things

A brand new year about to begin in more or less a week.

How do I feel about it?

//// you is how I feel (inside joke).

What I really feel is half crappy, half excited.

Cause I have a savior with me next year. Cheez. It's been a while since I've had one. Knowing that she's there makes me feel better. Like someone's got my back, someone is there to laugh and b$$$$ with me, someone is there to stick up for me, someone who knows what's going on when you've got that look on your face, someone whom you can blurt everything out without being afraid, someone you can look up to, someone you can partner with and do silly stuff with.

"That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you"

Yeah, I like that and I'm looking forward to it.

I've got her back anytime too.

We'll do crazy things fo' shizzle. That's what sisters are for, right? Let's not argue so much next year, okay? That's a new resolution which I sincerely hope I can keep.

The depressing thing about next year is having to put up with all the faces again. I know I sound really mean and all but I mean it. Bleh. I can't imagine facing new faces especially those whom I know will be there. Oh God. I put up with more than enough every year and next year we're gonna have Soursop Girl who is already friends with almost everyone there is to know. From her blog, I can tell she's one heck of a wannabe I'm-too-cool-for-normal-people-like-yourselves and we already have tons of those.

"Cr-rap." Dr House quote.

Well. I've been there done that so what comes next isn't gonna be a challenge. It's gonna be a normal thing in different circumstances. No sweat, I'm one heck of a tough cookie who doesn't take no nonsense from lil midgets.

I'm kinda like an in-between person. Neither a smarty pants I'm-so-cool-I-have-friends-to-have-lunch-with-and-my-parents-are-loaded kind nor a not so intelligent but filthy rich I-only-hang-out-with-my-group kind of person. I'm not even a normal kind. Not a my-grades-are-fine-and-I-have-the-nerd-anime-loving-pals kind.

I have no group.

Not like I ever had any. I hang out with anybody who wants to hang out with me. And sometimes I'm just alone. I'm perfectly fine with it.

Okay, enough ranting and negativity.

I will take the next year as it goes. Hope the days peel by faster though. Working with/listening to a bunch of sadistic people sucks.

tongued tied and twisted