what happened in between?

Because I was always labeled as useless, stupid, indecisive, lazy, a bum and a drama queen.

Only God knows what other names people call me.

But learning from disappointment comes from all these lovely nicknames.

I don’t care.

I might have the longest strings of nicknames but I’m not who you think I am.

I’ve taken many bad falls but when I finally hope for something, sometimes just clinging on to some little bit of hope is wrong too. Tell me what’s right then.

I’ll be a broken shell before you know it and I know you’ll never blame yourself.

I don’t care. I don’t care. I don’t care.

That’s probably  my motto.

I don’t care.

You’ll never see me fall and beg.

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i think you’re perfect

Ten.

Ten.
Jesse McCartney – She’s No You

Nine.
Adam Lambert – Strut

Eight.
Michael Learns To Rock – Paint My Love

Seven.
Linkin Park – New Divide

Six.
Backstreet Boys – Unmistakable

Five.
Timbaland (ft. Katy Perry) – If We Ever Meet Again

Four.
T.I (ft. Justin Timberlake) – Dead And Gone

Three.
Hard Fi – Can’t Get Along [Without You]

Two.
Green Day – Boulevard of Broken Dreams

One.
Enrique Iglesias (ft. Sean Garrett) – Away

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I’m so bored, I might even try playing Assassin’s Creed.

Not to mention, I have nothing to write about and I don’t want to insert pictures into my top ten because I’m running out of pictures. Maybe when my collection restocks. I’m sorry. I’m not doing the top ten for the sake of it. I actually listen to these songs. But I just don’t have any entertaining things to say or any interesting pictures to put.

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You hate that you love him so.

you’re beautiful, it’s true

It seems like the journey to the end of the rainbow where the pot of gold is taking forever.

I can’t wait till I finally see the end. I hope it’ll be soon.

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As you all might have noticed (for those who actually still read this), I’ve been really busy. I’ve been piled with homework and nothing else. I’ll probably be free the next few weeks so wait for more posts.

These are the few things that summarize my week.

Ugh, so overrated.

Happy Saturday!

See you folks.

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even when you’re gone and far away

Taco.

What has happened to the fun between Taco and me? I miss those silly, childish card games we play. I miss staying up late. I miss getting shocks from seeing pictures I don’t want to see. I miss laughing stupidly at my screen. I miss hearing all those ridiculous untrue things you say about me. I miss the challenges you challenge me to do. I miss trying to ignore your display picture. I miss IM-ing you French lyrics. I miss reading your wordy posts. I miss talking about Nick Wheeler everything with you. I miss 2009 and freedom.

2010, what have you done?

We have hardly anything to talk about when we’re together in a crowd of friends.

We have been so busy that we can’t even do much things together. We have our own thing to stress about and all we get to do together is playing games so we can completely forget about everything.

Holidays, I need you. Badly.

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I press my headphones closer to my ears so your voice is closer to me.

when everything’s about to change

Like or not.

1. Low Shoulder – Through The Trees
I’m still here breathing now
until I’m set free
Go quiet through the trees

2. Taylor Swift – The Other Side Of The Door
And I broke down crying, was she worth this mess?
After everything and that little black dress
After everything I must confess, I need you

3. Adam Lambert – If I Had You
Yeah if I had you, then money, fame and fortune never could compete

4. One Republic – Secrets
This time, don’t need another perfect line
Don’t care if critics never jump in line
I’m gonna give all my secrets away

5. All-American Rejects – Sierra’s Song
Sealed with love, open the door and I’ll walk right beside you
My Sierra, I’ll give you more than a shoulder to cry

6. Lady GaGa – Bad Romance
I want your love and
I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

7. Little Boots – Remedy
Move while you’re watching me dance with the enemy
I’ve got a remedy oh uh oh uh oh

8. Jesse McCartney – Come To Me
You can just be yourself,
‘Cause I don’t want nobody else.
All of your secrets are safe with me.
For the kind of love you can trust,
For more than just a crush,
Baby, why don’t you just come to me?

9. Boys Like Girls – Someone Like You
So, sing me a song,
I know all the words to,
And I’ll sing along,
Could you be my savior?

10. Backstreet Boys – Shattered
And now I’m shattered,
(From the chip in my heart, kept taking it till it broke)

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What comes after their self-titled album? Simple Plan and their new album! I can’t wait for the album because from what Chuck and Pierre keep Tweeting now and then, it sounds pretty interesting. Also because we’ve been waiting for, what, two years already.

Then, there’s AAR. They said they’re gonna try to write an album together. You know, after their fight, they might have a little difficulties. I don’t know but I’m hoping it’ll be a really good one. Hopefully, they’ll release it by the end of this year.

And Linkin Park? Definitely. More songs like New Divide and Leave Out All The Rest. I don’t like the noisy screaming and rap-like songs. Hey, but they’re not as bad as everyone thinks. I bet they’ll have a song on Transformers 3.

Miss – oops, I mean, soon-to-be Mrs – Katy Perry is working with Ryan Tedder on her next album. Awesome pair! Ryan is good with anyone and all the songs he writes is just simple but amazing. Better vocal performance, maybe, Katy? And more lovable songs like I Kissed A Girl, please. Don’t keep us waiting.

Maroon 5, please don’t break up. Please, please, please. I’m willing to wait for album if you’re not breaking up. They’re all such great people. Their album should be ready by early 2010, says Wikipedia. I can’t wait. I’m not expecting anything less from their new album.

What name comes before Departure? Jesse McCartney. Duh. What were you thinking? It seems like he’s done with a few songs. He says it’s like a continuation for Departure. Bleh. He should definitely sing more songs like Right Where You Want Me. Okay, whatever. I can’t wait.

Oh, guess who else? Yes, Taylor Swift. Everyone is wild for her and everyone expects the best from her. Breakup, makeup, heartbreaks, unnoticed love songs.

This is for T, since I don’t listen to Lifehouse. Lifehouse FTW for her! A new album this year, I think.

I don’t know why, but I think I’ll wait for Hard Fi’s and Matchbox 20’s new album this year. Hard Fi isn’t that bad but hopefully there are some songs I can actually listen to. Go, Rob Thomas, for Matchbox 20! Their songs are so cute and nice. So, yeah.

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BTW, Happy Birthday, Justin Timberlake!

You rock since N’sync. Keep donating to charity because it’s a really, really good deed. Keep rocking and dancing!

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Snoopy is such an adorable beagle.